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Vitals

Birthday
• 1985-07-23
Gender
• Male
Location
• Chichester, England
Member Since
• 2003-08-04
Occupation
• Ex-OtakuBoards Team Miyazaki Leader, Actor, Writer, Director, Stage Combatant...
Real Name
• N/A

Personal

Achievements
• Becoming a Moderator on OtakuBoards, starting up my own production company with my best friend Dan.
Anime Fan Since
• I liked the Mysterious Cities of Gold before I did Pokemon, but Pokemon was the first Japanese Anime I really liked.
Favorite Anime
• Digimon, Wolf's Rain, Mysterious Cities of Gold, Outlaw Star, RahXephon, Zoids, Princess Mononoke, Trigun, Howl's Moving Castle, Bleach, Naruto, Fullmetal Alchemist, One Piece, Fruits Basket
Goals
• To write my series of stories, and to act in cool stuff.
Hobbies
• Writing, acting, anime, GameCube, Wii, swordfighting
Talents
• Stage combat, writing, acting, being vaguely humourous, and listening.

myOtaku.com: Solo Tremaine

Monday, July 12, 2004

Heh

Maybe I am too hard on myself... but really it's a retrospective type of thing. I know I want and need to say what I have to say, but often once I've said it I start getting paranoid about it for whatever reason. I should just have more faith, heh. Everyone else does.

With everything all drawing to a close this year and everything still pretty much up in the air about what's going to happen and people going in all different directions, I was just afraid of being left behind on my own. Although I know I could learn to live without it, OB and MyO are very special places to me- I don't want to lose all the friends I've made here.

The odd thing is, I'd probably lose more friends by saying 'You don't want to listen to me' than actually saying what the problem was in the first place, heh ^_^;

Emotions- flaw, advantage. They're neither really. Just incredibly confusing.

Just Wild Beat- Communication
I got a letter from Sara today ^_______^ You've no idea how happy that made me, hehe. I found it sitting glowingly on the sofa *smiles*

Sara rocks. And then some.

Also *grin widens*, I got a phonecall from the one and only Lady Asphyxia ^_^ I think she's still in England at the moment for her sister's wedding which was on Saturday (many congratulations, Asphy's sister!). She phoned me Saturday morning about ten minutes after I'd gotten up. It was really nice. Admittedly I wasn't making the best conversation though, as I'd only just woken up and it was quite a surprise ^_^; Still, lovely lovely stuff anyway.

And on top of that I'm already making plans to be at Anime Expo 2005...

Shout-Out (or as Azure would have me say it, Shout Back ^_~)

Mimmi- Heh, and there was me thinking a wired network would be simpler ^_^; I guess not, heh. The friend of ours who's rigging it together's gathering technical information about it this week, see if there are any tweaks he can perform to get it stable. Fingers crossed, eh?

Shin ^_^ (I felt that smiley needed to be there)- Writing about problems... it's a release, I suppose. Even though you're not actually talking to anyone directly when you type out problems in a post, you still get things off your chest and get to look at it through a subjective point of view. It's nice to get feedback about it too, so you know you're not alone. I usually am very open, but at times I just get paranoid about whether people actually want to bother with me anymore. It's a stress thing, I think.

Arcadia- The girl in the piece is the main character of the story, heh. She's much older when the story starts; it was a scene I thought of late at night and couldn't resist writing it, heh. It's one of her memories.

I know exactly what you mean about social lives. This has been the first year I've actually had anything remotely like a real social life; there are times when I'm doing so much my head spins, and other times I feel such an outsider that I just want to go home and stay in bed. Which I must do early tonight. It took me until 2:00am to get to sleep last night. Ben' curse strikes again, heh.

Wondershot- Way of the Worlds should be resurrected as soon as I find time to post (although its future is looking a little bleak, to be honest. I think I've left it too long. but there's still hope). Future Prospects was one I really wanted to get finished- I'll definately be in touch, hehe ^_^

To tell the truth, I get rather upset thinking about my toys breaking. Yes, I'm almost 19 (11 days left!), but they mean a lot to me. I bought three more the other day, heh- two Energon Transformers and a He-Man thingy. I spend a fair amount of money on them and I have more than I can count, but they make me happy. I like each one in a different way and I don't want to have to lose them yet. I'm sure I will eventually, but I might as well enjoy them while I can.

Ademption- You're right- Shinmaru does have a better approach ^_^; I'm just too conscious about what other people might think. I've had entire friendship rings cave in on me because of things I've said; perhaps it's an old relic of that fear that's still restricting me. But I don't do it for attention's sake.

Thank you ^_^

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