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• 1985-07-23
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• Chichester, England
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• 2003-08-04
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• Ex-OtakuBoards Team Miyazaki Leader, Actor, Writer, Director, Stage Combatant...
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• Becoming a Moderator on OtakuBoards, starting up my own production company with my best friend Dan.
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• I liked the Mysterious Cities of Gold before I did Pokemon, but Pokemon was the first Japanese Anime I really liked.
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• Digimon, Wolf's Rain, Mysterious Cities of Gold, Outlaw Star, RahXephon, Zoids, Princess Mononoke, Trigun, Howl's Moving Castle, Bleach, Naruto, Fullmetal Alchemist, One Piece, Fruits Basket
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• To write my series of stories, and to act in cool stuff.
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• Writing, acting, anime, GameCube, Wii, swordfighting
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• Stage combat, writing, acting, being vaguely humourous, and listening.




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Monday, October 4, 2004

What's a Jofer?
I wrote another two parts of Hope's Temptation today. There will be at least one more, but I won't write it yet.

To everyone who says it sounds like it's based on personal experience: yes, quite a few bits are. My thoughts and my experiences are spread throughout the piece, although I'm not at liberty to say what and who has influenced them. It's a sort of personification of all the arguments my head throws up when taking about love and relationships. It's not meant to be intimating one thing or the other or even give out any specific subliminal messages: it's a journey. Even if you don't like it, any thoughts are appreciated, heh.

My driving instructor never turned up for my lesson today, which is rather worrying. I know I definitely had one booked for tomorrow, but he never said anything about cancelling today's. I wondered if perhaps I'd taken it down wrong, but he even wrote it on the little appointment card thing he wrote for me. Maybe something came up. I left a message on his answering machine: hopefully he'll get back to me. if anything serious has happened I don't know where I stand with regards to my test on Friday. We're supposed to use the same car we've learnt in, but if it's been involved in something, then...

Eh, I don't know. I guess I'll find out tomorrow.

Learned Helplessness
My suspicions that something wasn't right were confirmed today, and I can only be disappointed with myself for not taking up the responsibility that I should have done.

But now I don't know what to do. Trying to get myself more involved could make everything worse, but I hate living in ignorance knowing that something I'm doing is hurting someone else.

All I can do is apologise for causing people so much trouble and hope that I can help set things right again, even if it's by just saying nothing at all.
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