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Thursday, November 11, 2004


Things that make you go AAAH!
I still don't feel entirely comfortable lying down in my room in the dark when I'm not tired. My brain's too active and tries to make sense of noises and things I see out of the corner of my eye too much, and I keep thinking I'll see... things that I won't go into. I had a nasty dream a couple of nights ago and a piece of it stuck with me. Needless to say, I'm even more apprehensive about seeing The Grudge, even though I want to.

I know a lot of people can laugh at horror movies, but I'm not generally one of the people who can do that. Sure, if it's done really stupidly or the science is poorly explained then I won't pay any attention to it, but other times there's at least something about it that sticks. Just seeing the trailers for the film are making me a little edgy, even though the black cloud thing looks very unrealistic.

I don't know. I guess I'll always have some kind of aversion to the dark unless I'm with someone. If someone else is there generally I'm fine, unless there's something unaccounted for nearby making noises or doing odd things. Domestic cats re-enacting Shakespeare, for instance.

My driving lesson didn't go so well today- my instructor said it was normal, and I can believe that. I hope I can pull myself together enough to pass this time round. I know it's not the end of the world if I don't, but I really want to. It'll make things so much easier.

Otherwise I'm feeling okay. Certain things are bothering me a little and I feel tired as hell. Mimmi bade me go and lie down earlier because I had a dull ache in the back of my head, and she was right to make me go, heh. I did feel better for it, if more tired. Mind you, I've had some late nights recently so that probably accounts for a lot of it.

I haven't visited as many people as I wanted to today- Arcadia, Clair Chanteur and Panda to name three. I'll try and catch up as soon as I have time, heh.

Take care, everyone. Get your sleep- it does you much good.

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