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Saturday, February 5, 2005


*sheepish grin*
The phrase 'Trying to be more like myself' is kind of misleading- if I were to try and persue that exactly all I'd do is wind myself in circles. Seeing as everything I do is controlled by myself I can't be me any more than I already am me. Even in stupid moods I'm still myself, and everyone has them.

I guess what you really look for inthat kind of situation is a way to break out of particular thoughts or feelings that are preventing you from acting as you normally do. In my case I just wanted to feel relaxed and at peace again; I've often thought to myself if one particular piece describes me wholly, it's "When I Find Peace Of Mind" from the second Evangelion OST.

But enough about that. I know this page (rather than me- I was still up and around the backroom and OB) was inactive but I can't really be bothered leaving it alone now, heh. I think I'll find what I'm looking for more through being active in a different way, rather than delving through my mind to look for an answer.

Sorry Azure, you probably won't get anything more definite for a while ^_^; I know how irritating it is to have someone always throw vague answers at you and I'm really not meaning to alienate anyone but it's not something I feel I can properly explain. There was something I was going to add to that but I forgot what it was, heh. Whoopsie ^_^;

Back into Battle
I had my first re-enactment training session since December today and I enjoyed it to pieces ^______^ It felt so good to be hurling a sword around again, and Paul said I was doing some excellent stuff there. I can't wait to be doing public demonstrations again, but I can't be that good with my arm armour on. I'm seriousy considering leaving it completely aside until I've built up enough muscle to use them competently. Until then I want to be a good combatant and not fall flat on my arse within the first few seconds of battle; injuries (so long as they're nothing too bad) aren't anything of particular consequence to me.

Although a lot of the knights seem to have injured themselves in some way that's caused them to be out of action indefinitely- one has a digdy hip, two have bad knees, one's had to stop altogether due to a hernia and... well... I think that's it. But it's not very good considering those four were major household leaders. I don't know how reenactment-related the injuries are, but the fighting certainly doesn't make them any better, heh. At least I'm young ^_^

I can't think what else has been happening. Um...

Oh, I progressed to a 69 recently.

*coughs*

Phantasy Star Online, you dirty-minded people! Where do you get your morals?

Heh, it's become a real drive to try and get some kind of rare weapon, but lately I've just been coming across the same ones. I've found YAMATO, M&A60VISE, H&S25JUSTICE, DB'S SABER, DISKA OF DOESN'TMATTERWHATIT'SCALLEDBECAUSEIT'SNOTVERYGOODANYWAY, and several hundred VARISTAs. Not that I expect many of you will know what they are, but Yamato's cool. It' a twin sword that... ah, you're not really interested, are you? I need to find some PSO freaks, heh.

I might not buy Starfox Assault. Although I've been looking forward to it for ages it doesn't seem it's all that great actually, reading Alex's impressions of it, along with IGN Cube's review. I may get it to sooth my Fox fix, but little else. Still interested in Mario Power Tennis and Timesplitters: Future Perfect, though. Me needs money...

*hugs* See you soon, heh. Have fun!

EDIT: Oh, if anyone knows where to find the translated lyrics to Naruto's 'Ima Made Nando Mo' (or however it is the words are broken up), I will be eternally grateful if they could point me in its direction, heh. Thankees in advance ^_^

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