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Birthday
• 1985-07-23
Gender
• Male
Location
• Chichester, England
Member Since
• 2003-08-04
Occupation
• Ex-OtakuBoards Team Miyazaki Leader, Actor, Writer, Director, Stage Combatant...
Real Name
• N/A

Personal

Achievements
• Becoming a Moderator on OtakuBoards, starting up my own production company with my best friend Dan.
Anime Fan Since
• I liked the Mysterious Cities of Gold before I did Pokemon, but Pokemon was the first Japanese Anime I really liked.
Favorite Anime
• Digimon, Wolf's Rain, Mysterious Cities of Gold, Outlaw Star, RahXephon, Zoids, Princess Mononoke, Trigun, Howl's Moving Castle, Bleach, Naruto, Fullmetal Alchemist, One Piece, Fruits Basket
Goals
• To write my series of stories, and to act in cool stuff.
Hobbies
• Writing, acting, anime, GameCube, Wii, swordfighting
Talents
• Stage combat, writing, acting, being vaguely humourous, and listening.

myOtaku.com: Solo Tremaine

Tuesday, May 3, 2005

Experimentation

Well, I was due to leave a shout-out for all the comments that have been left, but I can't actually see them and I don't really have time otnight to wait around.

Tonight was the big night in terms of the directing projects- I had The Odd Couple to watch, and Christie In Love, Waiting for Godot and The Anniversary to act in.

Today really didn't start well. It took me three hours to get to sleep, and once I did I had five consecutive nightmares, all of which were heavily disturbing. I got in this morning feeling quite literally like excrement.

And then I did and felt a lot better ^_~;

*coughs* Seriously though, I was really worried I wouldn't have enough energy to give a decent performance tonight. Seeing as it was our only chance to perform I wanted it to be the best I could possibly make it.

Coming up to the evening, I bought myself a stale baguette (the intention wasn't for it to be stale, but that's what I ended up with), stale Jaffa Cakes and a somewhat stale coffee. Despite feeling like I was going to throw up, it did me a world of good to have so much energy inside me.

Moment of Truth
The time for the fruits of my labours to bloom, take seed and be eaten by an entertainment-greedy audience had come.

The Odd COuple was the first of the performances that I was involved with to come up, and I anxiously watched them play it.

I'm so proud of them. They did really well, and even though one of the big jokes was missed out I couldn't have asked for more ^_^

Christie In Love, I felt, was the best I'd ever played it and I really enjoyed playing the part. It's so different to anything I've done before and everyone said it was really effective. After those two were over I could have cried, it was such a relief to have them done.

Due to an administrative error, I was due to be in one piece directl after another, Waiting for Godot and The Anniversary being the culprits. I'd practiced the costume change during the dress reharsal and decided it would be better to change in the scene dock to save me running about too much, and I also figured it would be easier not to change my shoes, seeing as they took up at least 50% of the time it took me to change.

Waiting for Godot was good fun, although I still feel I could have done better with my movements. It didn't really help that I found out my costume was completely sideless, and having to wear no trousers or T-shirt underneath meant that when I fell over I exposed my trendy underwear and bare legs to the audience. I safety-pinned them much more securely for the performance proper, though -^_^-;

The Anniversary was the climax of the night. I put as much energy into it as I could and... broke the glass when I slammed it onto the table. It got a great reaction, mind, and even though I later realised that I cut my knuckle open on the glass I loved every minute of it.

Uncertainty
And now, sat at home, there's another feeling coming over me, and it's one that's been sitting with me for a while.

I have a question to ask, and I don't know how many people will really be able to tell me an answer that won't be "You'll find out for yourself", but I wanted to draw on people's experiences.

Say that you find someone of the opposite sex attractive physically, but find that you love members of the same sex without wanting to necessarily have sex with them, could that be counted as bisexuality?

I ask because... I think I might be bisexual. I've never really known whether it's something you can define within yourself- there are people I find attractive from same and opposite sexes, and I know there are people in both that I love but... what does it mean?

I don't want to jump to any rash conclusions, and I'm sure tiredness is probably adding to all this. But it's been with me for some time, and I really need some advice.

Thanks in advance, and hopefully I'll be able to actually read your replies, heh ^_^

Sleep well, everyone.

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