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Thursday, June 30, 2005


The Grudge?

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Sage: No, I really can't go into details, heh ^_^; For one thing it's not my business, and for another that wasn't really the subject I was aiming to discuss anyway. I know how awkward it is when someone's being cryptic, but curiosity must be stemmed before it leads to a cat's misfortune ^_~

Pyro: It's not so much the problem itself, it's the repercussions and consequences of knowing about it. You know what revelations can do to people, heh. And as much as I didn't want it to affect me, it actually is, and somehow I doubt I can look at this person in the same way again.

Evil Jedi: Ooh, you're so forward ^_~

Godel: It is/was serious, definitely. But what was really bothering me was the lack of uncertainty as to the real truth, which I think has now surfaced...

And yeah, working for long periods of time is a real bitch. This weekend just got a whole lot more complicated, too...

elfpirate: I guess I've not had a routine for sleeping in a very long time, so my body never has its own clock to keep to. I sleep until I feel rested (or until my alarm goes off), which can be an incredibly long time after I actually do fall asleep.

Ozymandius: It certainly does, hehe. But most of the Americans I know are surprisingly nice ^_~

'w00b' itself means nothing, but it is the application of 'w00b' that makes the difference *nods sagely*

Lady Lea: *hugs*



I'll quickly explain why things have gotten even more complicated:

-The person who told me their story first was apparently lying, which has offended me more than his supposed admittal to the problem in the first place.

-This renders most of what I said yesterday as inaccurate with regards to the actual situation. Even once you've heard both sides of a story, the truth might not always be as clear as it first appears.

-I'm torn between the friendship this person showed for me before I was told and the truth that's been revealed recently. Was he lying all the time? What does he really think? Should it matter?

-You know Dizzy, my karate teacher's dog? I remember thinking 'Eeh, I'm glad she isn't mine...

...well, I need to look after her for x amount of months until they manage to right themselves. Things are completely up in the air right now.

-She's not best disciplined, certainly not by our house rules. I'm really worried about how she'll fit in, and for the safety of our posessions.

-She's a she, meaning that when she's in season she'll need to stay with my friend at the animal sanctuary for three weeks, otherwise Romulus and Merlin will tear each other apart. It happened once before, but luckily we were able to stop it...

-I have to pick her up on Saturday, whereby I also have re-enactment training that I need to go to and a performance that I can't miss.

-I am not going to be in to look after her for a good while, leaving Mum with oodles more stress.

I honestly could have cried last night, heh. But not just because of that- I was incredibly tired, and the feeling of having to burden everyone in the house with such a huge task was overwhelming me. Than I read the comments on MyO and couldn't help but feel incredibly happy, but still really worried all the same.

And I'm hungry >.>;

Still, college now. And boy oh boy, do I love college.

I hope I can keep my witch's costume ^_^

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