Wednesday, July 20, 2005

I'm feeling better now, thank you. I had a smoothie ^_^ [And that's a fruit smoothie, before you get any ideas] Ecgh, I'm really not looking forward to these next few weeks, though. They're going to be so hellishly busy I don't know what to do with myself. It's very possible I'm making them into more than they actually will be, but at the moment it feels as if I'm taking on far too much. I'm certainly not going to do any more after all this has come over. Although... I'm still feeling a little empty. I feel like I'm neglecting something. A BIG something, but I don't know what it is. I hope Clandestine's going to be okay- with all the time I haven't had it's been difficult to keep life flowing into it, and one of the nastiest things to happen to an RPG is for the creator to lose the flow. I know exactly where I want everything to go and I'm still really hoping it'll succeed, but I guess that'll depend on my ability to feed necessary story information into it. And I have faith in everyone who's taken part, heh. But even so, I can hardly expect them to guess what I have planned >.>; But that's not what's worrying me- I'd know if it was. I think I still need more sleep. You're In! Meeting Patrick Sandford was great, last night ^_^ My initial impression is that he's a very nice person who maintains that your own individuality is the key to making characters real and believeable when acting, which I completely agree with, heh. We basically had a long improvisation workshop, where I suppose he managed to get a decent idea of our capabilities. He also asked us what other acting experiences we'd had, which would have been a bit more of a giveaway ^_^; Today I've not been doing much. Um... I met with Nic (my karate teacher and good friend) and let him use our computer to send emails that he needed to send- I preferred that he did it here rather than sit in an internet cafe and pay for the time. I have more sword training tonight ^_^ Eee, it's going to be fun. I was due to have a costume fitting as well, but the marvellously talented clothes maker can't make it tonight, so it'll be Saturday instead. Ah well. I can wait, heh. I've been invited to a party this evening, but i doubt I'll be able to go. Training is half seven to half nine and I don't really want to have to drive all the way to Cosham for a party that I won't even know more than two people at. I'm not obliged to go by any means, but someone's really pushing me... Meh, I was going to ask a question for everyone to answr, but I don't think it's really worth it. So I'll answer a quiz instead ^_^; 130 Random Questions Created by withinadream and taken 6528 times on bzoink! When was the last time you cried? September. Have you ever faked sick? Yeah, quite a bit ^_^; What was the last lie you said? That I didn't know if I could go to the party... Have you ever cried during a movie? Not for years. It's come close, though. Who was the last person you couldn't take your eyes off of? I don't know, to be honest. Have you ever danced in the rain? Not danced. I've run, walked and fallen over Have you ever been drunk? Not entirely. Tipsy, yes. Have you ever tried tried drugs? No, never. And I hope never to do so. Do you smoke? See above. What's the farthest you've ever gone on a dare? Urgh, I told someone I fancied them in Year 5 What is your full name? Hugo Ralph Jackson What is your blood-type? O, I think. Have you ever been in a car accident? No, thankfully. How old were you when you recieved your first kiss? 14 Who was your first kiss? Some icky smokey girl. Subsequent ones were better Have you ever had an online relationship? Yes. Have you ever had phone-sex? No Have you ever been rejected by a crush? Yes, at least twice. What is your favourite sport to play? Swordfighting! Have you ever made a prank phone call? No. Have you ever said "I Love you" and not meant it? No. What's your favourite childhood memory? I don't know. Is there anything that you have done that you regret? Oh God, yes... What do you want to be when you grow up? Sensible. What is your political persuassion? I persuade people not to be political. Have you ever had cybersex? No. Do you believe in g-d? Yes. Do you believe in love at first sight? In a way, yes. Do you believe in karma? Yes Who was your first crush? Jadie Emerald. Not her real name, by the way. Who do yo uhave a crush on? I don't, and I doubt I will. But everyone says that at some point, heh. How would you describe yourself? I can't ^_^; What are you afraid of? Tornadoes Are you religious? Not as such, no What does your screen name mean? It's a character in a fanfic I used to write What person do you trust the most? Daniel, Jeremy, my sister Who was your first boyfriend/girlfriend? A very talented writer from St Albans What is the best compliment you have ever recieved? That I had thighs like rock? What is the meanest thing anyone has said about you? I can't remember, actually. What is the longest crush/relationship you have had? Four months- relationship. I think. What is your greatest strength? My loyalty to the people I care for What is your greatest weakness? My inexperience and lack of confidence What is your perfect pizza? The ones I make for everyone else What is your first thought when waking up in the morning? I need more sleep! What is your first thought before you go to bed? I need more sleep! What college do you want to go to? I don't, now. Do you get along with your family? Yes, definitely. Do you play any instruments? I'd like to... What kind of music do you like? Anime and film scores, heh ^___^ Do you think you're attractive? Moderately. Would you ever get a tattoo? Yeah, quite possibly How many piercings do you have? Only sword injuries ^_~ Who makes you laugh? Funny things Who would you want to be tied to for 24hours? Daniel Have you ever seen a dead body? No Do you have a celebrity crush? Hugh Jackman, heh... no. What is one thing scientists should invent? Bigger pasta. Have you ever broken a bone? Yeah, four of them. What happens after you die? Having never died before, I can't say. Do you watch or read the news? Bit of both. Mainly I read the headlines. What stereotype would you label yourself as being? *shrugs* Would your friends agree with that stereotypic label? *shrugs* If yo ucould change your name, what would you change it to? Tristan If you could go back in time to one point in your life, where would you go To just before I made one of two decisions. If you could change anything about yourself, what would you change? My degree of foresight. Have you ever gone skinny dipping? Nope... Have you ever played strip poker? No, heh. Would you ever lie to someone to make them feel good about themselves? No. I'd be honest, but not without being objective. What do you want your friends to think about you? That I'm a good friend, and that despite my shortcomings I still try as best I can to make things right. Whats the biggest argument you've ever gotten into? That I didn't tell someone something I should have. And they were right. HAve you ever bitten someone? Not in malice ^_^; When's your birthday? 23rd July Have you ever stolen anything? No Do you make wishes on shooting stars? Yes ^_^; Whats the most you've ever eaten in one sitting? About three servings of Chicken Chow Mein If you could go back and change one day, what would it be? I couldn't say. Do you remember your dreams? Some of them. Have you ever been in love? Yes, several times. Are you a morning person or a night person? Mornings in a way, evenings in another. Do you have any phobias? Tornadoes, I suppose What's the meanest thing you've ever done to someone? I don't want to answer that. Have you ever been to the hospital (other then birth? Don't be silly! Of course I have, heh. How many screen names do you have? Two, at the moment. I've had more, though. Do any medical problems run in your family? Bowel cancer. How nice >.>; Have anyone ever been disowned from your family? A very long time ago. Have you ever had a nightmare? Hah, yeah. Do you say meaner things to your friends or your enemies? No. Would you ever participate in a threesome? Probably not. They are illegal, apparently. Would you ever pay for a prostititue? No. And I wouldn't accept a free one, either. Have you ever mooned or flashed someone? Not intentionally ^_^; Have you ever laughed so hard you peed in your pants? No, thankfully. Have you ever written a love letter? Sort of, yes. Have you ever attempted suicide? No. Do you prefer boxers or briefs? Boxers! Have you ever been in a fistfight? Not real ones. Do you have any hidden talents? You'd need a bed to find that one out ^_~ What is one thing you want me to know about you? That I always mean well, even if it doesn't come across. What is one question you wouldn't want me to ask? What do you think of love? Do you usually prefer books or movies? Movies, generally. They have music ^_^ Who is your favourite person to talk to? Daniel, Lawrence, Nic Who is always able to cheer you up when you're sad? All of the above and any/all of my friends. Would you ever have sex before marriage? Yes! Who do you talk to most on the phone? At the moment... Nic. Do you have a secret that yo'ure ashamed of? Yes. Do you prefer british or american spelling of words? British! *starts 'God Save The Queen* Have you ever gotten detention? Yes, once. Bloody stupid teacher >.>; How do you vent your anger? By talking. Have you ever been on a diet? Erm... kind of. I forbade myself crisps. Would you ever date someone younger than you? Older than you? Well, considering it'd be difficult for me to fond someone exactly my age, yes. Is your best friend a virgin? No, heh. What's a rumor someone has spread about you? That I'm a lovely guy. It's not as good as it sounds... What's the kinkiest thing you could ever actually see yourself as doing? Oral sex, I imagine. What's the meanest thing anyone has ever done to you? I don't remember What's the nicest thing anyone has ever done for you? Oh, plenty ^_^ Have you ever been diagnosed with a mental illness? No Have you ever cut yourself on purpose? Once. Have you ever wanted to murder someone? No Have you ever hated someone? Yes, I think so. Do you prefer talking on the phone or online? Phone's good, but I can convey what I want to say better online. Do you consider yourself popular? Yeah, but not hugely so. Would you ever tell the person you have a crush on that you like them? Eventually. Have you ever had a crush on an enemy? Enemy? Not as such, heh. Have you ever had a crush on a best friend? Yessums. What is your favourite book? 1984, at the moment Do you have a collection of anything? Anime, toys and anime soundtracks Are you happy with the person you are becoming? Yes, and no. I can always find things to improve. Are you a different person now then you were 5 years ago? Definitely. What do you see yourself as being in 5 years from now? Older. Are you happy with the life you have? There are things that I'd like to have better control over, but that'll come with time. Create a Survey | Search Surveys | Go to bzoink! See you later, heh.

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