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Vitals

Birthday
• 1985-07-23
Gender
• Male
Location
• Chichester, England
Member Since
• 2003-08-04
Occupation
• Ex-OtakuBoards Team Miyazaki Leader, Actor, Writer, Director, Stage Combatant...
Real Name
• N/A

Personal

Achievements
• Becoming a Moderator on OtakuBoards, starting up my own production company with my best friend Dan.
Anime Fan Since
• I liked the Mysterious Cities of Gold before I did Pokemon, but Pokemon was the first Japanese Anime I really liked.
Favorite Anime
• Digimon, Wolf's Rain, Mysterious Cities of Gold, Outlaw Star, RahXephon, Zoids, Princess Mononoke, Trigun, Howl's Moving Castle, Bleach, Naruto, Fullmetal Alchemist, One Piece, Fruits Basket
Goals
• To write my series of stories, and to act in cool stuff.
Hobbies
• Writing, acting, anime, GameCube, Wii, swordfighting
Talents
• Stage combat, writing, acting, being vaguely humourous, and listening.

myOtaku.com: Solo Tremaine

Thursday, September 8, 2005

Goodnight, Goodnight

Comments!

4th September

Kei: Unfortunately with this one, they didn't put enough anaesthetic in, and had to keep bolstering me with more shots ^_^; That, and I could still feel a bit of what they were doing anyway... Needless to say, it's not an experience I'd like to repeat. Took 45 minutes in all.

Lady Lea: I'm getting to like them more now, heh. They're good in these smoothies I buy (the website for which you must check out, by the way- I'm looking at you, Sara -Innocent Drinks), but I'm still loath to eat them on their own. Dipped in chocolate, maybe ^_~

JJ: Thankfully, due to the positioning of my body I couldn't actually see what they were doing. But judging by the feelings I was getting, I didn't really need to to know something nasty was going on.

rustym: Thanks ^_^

Hevn: You're very lucky. There's a really odd atmosphere about a hospital; even if you're not the one being seen by a doctor, it's quite an unnerving place to be.

5th September

Thank you, everyone. You've no idea how much you mean to me.

Alex: Both, actually ^_^;

I'm doing okay now, although it still hurts a fair bit. More than it actually hurting, though, what bothers me more is how it feels in general. It's... well, it's a sort-of-closed scar. I'm sure you can fill in the rest.

I've not been doing a greal deal, which is actually quite nice. Louie the Rune Soldier is very cool, as is D.N.Angel (although perhaps less so. Mum likes it, though). I've done a fair bit of work, but the rest of the time's been spent on Metroid or Civilization III: Conquests. And it's a bugger of a game to actually win. Bastard computer players.

I hadn't realised how little I actually have to do that doesn't involve computers, games, video or DVD. Being stuck at home constantly for four days straight is surprisingly dull, and in some ways I can feel my mind just festering away as I launch yet another vain attempt to overthrow the Chinese Empire.

You do develop a sort of lethargy after a while. It makes quite a change from always doing everything at once, but I'd rather be doing something than nothing. At least if I'm typing up work, it's actually constructive.

And... too much gaming I'm sure is bad for you mentally, in the long term. There are times when I know I should play but I do anyway because I don't feel motivated to do antyhing else, and playing more games lulls me into even further torpor which can only be remedied (and hence perpetuated) by playing games until I physically can't stand any more. I'm not addicted or anything, they just take up a lot of time. And when they're there and there's nothing else for me to take part in, arguing against it seems pointless. It's not as if I can easily lie down and listen to music as I do normally >.>

*sighs* But it'll pass. I've another appointment on Monday which should help point me in whatever direction it is for complete recovery. I'm partway through a course of hideously-tasting antibiotics, the lavours of which stick in your mouth for ages afterwards and affect your sense of smell. I can't wait to eat the last one of those, heh ^_^;

The World
Nic tells me I have a lot of grief in me. I couldn't see it when he first told me, but I really can now. This'll sound stupid, but I can feel it affecting me in everything I do. even now, the way I phrase the sentences in this are altered at least partly by deep feelings of guilt. At what, I don't know. But it's there, and I'm seriously considering getting professional help in order to deal with it. I get this awful feeling that I'm going to snap, and I don't want to do that.

But before that, I'm going to bed. Sleep is a healer of many things (and not sleeping, in the right place and with the right people, can be a healer of even more things, heh)...

See you around.

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