Thursday, November 3, 2005

Finders Keepers

Comments! Hallowe'en Sami: Heh, it's difficult to explain ^_^; There are times when I'm with guys that I almost imagine myself doing something sexual with them even if I know they probably wouldn't want to. And... it's not even as if I even want to sometimes, either. So I still can't explain fully whether I'm bisexual or not ^_^; Perhaps if an attractive girl/guy (as in, girl or guy. I can't handle an all-in-one) came my way... ...either way, experimentation is long overdue >.>; Lady Lea: Hehe, a perfect match :p Mimmi: I can't tell if you're making a serious proposal or not, heh ^_^; Either way, it's not an easy question for me to answer. But you at least know what part of me would say ^_~ Pyro: Yeah, I'm feeling okay now, I think. I'm not tired, frustrated or depressed any more, which is always a good thing. Still not much change on the other front, however, but I think it was just a stressful phase which was putting weird strains on my body. Going through periods of eating junk food probably didn't help, in my opinion. I think they can really wreack havoc on your circadian rhythms. Kei: That means you're about two inches taller than me... *dies* Sami: I measured it again for you ^_~ It's... *forgets, then dooes it again* ... just under 168 centimetres, heh. molletta: *hugs* We can invade Mars together and beat it for causing conflicting elements ^_^ sahkiryce: As weird as it may sound, the more I talk to a friend of mine about star signs and astrology, the more it seems to make sense. I didn't really understand much about it other than horoscopes, but it seems there's much more to it than that. It's quite interesting when you get down to personality traits and interactions, how they're all affected by one another... of course, it's still a rather limiting system when you think about how dynamic people are. And I have six swords. The connotations are always there whenever I tell people about any one or all of my weapons- someone always raises an eyebrow. It gets quite annoying when you're trying to explain something that's actually interesting -_-; In the end I went with the guy who forced me out. He apologised for it a lot later, especially as my health was deteriorating throughout the evening. 1st November Sami: Maybe cliché, but always appreciated *hugs* ^_^ Pyro: I actually managed on only two paracetamol for my whole ill period ^_^ I was right pleased, hehe. Although I did just forget to take the others when I wanted them... Kei: Mostly better now ^_^ *hugs* Sah: ^_^ Googlism of the day: "solo is your own personal ski machine" I are do be feeling teh betterers nowes!!1!!!11! But I still have a sore throat and a tickly cough that keeps me awake at night. That night where I described how I didn't know where to go in the evening, I was rather forcibly coerces into going round a friend's house when I'd much rather have stayed at home. I don't think he really knew why I didn't want to go out until he sat me in the car an hour later and asked if I wanted to go home. Seeing as we'd just bought food, I didn't see any point in turning round and said that I'd be okay. I think he started feeling pretty bad then, and kept asking me if there was anything he could do for me. To be honest, all I wanted him to do was stop apologising; if I really hadn't wanted to go out I'd have put my foot down and said no in the first place, and I would have started feeling worse whether I'd been at home or his house, so it made little difference to my physical condition. And anyway, at least there I won't be lying around sedentary while Mum runs around, making me feel guilty enough to get up and do something when I shouldn't be. I did feel quite a bit worse on Tuesday, though, which wasn't helped particularly by the fact that we needed to go into town. I offered to drop a letter into the building society for him as he had something else he needed to do; judging by the temperatures and the effort of actually getting up and walking around town it may not have been such a good thing to do, but at least I could get home quicker. We watched a bucketload of Naruto over the last few days ^_^ I could have stayed on that sofa all night just absorbing the cooliness of it all, but he had to go, and take the DVDs with him >.>; After that I started feeling rather woozy. It's odd that when you feel ill, the slightest things can set you off. I almost felt like bursting into tears just thinking about how [spoiler] Hayate was killed in Naruto, and wondering if my toys knew that I wasn't playing with them any more, and if they hated me for letting them get dusty (which reminds me, I really need to by an ioniser...). It's really bizarre, heh ^_^; But I'm doing okay now. I've been writing for most of today. Three and a bit work pages done, more RPG work (see it here: Pokemon: Serpentizor Reborn [PG-VLS]), and a small parody song in OtakuBoards: Enter the Net. bet you thought I'd forgotten about that, eh? Well, I haven't. But I do need to get this next funny chapter done as soon as possible so I can work on the more serious conclusion of the whole thing. Yeps, it's all building up to that time now. Seeing as I actually have time at home to get things done, there's no reason why I can't brush up on my humour, get my bestest OB hat on and get this thing down. At least, that's the theory ^_^; I will continue with what I've already started soon, heh. Take cares, you lovelies! *hugikisses*

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