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Thursday, September 25, 2003


Ow...
It didn't hurt that much on Wednesday. certainly no more than it might normally when I go to the gym. Doing lots of movement about in voice and movement classes didn't signify anything much to me at the time, but late last night I could feel the muscles in my shoulders, arms and chest getting tighter. I put it down to tiredness and went to bed after Outlaw Star.

This morning, however... I'm glad I forgot to switch my alarm on, because otherwise I'd have leapt out of bed without thinking. I could hardly move. If I tried, things hurt. A lot. It took a long time befor I could move my arms to a 45 degree angle, and I still can't get them to shoulder height for the pain.

Still, today went fairly well. Although feelings of inadequcy unnecessarily begin to creep back in again when I kept losing to Ean at Yu-Gi-Oh, and he started looking through my Deck to tell me what was wrong. I know the game far better than he does, and he was telling me what I should do. It really pissed me off. But what pissed me off more was the fact that he was right.

Anyway, I went to see 'I Caught My death in venice' today, and didn't socialise with everyone as much as I'd hoped to. I don't know why. I think I'm still fairly outsidish because I don't go to the pub with them after college. I will next week, though. This week I've had things I've wanted to do at home, so getting back quickly was a priority (read: fanfics and RPGs, chatting).

I would say more, but I don't really feel like it at the moment. It usually happens after seeing a play or a film, on the way back there's a sudden 'click', and I start feeling down. Still, it'll pass. Just need some music...

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