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Friday, June 2, 2006


Reprise
I'm back, heh ^_^;

Sorry to disappear like that. At least it's good to know the PM system's working again :p

Different stresses have been piling up on me the last few weeks, compounded above everything else by an increasing feeling that I don't belong anywhere, and it pretty much hit the nail on the head when I saw myself removed from one of my friends' Friends List. It sounds so simple and petty, but it was incredibly symbolic to me. So I just thought "Screw it", and turned my site off, half intending of not coming back for a good few months. But I'm never one to hold a grudge, and I reckon I'd only piss people off more if I went off in a huff ^_^;

Times I've felt like doing stuff like this before have always appeared too melodramatic; it was only then that I was actually moved enough to feel it was justified. I'm determined to cope, though.

So I redesigned my site. And I'm mightily pleased- moreso than ever before, heh. I like background images that fit together seamlessly, rather than having obviously repeating borders.

Back to Business
I can't believe it's only twenty-seven days until I go to the US. There's so much stuff I still need to do! I'm really looking forward to it, though, hehe. I even registered at the Anime Expo forum in anticipation ^_^ Mmm, it's a bad sign when things like that get you excited...

So anyway... things are okay. It's swings and roundabouts to a certain extent, but on the whole I'm pleased with how things are going. Just need to get control of my emotions, myself and where I want to take my life. Things are still a little fuzzy, heh.

*hugs all* Take care ^_^

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