Monday, August 13, 2007

Mood: Okay
Date: 12:23 Monday August 13th 2007


Thanks so much for the cards yesterday guys! I loved them lol I don't have a whole lot of time right now or i would post the ones i got yesterday but serisouly i loved them all so much! *big hugs* hehe

So yesterday was a good day in the morning then at night it got worse and worse -_- One word... no two... no three... Dad and Laura. *sighs*
Oh well I really shouldn't have expected anything else. First of all they were total jerks to me the entire day, after I left for the mall then came home laura was more of a jerk then we went out to eat and Laura acted like she knew EVERYTHING about a hybochi. Omm I lived next door to one and she's never been to one. I would think I would know more then her.. *sighs* Then my friend backed out on going with me at the last second but then again I asked her at the last second. So yeah, I was left there with the two of them, completely misrable because dad likes to run the show and he keeps trying to show up the chef which omfg was embarasing as hell. and laura never told me happy birthday ONCE. you know at least i have the nerve to tell her and give her a card. She hasn't said "happy birthday" or "merry christmas" to me in two years. *rolls eyes* such a kid...

Some of you asked what I got for my birthday,
• 2 cards and 3 pictures from my mom which was the best gift ever.
• a card and a bag of skittles from my dad.
• a drawing of a leaf that i've been waiting for, for two years now xD from ryo.
• and an iLive from myself... hehe this thing is so cool!

and that was it,

In other news

• I have a headache!!!!! x_X
• I took a picture of me! xD
.... omm don't kill me with insults please ;_; i'm really really really really really really really really really photogenic...

It got very pixlated.... ;_; *kills camera or rather stupid jpg formats!
SESS YOU KNOW WHAT I'M TALKING ABOUT!!! XDDDDDD *shakes fist at jpg! hehe

Questions

1) What is your favorite clothing store? (Ex: AE!!!! *screams* xD)
2) Do you like shoes? or are you like me and hate them and wear flip flops 24/7?
3) What was the last movie you watched?

Comments Back/answers to questions Fantasy Hearts- imagionation would be what shaped me most today probably lifes burden- i get inspiration from anything i see Redblaze- ommm i'm really not sure, something for mentally abused children. MagikSalem- my goal is to be on the top 50! lol then..... to be next to someguy, pst... don't tell! knightwolfgirl- i just realized i never even got to read your comment i got so busy! lol i have a chevy cavalier Crimson-Rose- yes i've started it! lol i just need to code it! sorry, i'll get to it soon! JungWoo- awe thanks jung woo! oh good luck with your contest^^ if you need help, call anytime. i would pick....... hmmmmm well personally i hate any new disney but i would pick jack sparrow Talim-of-the-Wind- i use the word 'the' probably the most.... O_o but i love the word killer, (british accent not literal) guddosyal- I didn't want anything for my birthday lol i know that sounds weird but i'm not materialistic. evilcookie-1- I don't know how it's been actually lol i've been away for awhile or at least i think... i can't remember much anymore haha angel kat- i was inspired by the song speed of sound by cold play techno remix but sesslover18 inspired me too randomized05- I would eat the watermellon.. Ms. Sunday- idk who chuck norris is... Kikyo27- supperexcellent, not really a made up word but yeah i like it master hiko- the rest of your comment was erased because you used > > things. lol sorry, Keeper of Souls- i would die for a friend akebaneamino- to the woodchuck thing... the answer is 18! xD KimmehWolfwood- EGG! PinkChii009- i'm a waitress Roiben- sky diving...

Avi of the day: #99

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Sunday, August 12, 2007

Mood: Nostaligc
Date: 12:54 Sunday August 12th, 2007

Your words tend to kill me even when you are not there. Even days after you have said them they still hurt. I cannot bring back those whom are dead and I cannot get rid of those whom are here. I do not fit your description anymore? I think it is about time I stopped caring about what people think about me so much and stop chainging myself to best suit them. I may have once been your Jade and I may have once had you in the palm of my hand but if you say that I am not the same what to do then? You are the one that has changed L. The L i once knew could only make my cry from happyness.

Post for everyone else

Hi!^-^ I'm going to post the cards hehe

From Lifes Burden


From Randomized05


From Pinkchii009

Thanks so much guys! *hugs!!* lol I'm not sure what I'm doing today, I'm going to be out though so when I do come home I'm going to do my best to get to sites! You know how much I hate missing... lol

Questions:

1) Have you ever felt like you are being followed?
2) What is your goal on Myotaku?
3) Ask me something, not dots or the word Hi please! xD

Comments Back King of Vampires- Nice to meet you^^ lifes burden- whooooooooo lol I am serious if you tell me a P.o. box # I will send you starbucks! haha! Pommiesmanga- I haven't seen you in forever!!! omg *hugs* lol KimmehWolfwood- ;_; I'm a bad friend.. I'm very sorry. PinkChii009- HOW OLD WAS YOUR COUSIN?! OMFG SICKO! MiasmaMoon- ;_; you are my friend!!!!! omfg *feels like crap because of that now*

Avi of the day: #98

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Saturday, August 11, 2007

Mood: Disappointed
Date: 12:00 Saturday August 10th, 2007.

I'm very sad at the moment so this might get a little long. I am terrably sorry if it is. I will try to be brief.
Yesterday I had work and afterwords my friends James and Lauren come over. Well lauren hates my father because she knows he is an asshole and he also called her a slut about a week ago but anyway, we get to my house and have so much fun, just hanging out and stuff. First off, james is a guy and my father hates any guys i have as friend, so i'm surprised he was even alloud over. we stayed out in the living room just talking for awhile then went in my room and watched a movie (Click). well dad and laura come home and laura is screaming and i mean we can hear her when we're back in my room. Lauren actually paused the movie to listen to her for awhile. I was called out of my room two or three times to be yelled at for them being over when i had premission in the first place.
I had to kick them out at 11 from what dad said. Before that though he gave me a lecture on how I was just 15, i don't get to do what I want. I'm 16 in 24hrs... and he still calls me 15. I want to slap him so much. *sighs* I have not had friends over in months... i have NEVER had a guy over to my house.. and james is a FRIEND but still!

In other news:

• FEAR MY FISH OF DOOM! Names Kinkos after Master Hiko. lol pen name Lifes burden *nods satisfied*
• I have 21 cranes left to make before I reach 1,000 for David.
• My 16th birthday is tomorrow^^

Questions:

1) What is most precious in this world to you?
2) How many different residences have you lived in since you were born? Which home was the best?
3) What is the most mischievous thing you remember doing as a child?

Comments Back PinkChii009- oh i turned it off because I accadently messed something up, no I didn't die lol lifes burden- You never answered question #2 yesterday but I will tell you my answer lol. It is you, death god dark- long time no see! knightwolfgirl- Okay I don't have a friends list I have a list of friends... two different things.. a friends list would be used to visit people and see when they update. A list of friends is for visitors. Shishou- lol I have heard of you before to, I met you before too. We just lost touch. guddosyal- I found your answer to #2 yesterday strange... I just have never felt like in an actual click or group but when I am I never realize it. hishyama shark- I KNOW YOU! .............. but I still can't remember ;_; the real yojimbo- Good luck with your internet problem! TalimSoul- I know the Killerz remix is really weird but it's soooo good into it. lordsesshomaru- you were too going to say X-box... admit it.. I can read minds =P Magnus Lensherr- hehe, missed you! *hugs* "Still got it"? ahh no i had layout block for a year about and just got back to normal lol Ordinary Girl- I hope you're feeling better now, and I am sorry about your trip too. KimmehWolfwood- Yes "God I live" ... *kicks god in the ass* xD just wanted to... everyone seems to worship jesus more anyway.. no one will notice. Ahh yes you and Le kun get into all sorts of trouble together! lol just playing, none at all.. not you! no way.. you are a perfect angel =P SessLover18- psh... take your time Chica lol no rush on anything,

Avi of the day: #97
And to the much worried #97....... *gulps*

xDDDDD *dies laughing*
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Friday, August 10, 2007

Mood: Creative
Date: 12:00 Friday August 9th 2007


*HHUUGGSS!!!* haha! I... haven't updated in 10 days. ;_; I'm sorry guys, I get busy sometimes.

Yesterday I went out to eat with my mother and step-father. We went to Miyos, which is my favorite resturant of all time. It's beautiful and is a Japanese resturant. Before we left my mother and father gave me my gift and I have to say it is the best thing I have ever been given. It was two cards which were hilarouis and three photos of all of us together. I love getting photos or things that are hand made and funny cards. It is much better then getting something that costs a lot of money because it's really the thought that counts no the money, if you understand what I mean.

In other news

• New theme to celebrate my return and Birthday which is on Sunday. This is my master piece, do not expect to get better out of me lol
• I am going to start putting my posts into sections so it is easyer for you to chose what to read. For example you chose to read the "in other news" or the top part, I do not care.. lol As Chris would say "The post for lazy people". *high-fives ya Chris* haha

Questions

1) Tell me what you think about the theme and music. lol
2) Whom is your closest friend on MyOtaku and why?
crap... I had really good questions earlyer but now I can't remember them.
3) Do you prefer to get gifts of value yet useful or gifts of worthlessness yet memorable?

Comments Back knightwolfgirl- I believe your comments are longer then my posts sometimes lol That was very sweet of your mom. C h i b i- O.o why would you want to be hit by a car?! FF 333- ;_; omg that's terrable! if my ex ever burned my memory box or if ANYTHING happened to it i'd cry my eyes out. My life's pratcially in there xD KimmehWolfwood- Chris doesn't have long posts! xD His humor makes up for it. Crimson-Rose- Chaud means hot temperature wise though >.> No, Cela ne travail pas pour moi. -_- feh lol Enraged Pschopath- dare call my stepmother hot again and believe me your days are numbered. lordsesshomaru- >.> No not like a memory card for the PS2... a memory BOX.... no not like an X-BOX which i know you are going to say. lol

Avi of the day: #96


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Wednesday, August 1, 2007

Mood: Touched
Date: 12:00 August 1st


[!!!!! I do not know if i can get to sites!!!!!]
do not kill me please........ just once -_-
HA! I now have evidence to back up my stepmother's evil... My bestfriend joined MyO and is currently running ramped in the streets of Vietnam visiting her dad... and will be hit by a buss in 5...4....3...haha jk Aj!! lol
"To everyone out there i've meet this lady and she is evil, I swear she is the devil in victoria secret!!!" I love how people agree with me. But that still doesn't change anything at home. lol
Yesterday I had a lot of support from you guys, and I really appretiate that very much. Sometimes you feel like it's too dark to move I guess lol But one friend of mine mailed me a poem she wrote, and I have to say that was probably the best gift I have ever gotten. It's by Angel Kat.

Whose there to wipe your tears?
To protect you from all your fears.
You may want to die for his actions
But consider who you could kill
Friends never forget what you do.
Lucid actions can be smothered with misunderstanding
When you're down remember:
No matter the years consumed by what other have failed to do.
Friends are there for you.
For you Somegirl, are worth it.

I thought it was adorable *hugs Kat*


In other news:
• I'm so sorry my post was long yesterday guys. My main point was the fact that he was rude and took my stuff without asking and it was for someone I hate.
• My post will be back to normal lengths soon! I know these are getting TOO long.


- Questions -

1) What is the most extreme thing you would do?
2) What is the most kind thing someone has done to you or given to you?
3) Do you keep a memory box?

Comments Back: angel kat- Thank you so much for yesterday. The poem you wrote was so adorable, I have to say it's probably the best thing i've ever received before too. *hugs* I envy people that get along with their parents. I mean I can understand frustration though I can not stand fighting. I used to live next to two little boys and their family was so perfect. I mean absolutely perfect. They never seemed to have conflicts or anything... I was always jealous. My father does everything he can to me legally. He makes sure it's legal so he doesn't lose custody of me though if I was someone in the government, I would say it should be illegal to cuss your kids out lol randomized05- lol my dad does that too. Just walks in, stares, makes rude comment and leaves. You know what would be the ultimate? A kid is about to get shot so he runs out into the stree to get away then you come up and grab him and throw him out of the way because he's about to get hit by a buss then get shot and hit by a buss yourself.... haha sry that'd just be like sooooooooo frickin' random! haha SessLover18- yes.... *tries to control self too over the hot japanese guys..* ... you know.. they are all hot which is weird. I have never seen an ugly japanese person! ;_; *hates to be an american* .... other then that i love it. Roiben- now see the thing is you can do stuff to little brothers... haha i'm still jealous of your jaspanic heritage! YOU SUCK! ;_; *jealous* Lordsesshomaur- I think you were over tired or something yesterday because you didn't have me dying... whoot! I get to live! xD Crimson-Rose- Ahhh, no! Se7en m'inspire... hehe Se7en --- wait... *gets translator* .. omfg there's no word for sexy in french! ;_; I can't say Se7en is sexy in french!! !*cires* oh wait... nvm it's one of those sounds the same spelt the same (what do you call those?) haha ok ok Se7en est sexy......... and it is for that reason I will never think, look at, or even like yaoi haha! scorchbird12- ohhhhh you suck... *is jealous you're mexican* why do i just have to be white... why?! i want to be something cool and fun.. but noooooooooo........ AkiNiiro- whoot! *hugs* have fun in vietnam and DON'T GET HIT BY A BUSS OR ELSE! xD MiasmaMoon- glad you're back! I hope your mom's doing okay and you too by the way. That's insane about your uncle though... mononokegirl96- it's not that he's controlled easily.. but she's sleeping with him so yeah he's going to listen to her. *sighs* stupid.............. TalimSoul- I know! i like walking around in the dark anyway... i actually hate light as weird as it may sound because my themes are always white.... lol i just can't do dark themes for some reason. but you should know the way around in the dark in your own house... Kikyo27- sorry i missed it but what was the court thing about? O.o FF 333- I was thinking yesterday... just like completely random and I though... "I call naming your next kid! ... *wants to name it jennifer because you wanted a girl xD* *scrolls down and sees your name* ........ so much for that... -_-; lol Wolfkeeper- you just keep me laughing all the time don't you lol ever little reply you have is hilarous. knightwolfgirl- You were without power for a week? O_o wow long long LONG time... I LOVE CARLOS! haha! oh i idc if people copy me.. as long as credits given but that has nothing to do with likes haha .... oh what question was that? O.o sorry i can't remember ^^; oh wait.. i thought i did answer that.... ommm well it'd pretty much be the same but i wouldn't no nvm i went to an all girlschool. i'd probably have gone to either porter guald or harbor view school and just grown up the same way but i think i would have gotten along with my parents at lot more. KimmehWolfwood- you now have a sexy guy as your avi.. what is wrong with you >.> the real yojimbo- glad your computer's working for you! good luck. PinkChii009- omfg please don't call me that >.> weird names... haha

Avi of the day: #95

[I'm worried about #97 coming up O.o]
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Tuesday, July 31, 2007

Mood: Restless
Date: Tuesday, July 31st


A few things today, I'll try as hard as I can to keep it short.
The lyrics to the song "So Far Away" by crossfade has never made sense to me. I couldn't understand it. Well finally started to make sense to me. "I'm so far away... I've been chaing but you'll never see my now. Now I'm blaming you for everything." So I finally understand them and all I have to say is here is to you dad...
To all of you guys, you mean the world to me. You're the only thing keeping me alive pretty much. lol I'll have you know. The day somegirl disappears is the day I die.

[EDIT] The power was out for 5hrs last night which it why i was late to some sites. What makes me furious is that I have candels. I love them and always have but Laura and Dad gives me a hard time about having them thinking I will set the house on fire. Yet Ms. slut is soo afraid of the dark (which it was NOT dark yet) so she's screaming "michael!!!! do you have any flashlights or anything! it's dark!" ... It was not dark yet. He says goes back to his room and passes by mine and I have 7 candels lit to where my room is a bright as it usually is so he comes in my room without my permission and starts going through my bags to get as many candels as he could. Not asking or anything. And for those whom think because he is my father he does not have to ask because he pays for everything... no he doesn't. I afford my way my own way. He had his hands cupped with them so i didn't know how many he took then returns them later because the mistress had some of her own yet then again he comes back and takes a few again... I looked how many were left from the ones that he took and there were 6 which means he took about 10. There are her candels all over the house. Why must he use mine when they are for her and i HATE her! [/EDIT]

In other news:
• People are now starting to call me Sg, whoot to the nicknames! lol I like it.

- Questions -

1) How long do you think you will stay on Myotaku before deleting or deserting you page?
2) (Don't think I'm morbid or somethind xD) but How do you think you will die? (It can be as exotic as you like haha)
3) What are you two favorite races? (Example: mine are Japanese and Mexican)... I like mexicans! >.> they're ALWAYS funny. xD i love them...

Comments Back: Enraged Pschopath- I don't know... >.> no go ahead and tell your parents "bite me". . . see what happens? xD Crimson-Rose- *pets the shinya* Vous aimez vraiment Kyo! Sesslover18- My mom is 3 years older then me... that will be some story to explain! lol *hugs* Lordsesshomaru- What will the Jews do with INFINATE HAM?! randomized05- You could wish for anything and you wish for tacos... omfg >.>; okay... hehe light samurai- Cheater... >_> "Infinate wishes" You lose your soul for that... HA! FF 333- I hope everything is going alright with you! You seem to be having a rough week. Angel Kat "I wish these people would die and world peace." .. wow that's... ironic. lol Lifes Burden- You really are starting to worry me you know?... What with this "Viewer" stuff you are writing all over the place? knightwolfgirl- Yeah, I think I'ld just laugh too lol I was wondering who that was that asked me my answers. I couldn't remember. Mine were: 1) my favorite day of the week is Wednesday because I have work. I'm one of those people that likes work lol 2) I would live in Myotaku world. I have no reason to live right now, and haven't for awhile. You guys keep me going. 3) yes I would kill people lol Wolf Keeper I have to say- I laughed most at your answer to #3 yesterday xD "Free shotguns!" haha Guddosyal- Do you want to fly because I keep pushing you off cliffs? lol

Avi of the day: #94


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Monday, July 30, 2007

Mood: Sore
Date: 12:00 Monday July 30th


Okay, had an idea. I wanted to do like a contest (sort of) somewhat like a poll and see who you guys thought would be the "celebrity of Motaku." But I need to know some things first. I'm sort of hesitant to do this because I don't know if people would find it offensive if you weren't picked or idk just sort of planning it out. But I though it'd be cool. I mean honestly off the top of your head who is someone you think everone on Myo knows about? *scratches head* I would have three people in mind but tell me what you guys think and if that would be a safe contest and something fun to do.

In other news:
• I'm being threatened by my dad to get offline a lot. >.> bite me... (DISCLAIMER: DO NOT TELL YOUR PARENTS THAT) XDDD *little devil on shoulder*: do do do!!!!!
• I've been doing workouts in the morning for something to schedule myself with and they are making me really sore... which is why I said my butt hurt yesterday XDD I was laughing histerically at the comments to that yesterday. haha!
- Questions -

1) If someone came up to you and offered you three wishes (that would really come true) what would you do or wish for?

2) Are my posts too long or are they too short or what would you say their length is?

3) What do you think the government will do when the problem of over population comes around? (USA people... if you're from another country... omm idk hehe)

Comments Back: guddosyal- ...omm just to let you know yesterday was sunday because you were implying it was wednesday O_o Enraged Pschopath- I post in the mornings sometimes though lol and for the reccord, Larua is my stepmother not sister. She is pure evil. twilight samurai- whoot! cookie!^^ *eats* Oh i'm still in shock by the way! haha The Dark Hero- No you wouldn't give up anything, i just mean like would you rather have a myo world or a real world. *catches you* HA! KimmehWolfwood- I hate weekends because I'm normally stuck at home and no one is on. I like weekdays more because I'm not stuck at home and everyone's online. PinkChii009- Haha! don't hurt poor ruckles!!! lol lifes burden- My man!... guy... dude... yeah nvm. I hate weekends because I can't go anywhere... same thing as kimmeh's question. I can't exactly drive to NC just yet haha i'll see ya sometime! I think Laura's after me too.. *sighs* I'll tell you more when you ask! XD Hope you're feeling alright, I didn't too much understand what you wrote in your post yesterday O_o randomized05- yeah you can use the questions haha! MagikSalem-Love time no see! lol and yes laura is saddly my stepmother... *sighs* i would have taken out A LOT of people by now if it was legal haha Crimson-Rose- *pets the shinya* glad you're back!^^ what song was playing on here? they're listed at the bottom. knightwolfgirl- I went to your site even though you told me not to^^; and i'm glad you can use your mom's bf's computer! *hugs*

Avi of the day: #93

...and I am... haha
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Sunday, July 29, 2007

Mood: Sad
Date: 3:32pm Sunday July 29th

I hate Weekends.. there is nothing to do!
I also hate Laura having a school related job which means when ever I have a day off she does to so I have to put up with her BS all the time -_- I'm not going into what she did this time but I can't tell you how stupid it was.

In other news:
• Youtube is down for the millionth time..
• I'm going to start asking questions so I have comments back because SOME PEOPLE refuse to leave me anything to write back to.
• My butt hurts.... I just felt like putting that. XD

- Questions -

1) What is your favorite day of the week and why?

2) If Myotaku was a real world and you had a choice to live in the Myotaku world or real life which would you pick?

3) If it wasn't illegal to kill someone, would you? (... Don't think I'm crazy. My mind wonders... A LOT)

Comments Back: The Dark Hero- *Adds your stubborn ass name to hit list* KimmehWolfwood- I really do think my dad is gay sometimes... *sighs* ever since he got remarried he has turned gay. Which I don't blame him because I think anyone would turn gay after marring Larua. Roiben- "Was your dad mad at you for pushing him away?" I don't talk to him hardly and see him about 5minutes total out of the entire day. I treat Ron like my brother and father and my dad is rather jealous of him. PinkChii009- mmmm feel free to kill Laura for me. I would be first suspected because I've always wanted to. Fantasy Hearts- lol I'm not going to get mad but I don't like to go to peoples site and find out. If they tell me they're not going to that's fine... sort of... okay nevermind lol mononokegirl96- She came home drunk that night and tried to run off with my stuff. Ahh that made me so mad.

Avi of the day: #92

[Which I just finished watching that movie XD]
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Friday, July 27, 2007

Mood: Hungry
Date: 1:11pm Friday July 27th


For those that read the part of the post that said I couldn't eat for 48 hours, the first 24 killed me.

Yesterday.... was 'eventful'. But one of the things that had happaned was I was yelled at for putting a clock and candels in my bathroom. The were a gift from theis girl and I just didn't want them in my room because the clock makes noise and keeps me up at night.
Well my father came in here last night and started giving me a hard time because of that. I didn't understand what was the problem with them being in there then he said "It doesn't match the wallpaper." ....I asked if he was gay then he had to admit it was my stepmother that didn't want them in there not him. So she blew this all out of proportion last night and yeah...
She tried to take the candel holders to the candels to use them for her and I went in there and took them back. Dad was standing in the hall and tried to hug me and was laughing so I just pushed him away and told him to get away from me. You know this is my house, I don't care what she says.

Comments Back: FF 333- I was grounded because I didn't tell laura I was leaving for work because I didn't know she was home. Even though I asked, no one left me anything to write back to them to. I like doing comments back.

Avi of the day: #91

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Thursday, July 26, 2007

Mood: Predatory
Date: 12:00 Thursday July 26th


Well yesterday i found out my father used me once again... *sighs* i'm tired of him doing this. and the mistress in back in town so that means suckass news for me. I was grounded for two weeks on that incident last week where i didn't tell her i was leaving for work so i can't drive to work. I got in the car ready for him to drive me at 5:00. sat there for 20minutes and was so pissed off because SHE had to come along and SHE took 20minutes to get read and made ME late for work! My boss wasn't mad. I called her when i was waiting in the car and explained.
*sighs* ... for anyone whom has talked to me tonight... I am sorry for getting mad at you over dumbass reasons. I was just taking it out on the wrong people.

For the next two days... I get to eat nothing.. *sighs* whih is a complete choice but i'm doing this progra thing to... if you must know, waste time, or rather put a schedule on me. It's the one thing i hate about summer; there is no organization. So it's this program that's supposed to make you feel "anew" ... idc just want my life back in order and to stop feeling so crappy... -_-

Comments Back: No comments back because people tend to leave me nothing to write.... *sighs* ask something... or give me something to write back to at least!!!

Avi of the day: #90

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