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Tuesday, June 12, 2007
I listened to this song over and over and over again yesterday. And every single time i felt it more and more. That in some way every personality was me. Both the child, the main character, and the wife. I don't care if you don't like rap or not. If you listen to the lyrics of this song and can understand it for what it's really saying... it's just like someone knows you even though they don't.
It hit me yesterday very hard. you have no idea how that felt. to hear your lying father whom always told you you were more impotant then anything else to him tell you to leave your home because of his wife.
I've been crying for two hours now but nothing will ever get better. nothing ever got better. It only gets worse and worse. I promissed my friends and myself that i'd never go as low as suicide but when you're this down it's so hard to keep yourself from thinking about it. I keep Kensley my 7 month old cousin in my heart and mind all the time so if i get any ideas... I know she means the most to me out of everything.
Avi of the day: #70
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