Wednesday, February 27, 2008

Mood: indifferent
Date: 4:26PM Wednesday 2/27/08
Days since last post: 1

I'm still making some attempt to put everything away in my room. It's not working all to well. Bill, my stepfather is supposed to be tearing out a wall in my room today so they can do something to the pipes that go downstairs, not sure exactly what that's all about but okay- I don't care.

Ever since I've started school here i've been misrable. I don't want to complain more becuase it seems like I complain no matter where I am. My wish is just to be alone. I know that sounds crazy but I don't want anything to do with my mom or dad. I just want to be by myself sometimes. I've realized I can't have that but I still try. I've done a lot of things I am too young to do. For instance, I was driving the day I was legally able to. I've smoked before, I've drank before, and most people know I have a problem overdosing with medications not intentionally. All of it was jst rebelling against people who are really not even doing anything wrong (my mom meaning). True I don't really do that stuff now or at least try not to but I think if people knew what kids wanted then they wouldn't be willing to rebell in other ways. I know some parents don't want their kids to fall behind but the way I see it is if they don't learn to do things for themselves and to push them selves then why are we all trying in the first place? What are they going to do the second they get away from them and are old enough to actually cause harm?

I just got the weirdest vibe to put Cho Large on here. Ohhh I think a few people would shoot me haha
So cra-cra-crazy haha
Someone's got to dare me to do it in order for me to do that. Haha

Oh I had forgotten to add yesterday about Crimson-rose's contest, I made a few banners and put one up at the bottom under the comments if you are intrested click it! it'll be fun haha. What if I say I'm not entered in it? *winks and elbows rose* haha jp

Comments Back: Can't remember your last comment? Click Here! kikyo27- I hope you're feeling better! *hugs* Erzengel Weiss- This I should be keeping to myself but i like knowing different reasons from everyone. Why do you comment but do not let people give you comments? Ryosuke Forever- were you related to Yensid? I'm sorry I'm just having a hard time remembering you. Jigglyness- Seems like I got a lot of people yesterday that I haven't seen in awhile lol I don't remember a lot of them though. Good to see you again Crimson-rose- ah i'm sorry about forgetting about announding your contest xD i'll try to go to bed earlyer now- it's getting really hard to do that lol koon- I scare you? BAH YOU SCARE ME! *tickles you back!* Master Kinkos- No you missed no post O_o dono why you'd care i mean com'on you're here for ALL of them! TOUT! C'EST TOUT! haha oh and i'm not going back to charleston to see my dad. i'm going there to see my cousins, i don't plan to talk to my dad much at all anymore.

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