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• Zieke Asuka

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• The first ever showing of Pokemon in the USA
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• Top 5 In Order: Naruto, DeathNote, Sonic X, DNAngel, YYH
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myOtaku.com: Sonics Dark Soul5


Friday, June 30, 2006

   Betrayal...
*sigh* why do i bother...i love to help people, but it seems the no one ones it...or i get yelled at for trying...i have been acused of having something i dont...i...once posessed a demon inside me...but i got rid of it with the help of my friends...but now...they think hes back...and it tears me to pieces...my friends always fight and i try so hard to comprimise, but now they dont want it...my help isnt worth squat...it seems to me i am a failure...am i mad at my friends? Am i upset? Have i been betrayed? Do i tell my feelings? Do i bottle them up? i dont no anymore...i used to have my life planned..but as one of my best friends said...life changes...no road can be certain...she was right...life is a terrible curse, yet a blessing gift from God...it can be creul, yet rewarding at the same time...through me expiriences, i have had good times and very rough times...but now...my heart feels dead, like it doesnt feel like beating ne more, but still does...why cant i quell these feelings? Are they a sign of the darkness ahead? Who knows...but whatever lie in the darkness, demons power, or unknown events...i am ready for them...i thank the friends i have and wish them well...for when i enter the darkness...i may not come back...

~Love to you all...
~Zi-kun~ ~Zi-kun~
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