Wednesday, June 27, 2007

aha.
As most upstanding people might have reliezed, Paris got out of jail yesterday. I hope and prey that it has changed her into someone to look to emotionally, but who knows. I had a long and deep talk with my mother yesterday when we got coffee, we got there at 10:30, and we didnt leave till bout midnight, i cried some, but, i think it ws for the best. ive g2g the animals are having a riot, lolz. peace out, bitches¢¾
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Sunday, June 24, 2007

its time to grow up.
I've reliezed a couple things since school let out, its time to grow up and move on. I don't want to be mopey and upset all the time, its just no fun. I don't want to be sme boring emo kid that the boys dont even look at. I'm going to grow up, ive lost all the weight i wanted to lose for now, until i go to the beach, and ive reliezed i actually am pretty, im not as ugly as i though, i know i have friends in high school who still think im an emo kid who wears emo clothes everyday, and im upset letting them down when they see me decked out in hollister and hanging out with the popular kids. but ive outgrow that. i have nothing in common with them, sure i still adore my music, and im keeping my lip ring, but a week ago i was downtown with my sister, wearing short hollister shorts and a polo with some big sunglasses, and the boys honked and shouted and flirted with us, and spoke to us, i mean i know i look older than i am, but it felt good to go from fat emo kid to skinney preppy. I love the feeling of people wanting to be around u, and better yet, surrounding yourself with people who like paris hilton and nicole richie and mean girls, the people i used to hang out with made fun of them and called her a dumb bitch, when she is gorgeous, dont u want people to think you are pretty? i want to love life, and i want to be pretty, and i am pretty,and i think that this is where the emo train comes to a stop, you will still see me with the same roots as an emo kid, but im done wearing all tee shirts and skinny jeans, even though i still wear them, not all the time. i wear a bikini, not a one piece, and i look good, and i have boys speak to me, so im not mad at the kids i called posers anymore, because we arent even in the same qualification anymore. haha, love life, and God Bless.
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Friday, June 22, 2007

omg
i have pete wentz screen name, and u dont. haha.
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Monday, June 18, 2007

The End.
No, i dont know that i can call it the end. the end of a feeling maybe, the end of my life, perhaps, but things dont really get any easier. Things are hard right now, and it seems like nothing is ever going to change, I'm not some broken record, i'm being serious. I know nobody comes and looks at this anymore, but pretend to give a shit, and maybe one day i'll look to you when u r troubled. You reap wat you sow, and if u ignore people in need, it will come bak on u. Good fucking day.
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Thursday, June 7, 2007

faglotes.
yall nvr bother me, now im gonna hate mail u.
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Saturday, June 2, 2007

no one ever commnts me
i guess it doesnt matter, this site is super gay
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Friday, June 1, 2007

rad day=]]]]
hey all. went to t he pool today with my class and had a butt load of fun. i got a nice tan, and i looked rather decent in a bikini!!!!! tonight im going to a graduation party with my friends madison, morgan, courtney, hannah, brandi, and ryan. we always have so much fun, we so fly!!!! pretty damn cool. i gotta go start getting ready to go and getting this chlorine out of my hair, luv u bitches xo.
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Wednesday, May 30, 2007

omggg
srry i havent posted ina week, the concert was last tuesday not this tuesday but it was sooooo rad, i had so much fun. the simple life came bak on on monday adn i absolutely love paris and nicole, they r my idols. ummmmm, i have a really full week, i have to go im in class bye.
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Sunday, May 20, 2007

heyyyyy
wats going on. ive had an ok weekend. fall out boy concert it on tuesday. my "best friend" is going with me. im mad at her, and i dont care. ive found new friends, and i setting the record straight i dont need her around to treat me badly. well ive got stuff to do so bye loves.
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Monday, May 7, 2007

yo yo
tis meh. bak, yes, with a new outlook on life. im gonna start over, and yes, im gonna be even more raddish. the simple life starts bak up on meomorial day. cant wait! paris got put in jail this week, i was super bummed, but maybe she'll learn and it will save her life and she wont be such a whore. idk, im paiting my room again, it was dark purple, and now im making it pastel pink. yumm! my puppy matches it, hehe. newhoooooo, loves u all, g2g
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