Thursday, August 24, 2006

fuckin gettin sick of this
u dont kno wat pain is hoes. uve nvr had 7 stitches in ur lip from when ur dad punched u when u were 5, and u didnt have to hide bruises and skip skool cuz ur mom didnt want u to get caught and teachers to think u were being beat. u dont kno wat its like to be ashamed of who u r, and have been put down so many times that u dont even want to be a girl, or anything, and hid in black and screaming and bleeding. uve nvr been thrown out of a window, or been backed up against a wall and broke it and got blamed for it. ur mom doesnt cry at night cuz shes trying to raise money to get away from ur abusive father. u dont have to worry about being killed at night, or putting a knife under ur bed. ur dad slicing hs hand open on the knife while going through ur room and the blood staining ur walls. uve nvr ben called the things i have r seen te things i have. ur dad has nvr wrestled ur mom to the gorund or fell asleep crying while ur parents fought till 2 in the morning on a skool night. uve nvr woken up to go to the bathroom or get water to find police in u living room. and thats happened more than once. u kno what love is, and u can be accepted. uve nvr turned up the music and screamed until blue in the face. no...... u give me a bad name, ur fake and not real. u dont have pain, u make some shit up so people will think u have all these problems. ur losers, and copying me wont make u cool or popular, or awsum like me. u dont even kno wat pain and problems r. r u on suicide watch or on 4 meds? do u have a chemical embalance? have u ever been locked up for being crazy, or had no one to protect u......no! u r fake, and losers, u might think ur cool but ur not. dont think im not going down without a fight, cuz basicly, this is war, bitches!
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Monday, August 21, 2006

we found a doggie!
my mom is a realtor, and we found a stray dog on the steps, and shes unbeliveably skinney, and she walked down the steps i started crying, she was so skinney. and so we had a case of water in the trunk, and we gave her a cup of water. then, we had to leave, cuz we had t be at dinner, and she said i cant leave her in here, she'll pee in here, and we'll come get her after dinner. and i cried as we pulled out of the driveway, cuz she was following us. and i cried all the way to the resturant, and my mom aid not to cry, we were gonna save her. and we went bak after dinner [which i couldnt enjoy cuz she was on my mind] and we had picked her up some food and a collor and stuff, and she was laying in the driveway, waiting for sum1 to come feed her. [her owners must have left her there, and dogs r so loyal theyd wait till they died, my mom said when sum1 dies and they take the body away the dog will lay where the body was and wait for them to come bak for days] and we fed her, and she slept on the way home. she sucked down the food, so now shes sleeping in the living room [we named her alice, like alice in wonderland, we love that name] and we MIGHT keep her, and when shes well we'll get her shots and stuff, and find her a home [prolly not, we'll prolly keep her] its so sad to see her like that, shes such a nice dog, and just a puppy. :( but she'll be happy here, we have tons of pets and they're all heathly and fat stuff : ) id rather see people die like that than animals, people are ignorant, and animals r so loyal, i mean she was waiting for them to come bak, but they left her [redneck assholes] animals nvr did anything wrong, she was abused, shes hand shy and the guy my mom was showing the house to she was afraid of so now, we'll take good care of her. so u can all be happy now ^_^
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Sunday, August 20, 2006

i'z alive!!!!
well, i was having a bad day, and i was upset, but im better. sorry hoe, maybe next time :)
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Friday, August 18, 2006

suicide
i might be dead by the time u read this so fuck u. and at least i have REAL problems, unlike u fags who think ur punk, but ur just POOR
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Sunday, August 6, 2006

beeshes
to the posers that told me off my boyfriend is gonna kicck ur ass and idc wat u say so yeah, go 2 hell u fucking assholes im not afraid of u or ur wal-mart shoes, hoe! my baby will get u, Jack will protect me, and ill help get ur ugly faces in the dirt, fuck u and ur friends, fuckers!
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Tuesday, August 1, 2006

get out of my scene an bak to the k-mart
fuckin gay kids think they're cool cuz they like 2 bands and copy me, and they arent, they never will be, we'll never be friends...so u kno who u are so get to fuck out my scene and out of my style and store and go bak to the k mart and buy ur clothes, u think u have a couple shirts from hot topic ur cool, well ur not, ur FAKERS, POSERS, FAGS, UR NOT COOL, FLASH, FLASH!!!! well i thot they otta kno cuz i hate them and their faggots and i wish i could beat the shit out of them, but theyd tell their mommies boo hoo so yeah just get busy dyin cuz u have all these fantasies of us being great friends and that ull get invited to one of my imaginary parties (that rock) but u arent,ur gonna sit at home with all ur fake friends and kiss my picture, i dont blame u, im awsum, but U arent, so go fuck a goat cuz ur not cool, u nvr will be, so stop making it to difficult and wear new balance shoes and jcpennys ewwww, stop tryin, u cant do it, every1 knows ur retared cuz ur a fake, EVERY1, so just start being a freak again and wearing a wristbands that cost 4 dollors cuz all that u can afford at hot topic while i have at least 30 shirts from there and u have like 2 not to mention buying the same shirt i have so stop trying, ur a fake, and u need to act ur kind and stop trying to be cool, we'll nvr be friends, and ill never like ur fake posery ass, so stop lying to urselves IT AINT EVER GONNA HAPPEN!!!!
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Sunday, July 23, 2006

just go fuck yourself up you sick little suicide[razors and wrists bloody from the truth]
F-U-C-K Y-O-U

honestly, just die, cuz im so sick of people. id rather fucking make out with a trailer kid than live with this worlds people. no one understands and i doubt any1 ever will...so fuck u...fuck every1
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Saturday, June 24, 2006

cuz when im lonely i sit around and think of me, while cigerattes keep me company
well, my band and i are thinkin of making a music video...idk why, we dont know what song cause we have so many...it will suck we'll make some kid shoot it but the voice overs are wat i worry about. our studio recorder has told us to pay to get it done but hes a crackhead so we dont care wat he thinx. i have hardly anything to say, saturday it is so i might go out today, i was suppose to go to kennywood w/ some friends but i didnt, we're gonna go during the week. it would be better that way..........well im off to make some homemade movies of me sitting around joking theyre quite funny, u should check em sumtimes when they're done...l8r ♥
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Thursday, June 22, 2006

DAMN!
ummm, yeah ur a freak, comment if u like 2 c hott dudes make out
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Wednesday, June 21, 2006

soony moore meoooow!!!
=^.^= ALICE the best video game evr, for those of u who have no idea wat im talkin, its a gam where u have to save wonderland, and its all creepy, tis awsum, sonny moore, hottie, wanna fuck em...gonna watch Saw, ta!

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