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myOtaku.com: SonnyCheshire


Sunday, June 24, 2007

its time to grow up.
I've reliezed a couple things since school let out, its time to grow up and move on. I don't want to be mopey and upset all the time, its just no fun. I don't want to be sme boring emo kid that the boys dont even look at. I'm going to grow up, ive lost all the weight i wanted to lose for now, until i go to the beach, and ive reliezed i actually am pretty, im not as ugly as i though, i know i have friends in high school who still think im an emo kid who wears emo clothes everyday, and im upset letting them down when they see me decked out in hollister and hanging out with the popular kids. but ive outgrow that. i have nothing in common with them, sure i still adore my music, and im keeping my lip ring, but a week ago i was downtown with my sister, wearing short hollister shorts and a polo with some big sunglasses, and the boys honked and shouted and flirted with us, and spoke to us, i mean i know i look older than i am, but it felt good to go from fat emo kid to skinney preppy. I love the feeling of people wanting to be around u, and better yet, surrounding yourself with people who like paris hilton and nicole richie and mean girls, the people i used to hang out with made fun of them and called her a dumb bitch, when she is gorgeous, dont u want people to think you are pretty? i want to love life, and i want to be pretty, and i am pretty,and i think that this is where the emo train comes to a stop, you will still see me with the same roots as an emo kid, but im done wearing all tee shirts and skinny jeans, even though i still wear them, not all the time. i wear a bikini, not a one piece, and i look good, and i have boys speak to me, so im not mad at the kids i called posers anymore, because we arent even in the same qualification anymore. haha, love life, and God Bless.
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