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myOtaku.com: SonnyCheshire


Thursday, August 24, 2006

fuckin gettin sick of this
u dont kno wat pain is hoes. uve nvr had 7 stitches in ur lip from when ur dad punched u when u were 5, and u didnt have to hide bruises and skip skool cuz ur mom didnt want u to get caught and teachers to think u were being beat. u dont kno wat its like to be ashamed of who u r, and have been put down so many times that u dont even want to be a girl, or anything, and hid in black and screaming and bleeding. uve nvr been thrown out of a window, or been backed up against a wall and broke it and got blamed for it. ur mom doesnt cry at night cuz shes trying to raise money to get away from ur abusive father. u dont have to worry about being killed at night, or putting a knife under ur bed. ur dad slicing hs hand open on the knife while going through ur room and the blood staining ur walls. uve nvr ben called the things i have r seen te things i have. ur dad has nvr wrestled ur mom to the gorund or fell asleep crying while ur parents fought till 2 in the morning on a skool night. uve nvr woken up to go to the bathroom or get water to find police in u living room. and thats happened more than once. u kno what love is, and u can be accepted. uve nvr turned up the music and screamed until blue in the face. no...... u give me a bad name, ur fake and not real. u dont have pain, u make some shit up so people will think u have all these problems. ur losers, and copying me wont make u cool or popular, or awsum like me. u dont even kno wat pain and problems r. r u on suicide watch or on 4 meds? do u have a chemical embalance? have u ever been locked up for being crazy, or had no one to protect u......no! u r fake, and losers, u might think ur cool but ur not. dont think im not going down without a fight, cuz basicly, this is war, bitches!
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