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Monday, June 27, 2005


   Not as Bad as Worse has Become
I talked with my beloved about my predicament and come to find out he had felt the same way he just didn't want to say anything. (wow, I actually took initiative on something important) =^.^= We were at our friend Jake's place and we sat by his pond while he was starting a bonfire way to close to the Peacock/Peahen shed.
After that I noticed that the people at the party that where somewhat flirty with me held not a single inch of my interest beyond friendly aquaintence. I have never once expirenced that before, my aversion to comitment seems to be waning. There was always that one person that I would be at least a little curious about; would he be a nice boyfriend, I wonder if he's really sexual, I hope he thinks I'm hot, Maybe he's a really good kisser. Dumb thoughts like that would just pop into my head and I'd feel ok wih it, now it just doesn't happen. I don't even look at people the same way, I don't feel quite so carinvorous. I used to stalk men, remain mysterious, and then pick and choose what looked more delectible; mmmmmmmmmmm prey. I feel so different... wierd, yet, good weird. =*.*=
(Yay, Jake wasn't lonely! Yay, Lana wasn't anywhere near Steve! Yay, Jake and Lana getting along so well! **cuteness**)
(Awe, sorry, Simmons wasn't there for long Gina. **sniffle**)
(Huzah, Me being A Kitty =^.^=)

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