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1986-01-01
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I have 2 words for you 'Thumb Crotch', figure it out.
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2003-10-11
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I believe they are called "Starving Artists"
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**Sparkles**
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I am alive! Confusing everyone in the general area
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I was a weee little me
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Trigun, Riding Bean, Ninja Scroll, Spirited Away, Vampire Hunter D, Fullmetal Alchemist, Cowboy Bebop, Wolf's Rain, Reign the Conqueror, Akira, the Bubblegum Crisis, Escaflowne, Golgo 13, Hellsing
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to get this voice out of my head, to be a graphic artist
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Drawing, painting, reading, writing, sleeping, being in The Forest of Unicorns
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Being 96% feline, 3% unknown hallucinogenic substance and 1% human
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Monday, June 27, 2005
Not as Bad as Worse has Become
I talked with my beloved about my predicament and come to find out he had felt the same way he just didn't want to say anything. (wow, I actually took initiative on something important) =^.^= We were at our friend Jake's place and we sat by his pond while he was starting a bonfire way to close to the Peacock/Peahen shed.
After that I noticed that the people at the party that where somewhat flirty with me held not a single inch of my interest beyond friendly aquaintence. I have never once expirenced that before, my aversion to comitment seems to be waning. There was always that one person that I would be at least a little curious about; would he be a nice boyfriend, I wonder if he's really sexual, I hope he thinks I'm hot, Maybe he's a really good kisser. Dumb thoughts like that would just pop into my head and I'd feel ok wih it, now it just doesn't happen. I don't even look at people the same way, I don't feel quite so carinvorous. I used to stalk men, remain mysterious, and then pick and choose what looked more delectible; mmmmmmmmmmm prey. I feel so different... wierd, yet, good weird. =*.*=
(Yay, Jake wasn't lonely! Yay, Lana wasn't anywhere near Steve! Yay, Jake and Lana getting along so well! **cuteness**)
(Awe, sorry, Simmons wasn't there for long Gina. **sniffle**)
(Huzah, Me being A Kitty =^.^=)
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