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Sunday, June 4, 2006

   I'm not sure exactly, however
There are a few things that have been on my mind. Thing that I believe should never have had the opportunity to breed in my mind. Have you ever had one of those times in your life where things just seem to de going too well, and you know that it's not going to last and you just can't explain it to anyone cause you know no one would understand entirely? Everything's moving too fast in slow motion? Makes you want to tear your eyeballs out? That's about as far as I can take this... here anyhow. Just too personal to post. It kinda makes me sad. Some of the thoughts that I've considered in the past few weeks. It buggs me to know that I can't really open up about it without hurting feelings. I can't just tiptoe around about this either. The longer it east at me the more I realize that I am more true to myself than I realized and now it's ruining my consciousness. I hate and love myself sooo much. I want to find myslef and yet I already know where I reside. I just need the courage to confront myself. I need what I have lost with the passage of time. Why does one let things go for love, especially those things that are most important? Force of habit for the blind I guess. Leaving it simmer seems like the best course of action as of now. Leave it be, but not for so lng as to make it a horrible mess in the end.
I love and hate you all...
My dear ones,
-Sparkles
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