Monday, February 25, 2008

my very wonderful weekend
well i went to a gay bar in texas saturday. I begged my brother to let me go w/ him so yeah that was great for that night. Then I went to a friends house saturday & had fun with my bestfriend that was a little interesting & my youth pastor's mad at me cause i didn't go to church lastnight or yesterday period & he said that I couldnt call my boyfriend my boyfriend untill he meets him yeah that pissed me off. I swear I wanted to kill him & or tell him that he's my Fiance insted of my boyfriend but then he'd call my mom & then she would freak out about it all. Yeah i wasn't in the mood to do any drinking at all this weekend so i was a sober little person lol.
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Thursday, February 21, 2008

hey u need to know
the background picture reminds my of me & my fiance. It sounds so wierd to say it though lol.
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korn Twisted Tansistor
~*~ Twisted Transistor ~*~
Hey you, hey you, Devil's little sister
Listening to your Twisted Transistor
Hold it between your legs
Turn it up, turn it up
Low end is coming through
Can't get enough

A lonely life, where no one understands you
But don't give up, because the music do
Music do [x6]

Because the music do
And then it's reaching
Inside you forever preaching
Fuck you too
Your scream's a whisper
Hang on you
Twisted Transistor

Hey you, hey you, finally you get it
The world ain't fair, eat you if you let it
And as your tears fall on
Your breast, your dress
Vibrations coming through
You're in a mess

A lonely life, where no one understands you
But don't give up, because the music do
Music do [x6]

Because the music do
And then it's reaching
Inside you forever preaching
Fuck you too
Your scream's a whisper
Hang on you
Twisted Transistor
Music do [x4]

Hey you, hey you, this won't hurt a bit
This won't hurt a bit, this won't hurt
Says who? Says who?
Anesthetize this bitch
Anesthetize this bitch, anesthetize!
Just let me be
Between you and me don't fit

Because the music do
And then it's reaching
Inside you forever preaching
Fuck you too
Your scream's a whisper
Hang on you
Twisted Transistor

I love this song
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vampire love chap 2
FLASH BACK

Sora was wondering in town looking for a guy that she could drink some blood from. A man came out of a bar. “Well have a good night.” He walked right passed her. “Miss you really shouldn’t be out this late at night.” He turned to look at her. His eyes were beautiful. A dark blue with a little bit of grey in them. His hair was black & blowing in his face from the wind blowing in town. “I know I just needed a little fresh air.” “Ahh… I see let me walk you home then.” She didn’t object just to grabbed on to his arm & let him guide her down the street. “So where do you live?” “Oh I live in a hotel. My friends work the motel down the street.” “Ah… Demitri?” “No Damien, his brother. He’s really nice & so he lets me & my sister stay there for free.” “Sounds like a nice guy.” “He is I guess you could say.” She smiled & stayed silent for a few seconds before he asked her another question. “So do you go out often?” “Oh no I don’t Demitri won’t let me.” “So do you think sometime that maybe I could take you out to dinner?” “I don’t know come by some evening & we’ll see.” She smiled at him & then looked at the ground. “Well here it is.” “You could come in for a few minutes.” “No I need to be getting home.” “Oh…okay then.” She watched as he walked away from her. “So who is he?” “I really don’t know sister. He seemed rather nice though.” “You didn’t want to drink his blood?” “Well sister you need to learn to do that. You’ll wind up dieing.” “Ashley there’s no way I’ll die geez.” “Hey it could happen.”

END FLASHBACK

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   happy
When was the last time & felt this happy. When I had my girlfriend probably. Did thoughts of suicide cross my head when she broke up with me...? Yes! Then I met him... He was so kind to me & could tell him anything. I still do. This is what he means to me. Happyness.... more than that though. Evertime I think about him I get butterflies in my stomach. & I start to feel just a little dizzy & out in space. I did the dishes yesterday wiht no complants & my mother thought that was a little unusual for me & it was. I was listening to the radio & ever song I heard would remind me of him. I know it sounds corny but I think... NO I know i love him & we're probably going to get married after I finish high school I can't wait. Well love can probably wait for so long I guess.
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Wednesday, February 20, 2008

okay
Maybe only a few of you will actually care but I'm engaged. I'll only tell you who he is if he want me to tell you only then will you get to know who it is.
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idk
any one want to give me a hint on how you ask a guy if they love you enough to pop the question (Marry me)?
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Vampire love chap 2
A couple of minutes later Ashley arrived at the inn. “So how was your night?” “Oh it was wonderful I guess you could say.” “Anything vampire blood sucking stuff that you did?” “If I did couldn’t tell you any way, I’d have to kill you after I told you.” “That’s a creepy thought.” Just then Sora, Ashley’s little sister came running down the stairs. “So did you have a very interesting night?” “As always.” “See you’ll tell that little evil demon but not me?” “Of course, I don’t like you that much Demitri.” Sora said nothing only smiled. “I need to have a little talk with you.” “You need to talk to me?” Sora pointed to herself, “Yes you!” “Now?” “Yes if you don’t mind!!!” Sora was dragged off into the kitchen. “You said she liked me.” “Hey don’t twist my words. I said she probably likes you. Get it right!” “I get your point but I don’t see why.” “She normal doesn’t show her affection if she does like you. You’ll just have to figure it out all by your lonesome self.” “You do know that you’re my least favorite person right now.” “Yeah but I don’t really care!” She flipped her hair & left the room. “So what was it he wanted to talk about?” “Oh nothing.” “You’re a bad liar!” “Yeah I know but I just wanted to make you mad at me.” “If I was mad at you, you would know it.” “Yeah I knew that too.” Sora walked back up stairs & to the bed room. She lay back down on the bed & thought about the guy she saw the other night.

here's thre 2nd chapter hope u all like it
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Tuesday, February 19, 2008

NOT A PARTY ANIMAL
over the weekend i did a lot of drinking but yeah i don't do it all the time just to let you know. But this weekend when i wasn't totally out of it I decided that i wanted to mix a lot of stuff like for instatnce, coke, cherry vodka, jack daneils <- (SP) & a monster, it was not great. I got sick. Yeah i felt like doing something stupid & every weekend i seem to be doing something.
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Vampire Love
Her red hair was flowing in the dark wind. Her blue eyes were searching for something in the area. Her stare became startled than a second ago. She noticed a man leaning against a tree looked as though he was about to faint. “You think you can escape me!?” She leaped out of the tree & came to stand beside him. “What is it you want from me?” “You saw who I am. You can’t be aloud to live.” She grabbed a hold of his neck & snapped it. The sound could be heard for a few miles.

She stood there waiting for her sister to come back home. Her blue hair was all knotted & messed up. She had just woken up & looked around at the room that’s how she noticed that her sister was gone. “Ashley where are you? You always seem to be gone at night.” “Hey where is she Sora?” “She’s probably out getting blood.” “You know you’re nothing like your sister at all.” “Yeah I do drink just not as often as she does.” “Ahhh…. That might be a bit of a reason why you two are nothing a like at all.” Sora nodded & went over to get her brush from the table across the room. Before she started brushing she pointed her brush at the man in the door, “Well if you ask me Demitri she likes you. She’s just not willing to get close enough to you so she’ll hurt you.” “Well I hope to be able to get closer to her.” “Just don’t do any thing stupid cause if you know her as well as I do you wouldn’t make her mad.” He chuckled & let her go on to doing what she was doing.

Hope you like this this is the beging of the story hope you all like it
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