Sunday, February 5, 2006

blahhhhhhhhh
the sea halks lost!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1
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LALALALALA
sUPERBOWL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! GOOOOOOO SEAAAAA HAWKKKKKSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Friday, February 3, 2006

Being ripped at the seems!!!!!!
Episode 6:
Fergus leads me to a double door room. Where is he taken me, oh well. He shuts the doors when we get in ther then leads me to the bed. I sit down and he sits on his knees on the floor in front of me. He looks at me. I look at him. He takes my hands in his and just keeps staring.
"You're so beautiful. How can a guy, any guy, do that to you. Your beauty is endless like time. I won't to teach him a lesson, but I'll do that later. I have to tend to you now. Now wears some glue?" He says. We both start laughing.
"Your my glue, Fergus. You made me forget what happened. I missed you so much." I said. I slid into his lap and put my arms around his neck.
He looks at me and then slowly he kissed me. I still remember how great it felt. He picked me up and gently laid me down on the bed. HE then started kissing me. We made love. It was great. Like a dream that seems so real. I love him so much. I hope he doesn't leave again.
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Thursday, February 2, 2006

Being ripped at the seems!!!
Few days later, I was happy and everthing was going great. I was dancing and singing venomness kiss fro m the band H.I.M., Kairi ran up to me, she looked so upset. I turn down the music.
"I have to tell you something that I witnessed that will upset you but it must be heard." Kairi says so softly.
"OK, what is it?" I ask.
"Clou. . .Cloud, I caught him doing with Aeris. I was going to ask Aeris something. I'm not lying to you I really saw it. Cloud said if I told you he would kill me, but I couldn't let you get hurt like that." she told me.
I dropped to my knees and cradled my hands in my face. I couldn't hold it back, it wouldn't let me. I got up and started running to where Cloud was.
As normal he was cleaning his blade in the hall.
You jerk, how could you do this to me." I cried out.
I swung my hand ready to slap him, but he caught it. He twisted it back behind me and pushed me against the wall.
"I couldn't help myself when a girl tries to turn me on you can't stop the wanting. I. . .I'm sorry. I love you!!!"he said.
Right before I could say anything he pressed his lips against mine. He's such a hottie, but he cheated on me. I pushed him away.
"Stop this nonsense, I want to make love to you." he said in such a low voice.
"No, No No!!!!" I told him.
I started backing up towards the door. He just smiled like in a evil way. He started walking towards me. I turn around and walked right into a familar body. I looked up, I couldn't believe it. It was Fergus. What a hunk, such a dream.
"Fergus. . ." I blurted out. He put his pointer finger on my lip then grabbed my hand.
"Hey you, give her back." Cloud yelled down the hall as he was pulling along with him.
"I don't think so. I'm not going to let her heart be thrown away. I'm going to go put it back together. You can leave us alone now and go be with your mistress." Fergus said in a little bit raised voice.
I wanted to cry. One reason he came back like he said. I tought he was killed by Arron. A second reason was my heart was really ripped in to pieces like paper. Oh Fergus, thank you. . .

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Wednesday, February 1, 2006

movng
Well this is how it goes i'm going to think about staying with my aunt terry out in pheonix arizona later this month. I'm thinking about going to arizona state college out there. do you think thats a wise choice? tell me what you think.
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Monday, January 30, 2006

i'm a great wannabe fashion designer!!!!!!!
i'm fanastic and i love designing and making clothes. i want to know how many of all of yous think i will make it to the top????????????
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Thursday, January 26, 2006

Music
My favorite music is rock like the hardcore which right now I'm listening to H.I.M. and Godsmack. I think the singer of H.I.M. is very good looking and I love how his arm is tattoo. You can see him on MTV2 T-minus rock. there like no. 3 but in my heart they should be no. 1.
Well, I would like to know your kind of music and your favorite artists . If you have more than one you can tell me them too.
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Monday, January 23, 2006

bOYS?
i DON'T UNDERSTAND THEM. THIS GUY THAT i DATED IN HIGH SCHOOL CALLED ME UP AND ASKED ME OUT. i THOUGHT ABOUT IT AND TOLD HIM YES. i ASKED HIM IF HE WANTED TO COME OVER AND HE DID, BUT HE ALWAYS FORGOT TO ASK HIS DAD TO TAKE HIM. wELL, IT'S BEEN ABOUT 2 AND A HALF WEEKS AND HE HASN'T CALLED ME. i'VE TRIED CALLING HIM TWICE A WEEK BUT THEN i GAVE UP. SO WHEN I GET IN CONTACT WITH HIM I'M GOING TO DUMP HIS SORY LOSING BEHIND. hIT HIM WEAR THE SUNS DOESN'T SHINE. aNSWER ME HE WOULD DO THAT TO BEAUTIFUL SWEET ME.
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Friday, January 20, 2006

   Being ripped at the seems!!!!
Episode 4:
I pushed Riku away. That was totally wrong of him, but he's a good kisser. He knows how to get a girl off the ground.
"Why did you push me away. I knoow you wanted it. I could see the way you look at me." Riku asked.
" I'm sorry, Riku. I'm Cloud's now. I love him. Your just a friend. I'll give you hugs, but no more kissing." I answered him.
His bottom lips started to wiggle like he was about to cry. I think I just broke his heart, but then his face filled up with anger. I hope he doesn't kill me.
"Fine then. Be with Cloud. He's weak and I know he's not stong enough to protect you. I thought you wanted me. Well, that doesn't matter anymore, goodbye. Oh, yeah, don't ever speak to me ever again.
He turned around and stomped off. I dropped to my knees. I just let go. I felt like he just punched me. Cloud ran over. He lifted up my head, then put his arms around me.Riku got his revenge.
"Are you okay, babe? What did Riku say? Please tel me." Cloud asked.
"My heart was broken. Riku ripped it into pieces. I have no heart anymore. Please take me to my room, I'm very tired. Thanks." I replied with tears running down my face.
He picked me up and took me to my room. He put me down softly. He jumped on the other side of me and kissed me. I passed out. . .What a migrane I'll wake up to in the morning. . .
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   Work again!!!!
I had work from 2p.m. to 9:30p.m. It got boring after I've fixed my ailes and there were no people in them. Usually it takes like 15 minutes after closing to be done, but it was only 3 minutes tonight. What a BIG difference. Well, I do the sam hours tomorrow and on Sunday I work 10 a.m. to #:30p.m. Yes!!!! I hope I'm on register because it's cool and it passes the time.Let's hope.
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