Tuesday, September 27, 2005

Ima, mada mada nemui datta.

Brian says I need to eat more. XD

Vicky mo hanashimasu. Demo.... Vicky to Huong wa watashi no arare wo tabemashita... Brian wa tabemasen deshita. (=A=);;

Brian refuses to take my food ;O; So does Julie and usually Vicky. That's why Huong and Sarah are nice. Because they eat my food. LOL XD

Me (7:25:45 PM): tabemasu~! demo mada totemo nemui... xOx;
Me (7:25:52 PM): **mashita
Brian (7:26:22 PM): you didn't eat enough for lunch, though
Me (7:26:42 PM): XDDDDD
Brian (7:27:09 PM): I'm still tired too..... maybe someone cast a tiring spell over us or something.........
Me (7:27:16 PM): haha yeah maybe XD;
Brian (7:27:46 PM): but that doesn't change the fact that you need to eat more for lunch and your emoticons have too many mouths!


LONG LIVE EMOTICONS WITH MANY MOUTHS
:DDDDDDDDDDDDD

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I made a I HEART KATHERINE sign today.

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Monday, September 26, 2005

The B is traumatizing me. (;A;) I can't think well and I have this sudden urge to walk out into traffic. XD; Well not intentionally, really... just kind of not paying attention and walking out onto what seems to be a road with many many cars... XD But not in a suicidal way. Just in an.... accidental way. (=A=);;

The party was fun. Watashi to Ryuusan [not Ryuutarou, though... (;A;)] wa nihongo de hanashimashita. :D It was really funny because we were kind of limited to what we could say. But we still managed to have a kind of conversation at certain points in the day. XD For example..

Me____; Mada totemo nemui dayo...
Ryuu___; Nande?
Me____; Senshuu, watashi wa totemo isogashii datta. Soshite, shukudai wo itsumo shimashita.
Ryuu___; Kawai sou ni.

haha. XD We also talked about how it was cooler outside than it was inside, how dangerous the plastic katana and metal hose-thing was, how strange the people were, and lots of other random things. Not to mention an overuse of the phrase "kawai sou ni" XDDDDD; I need to learn more vocabulary though... (=A=);;

Lots of stuff today. Although I guess I shouldn't have been allowed to go since I still haven't finished all of my homework. (@x@);; This lack of Asian parents isn't going to make things any easier... xox;

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Saturday, September 24, 2005

I wish people would quit telling me things like "A B is a good grade" because for some twisted reason it makes me feel worse. (=A=);; A B is bad. Because the letters match. Haha. XDDDD; Wow, look what this B is doing to me... I'm acting really weird from it. Maybe I'll go crazy like Darl. O_o;; Then I won't have to get thrown off of a cliff.

I think maybe I have a blood type AB. I certainly act that way. To me, when other people get B it's still a good grade. But if I get a B it's like... *stab* or whatever.

Maybe if my parents actually yelled at me for not getting an A I wouldn't be like this. xOx; I don't know. I'm still convinced that the Asian-ness has skipped a generation. And even if it is "racist" as Brian says, I still wish that I had an A. I still wish that my parents made me go to Japanese school on Saturday mornings and sports in the afternoon and play an instrument during any other free time I had. And if it existed in the states, I wish they made me go to cram school... maybe that's the equivilent of SAT practice or something? XD

+ + +

Oh my... I hope my grade situation doesn't turn out like BAKA ni Natta no Ni...

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[Chuugaku made wa mato mo datta matta mo datta no ni
Sanzan MURIshite BAKA ni natta
BAKA ni natta no ni]

....;O;

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Friday, September 23, 2005

I wish I hadn't convinced Katherine to not kill me a couple of weeks ago.

I think she should throw me off a cliff. Or a building. But maybe a cliff would be better.

Cliffs are more fun. Cliffs are bigger. Cliffs look nicer.

Buildings are too crowded. People would see.

Stabbing and choking and drowning would be too slow. Too painful as well.

Well at least I think it would.

Maybe she can poison me.

But poison is expensive. And often illegal. And Katherine wants me to suffer.

So maybe she'd like to stab me or something instead.

[ E D I T ]

Wow. I must have the least Asian parents in the world. I got lectured because I was upset about having a B. They were like "A B is still a good grade." O_o; Wow..... how strange. Like I said, maybe the Asian-ness skipped a generation. XD

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Wednesday, September 21, 2005

More Betting + Lonely Boy Ep. 1

I'm going to win and you can't deny it Vicky. And Juliette.
.....and Kacchanon. Even though you didn't bet anything. XD;

Hmm I'll have to fix that. Because if Kacchanon keeps saying that I'm going to lose, then I want her in on this bet too. Kacchanon, I bet you a pakcet/set/whatever of Band-aids [XD] that I will win the bet I have with Juliette and Vicky. Umm no wait... maybe instead... I bet you a bandana. Because I can find cute bandanas more easily than I can find cute Band-aids. (=A=);; And not to mention that I'm already making you the Band-aid bracelet. I'm still trying to figure out how to make one of thoes. But I'll find a way! Because once I make a Band-aid bracelet for Kacchanon, I'm making one for myself, too. Gahh why am I so into bracelets lately? It's strange... But I'll win the bet and maybe I can tie the bandana into some weird bracelet later. Or actually, you know... I'll make it into another Reita noseband because the plaid one is too yellow for that.. And if all else fails, I can always use it like Ruki and wear it over my face. (@^@);; Well... either way, I'll use that bandana I win in some way or another.

Hahaha. Yes, yes I'm going to win. I will get that $5.50! And a cute bandana, if Kacchanon agrees. My collection has grown, slightly, except I can't find the Tiny Design one or whatever it's called. It has blue bunnies on it. xD So far... I have the black traditional type, a blue Japanese-traditional type, a yellow-ish plaid type, and the blue bunny type. I need to go back to Marukai because they have more now and I want to see what they look like. And... they have cool armband things... XD; They look so EGL-ish. But I'll wear the one from Kacchanon more often than anything! [Like the wrist corset]

I guess I'm putting too much confidence into this, but how can I not? After all, life's not like a manga and I'm nowhere near a bishoujo. O____o; Gahhh me being a bishoujo?? How... scary. >< It would be much more fun to be...

INJURED-UNLOVED BOY! Kacchanon, you'll be seeing him soon. I drew him on the back of one of your letters. It started out as just some guy sitting but he looked kind of sad and his pose was kind of weird. So I gave him an injury. XD; On his arm. And there's blood. But I can't draw blood that well. ;O; So it looks kind of messed up. I'll try to copy and watercolor it sometime to make the blood look... more bloody... XD; But then after that the blood made the picture unbalanced so I added a patch to his right knee [the injury was on his left arm] I will color that patch... orange. Like the Gloomy Purse I have yet to make for you. Yes? He doesn't have a name yet. Just Injured-Unloved Boy. I'll come up with something better sometime. I think he's 17, but he might be 16. I don't know which one I like better. His birthday is on July 21. He's 174 cm. And 53 kg. Yes, yes, he's malnourished. Kind of. I think MYV is still thinner. XDDDDD;

But I think even more than Injured-Unloved Boy I'd rather be...

LONELY BOY! haha. That was the cutest art trade~ Hotohori's so lucky. XD; Come to think of it, I should contact her and see if she can scan it for me. Wahh I never finished that project. I had so many ideas for it... Because I never could quite remember exactly what he looked like. I should have asked for that one~ But X-girl is really cute too. I remember coming up with episode one with Gekkoshi. And what's more, we called Kacchanon... from church no less, to tell her about the plot. We couldn't stop laughing. XD I'll put what we had up here, just for the fun of it. And because I'm bored. XD

***

Don't read the following unless you have watched Volcano High, Moon Child, Azumi, and know what a Gloomy Bear is. And if you can't stand a lot of randomness.

Lonely Boy was lonely... One day, Lonely Boy had an idea: He could make friends!

Lonely Boy: Will you be my friend?
Random Girl: .....WAHHH A scary boy wants to be friends with me! [Ironically, that was my reaction when I found out Rokutanda got a myspace]

Because of this sudden rejection, Lonely Boy felt even more lonely and unloved. He saw something shiny on the ground... a knife! "I wonder what I can do with this..." Lonely Boy said.

But suddenly, he felt something grab his arm. He looked down to see... a pink claw! "I want my knife back!" said an enraged Gloomy Bear. [This was the end of the first part, but it's not a full episode...]

Before Lonely Boy could say anything, Volcano High Transfer Student [I can't remember his name... xox;] jumped into the scene. "Give me that knnife!" he yelled. "It's more powerful than..." *dramatic silence* "...the SECRET MANUSCRIPT!!"

Just then, Jack Sparrow Volcano High Kendo Girl [can't remember her name, either...] ran in and said, "No! I won't let you have it unless you....join the kendo team!!"

"Never!" said Volcano High Transfer Student... "Unless... Icy Jade is joining as well..." [Icy Jade... aka "My shirt changes color" girl]

"Hah." said Jack Sparrow girl, then turning her attention to Gloomy. "I will defeat you, Gloomy Bear! My CHI is more powerful than yours!"

Gloomy yelled back, "I will not be defeated! I want that knife!" And at that moment, they started shooting chi balls of death at each other.

But before any real damage could be done, Gackt came in and told them all.. "I WILL win that knife! With my.... singing voice!!" And all of those already in the story gasped. "Hiiiiiiiiiiiii..." said Gackt.

"Arrrrrrrrr...." said Gloomy.

And all 4 of them started fighting, throwing chi balls of death at each other, while Lonely Boy sat wondering who would end up with the knife. As they fought, Lonely Boy suddenly realized... "I have friends now!!"

When the four of them heard that, they froze, looked at him, and simply walked away, seemingly forgetting about the knife they had been fighting over. Lonely Boy triumphantly picked up the knife, but realized sadly, "I have no friends now...... But I have the knife! >D"

At that moment, a rose falls to his feet and Lonely Boy looks up to see Scary Azumi Guy [Gahh I'm awful with names]. Scary Azumi Guy noticed the knife and asked, "Would you like me to help you suffer...? *evil laugh*" Lonely Boy answered, "If you do, will you be my friend?"

Azumi Guy stared for a moment, and said "No," rather bluntly, and walked away.

[   END Ep. 1   ]

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Tuesday, September 20, 2005

Juliette and Vicky decided to split the bet equally. Before, Vicky bet $5.00 and Juliette bet $0.50. But they want it equal so each person is getting or losing $2.75. Gahh… I hope I lose that bet. But I refuse to get my hopes up because I’m still pretty sure that I’ll win. *sigh* But hey, at least I’ll have that $5.50 to comfort me when I get rejected, right? :] Haha. But then there’s the awkwardness… *sigh* Life is complicated. Yeah.. I guess I should have bet more. I’m like broke now that I bought Nobody Knows and I need to get some more money anyway, so… maybe I should have bet $5 each. Haha. Like I said, I’m very confident that I’m going to win the bet.

I don’t know how to ask a guy to a dance… XD;;

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Monday, September 19, 2005

I bought "Nobody Knows" today for $30. My dad was mad at me because it cost so much but it's ok I guess because I've always wanted to see that movie. It was at the Asian film festival a while ago but I never got a chance to watch it.

Anyway...

Kacchanon might be coming to visit this winter!!

Yay~! I'm so happy. I hope it's not the time when my mom takes us to Canada. We have to go because my mom's aunt has a tumor and my grandma has been having a little bit of vision trouble... I like seeing them, but... I really want to be here for when Kacchanon is in So.Cal~ We're going to try to work it out so that she can come stay with our family. My mom already said it's okay, but we don't know when she'll come or when we're not going to be here...

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Sunday, September 18, 2005

Tomorrow I'm going to the mall to go dress shopping. Since formal is coming up.... even though it's not for another 2 months. XD; And...

I WILL WIN THAT BET!!
Yours too, ShadowDarkness54

Yuu will reject me and I'll win money from Juliette and Vicky. I'm sure of it. It's like a win-win situation. XD; If I lose the bet, I have a date for Autumn Formal. But if I win the bet, then at least I get my $5.50. Haha. I should have bet more, and then I'd have more money... maybe even enough for a ticket? XDDDDDD

Well anyway I heard that Pump It Up just got released for the PS2 and is in stores now, but I don't know where ;O; I want it... but I'm supposed to be saving my money lol. I'll just ask my mom for it for Christmas... even though I kind of wanted those graphic design books. Oh well I can do without them I guess. XD Once I get a job, I'll start saving money for that one. >__>;

Ummm... yeah. I went to the College Fair at CSUDH today. It was really interesting. Lots of small schools, and lots of schools with strong psychology courses. o_O; There was this one called Otis that was a really cool graphic design college, but I dont' think I could get in. -o-; My mom says I can start taking art courses if I want to have a better portfolio to submit, though. Wow... portfolio makes things sound so much more intimidating ><

As for other things... I still have to study for Psychology. If things continue like they're going now... it's going to be a very long year.

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Saturday, September 17, 2005

First, the SARS thing. Enin, I can't thank you enough for the rusty syringe idea. I've been drawing syringes all over my school planner because I like it so much. So today my parents and sister weren't at home, so I tried recording a tape for Kacchanon of "Tsuki no Hikari, Utsutsu no Yume" and it didn't work. D: I have to find a way to do this... She loved the "private concert," setlist and all... so I have to make a tape for her for Christmas. Soon after I'll hopefully have my electric guitar... Gah. I want it so badly~. Even if I'm not that good at the songs I want to play yet, it will be easier to learn on the electric since... some songs just aren't acoustic-compatible. Slide on acoustic? Oh my... that was so awful. Sink sounded okay though. XD

New art uploaded soon. Check it out when you have the chance. :D

So everyone says that Brian wants to go to the dance with me but I don't know. After all, about a week and a half ago he said that "it was more fun to go to dances as groups" or whatever. But anyway here's what's been happening. By the way, I have to ask him to the dance because I have a bet with Julie and Vicky that he'll reject me. It's a win-win situation. If he doesn't reject me, then I get to go to the dance with him. If he does reject me, I get $5.50. XD I'm actually quite scared to say anything at the risk of the awkwardness, since well... if I *do* go with him then it might be awkward between his friends since they know me as the most anti-boyfriend person ever. And if I don't then maybe he'll think it's weird to be around me and I can't hang out with some of my friends because he hangs out with them... and. Well. As Brian kept telling me, my life is complicated.

On the bus one day...
Katherine: You need a boyfriend before I kill you.
Me: O...k... want to kill me before formal so I don't have to go?
Katherine: No.
Me: Oh wait you can't kill me before then, I need to stay alive for my Gloomy Bear plushies!
Katherine: Then I'll kill you before your birthday and after formal!

The next day before leaving school on the bus...
Brian: If you kill her, I'll kill you to avenge her death.
Katherine: Hahaha. Okay.
Me: Don't bother avenging me, it's not worth it ^^'
Brian: Of course you're worth avenging~
Me: Well what if Katherine kills me on the bus and then you won't know.
Brian: Hmm...
Me: I'll get Deyannah to tell you for me.
Katherine: But then I'll have to kill Deyannah too.
Me: O_o; Don't kill Katherine~!
Brian: If you kill her on the bus, then you should wear that necklace again and I'll choke you with it.

The next morning on the bus...
Me: Katherine~ What if I don't find a boyfriend inbetween that time you want to kill me?
Katherine: Gahh you make things too complicated~ I give up.

Later that day online...
Me: Katherine doesn't want to kill me anymore!
Brian: Oh? Why not?
Me: *explains the above*
Brian: Why couldn't she kill you without all those rules?
Me: She wanted me to suffer before I died, so she wanted me to have to go to Autumn formal, not to live until my birthday to get my Gloomies, and also I think that she wanted me to have to have a boyfriend so that I could get rejected. XD
Brian: ....I don't think you'd get rejected.
Brian: Not badly, at least.
Me: Well, Rokutanda wouldn't reject me, but he's like... creepy.
Brian: Who's Rokutanda?
Me: This guy who has liked me since 8th grade and was kind of stalker-ish.. he has my phone number and my address I think and he's kind of creepy, so...
Brian: What's his real name?
Me: Josh.
Brian: Oh. Your life is complicated.
Me: Yes... yes it is. xOx;
Brian: Well you should just try asking someone out.
Brian: Ohwait. You don't have to. Because Katherine doesn't want to kill you anymore.
Me: Yeah~
Brian: I was under the impression that you had to get a date for the dance because your other friend said so or something.
Me: Oh yeah I forgot about that. XD
Brian: Your life is complicated.
Me: Yeah. xox; Maybe Alyssa wants me to get rejected too~! How fun~ xOx;
Brian: You should just ask someone.
Compy: *commits suicide*

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Friday, September 16, 2005

:DDDDDDDD

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KACCHANON!!

Yayness. Kacchanon liked the private concert I gave her. She was so happy~~ :] Haha. Wasn't much of a concert since we had to do it over the phone, but still. And she wants a tape. So on it I'll include Tsuki no Hikari, Utstsu no Yume since I've just about memorized the lyrics now and can use the karaoke version.

SETLIST_____________;
o1. Sanbika
o2. BAKA ni Natta no Ni
o3. Melancholic
ENCORE_____________;
o4. Love Letter

Haha. Wow... that was kind of fun. Especially BAKA ni Natta no Ni.

BAKA ni natta
BAKA ni natta
BAKA ni natta
BAKA ni natta....

I need to learn how to speak Korean. My attempt at Love Letter was horrible. XDDD The ants crawling all over my paper wasn't very pleasant, either....

Wah. I want you to magically teleport me, Kacchanon!

Katherine isn't going to kill me anymore, by the way..

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