Thursday, September 15, 2005

Well Brian said earlier today when we were talking about the lack of couple-discounts at Autumn Formal that "going to a dance with a group is more fun" so I don't think I'll ask him, if he'll have more fun in a group anyway. Some of the fangirls seem to have backed off except for Max, who still seems... well like a fangirl I guess. Katherine has decided that once again, I need a boyfriend if she's going to kill me, and I have to provide her with a cat. Haha. I don't know how she comes up with these things. XD As we were walking out to the bus, she mentioned if I wanted to die by falling, and I didn't know, so I told her to maybe drown me. And Brian said that if she killed me then he would kill her. O_o; Haha... they're funny. She said, "I might kill her on the bus and then you won't know" and then I said, "I'll get Deyannah to say something so they don't wonder where I am in class the next day," so then Brian said, "If you do kill her on the bus, wear that necklace and then I can choke you with it." Ahh, CAMS students are weird. But funny. XD;

Anyway... Friday is my last day to switch out of Psychology... I was considering going to CAD or 3D Art, but it's kind of too late now and I'd be like one month behind everyone else in whatever class I would switch to, so I don't think I can do that. It's a rough load, but if I end up getting a 5 on the AP test, then I'll have 5 college credits and it will all be worth it... I think. Spending the entire weekend writing notes better be worth it in the end. Not to mention my hand feels like it's going to fall off everytime I walk out of that class... it's the most intensive note-taking I've ever seen in my life. xOx; The homework is all taking notes. Classtimes is all for taking notes. I think the only time when we *don't* take notes is during our exams. >>;

But at the same time, sometime's I'd prefer to spend a lifetime in Psychology than to go back home. Things have been kind of rough with the family, so I prefer school to home at the moment. My dad doesn't really like me, but I don't blame him because if I were him I wouldn't like me either. He doesn't like that I'm always on the computer, he hates my music, I don't clean up enough, and I'm not as happy and enthusiastic or whatever as my sister. And my sister tries to be really cheerful around me but I don't like her overly-cheerful-ness so I always end up getting mad at her and then my parents get mad at me for that. I actually get on with my mom well enough, but she still gets mad at me sometimes because I spend too much time on the computer and I don't spend enough time with my sister. I really don't see why they try to go about it as if there's nothing wrong because it's so obvious that they like my sister better and wish that I was just like her instead of how I am. >>; But I'm not going to be too depressed about it because it's only the truth and there's nothing I can do about it, so there's no point in being sad from it.

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Tuesday, September 13, 2005

(=A=);;

I found this guitar that I really want but my parents don’t want me to get it because they’re afraid I won’t stick with it. But I’ll prove them wrong by playing my acoustic guitar every day and learning riffs and everything after I’m done with my homework. Enin says that the one I want is a really good one to get. It’s by a band called “Squier” and it’s got a guitar, amp, strap, bag, cable, and picks all for just $200. I like the way it looks too :] Squier

Also, I’m coming over my fear of singing but I still can’t sing in front of my sister [my parents either] because my sister gets all overexcited from my singing. It’s so annoying and I hate it because then she’ll just obsess over how I’m actually singing and yeah… >>;

So as for other stuff, I just promised my friend I would go to Autumn Formal… and dance with a guy. I kind of hope I can go with Yuu but I don’t know if that’s going to happen. I told him I had to go and I don’t really mind going it’s just it’s $30 and I don’t have a dress and I can’t dance. (=A=); He said I should go in cosplay and that I really don’t have to go if I don’t want to. But David informed him that I’m too… honest? I can’t remember his word… to do something like that. xD; Sarah offered to let me use her gosu rori dress…

Wahh. I want him to ask me…

(;O;)

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Monday, September 12, 2005

So I might have an actual art... job. Thing. For a fundraiser I guess. Class of '08 is doing some fair or whatever and I've been asked to draw carricatures. I don't know if it will work out or not but if it is that would be kind of cool. XD

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Sunday, September 11, 2005

Whoa. 3 comments. And I thought people never came to this place anymore. XD; Well anyway...

September 11 is an eventful day.

To start out with the happier events...

Today is Shin's birthday. From Kagrra,!

Today is also Natsuki's birthday. From Duel Jewel

And with the other not so happy events...

9.11 of course.

[Which also serves as a reminder of how much I messed up my AP Psychology essay. ;O;]

baroque disbandment anniversary. I really miss them~

So anyway yesterday... I found out that Marusa is disbanding. And so is [FIGURe:] ;O; All the good bands are disbanding now~

But for a happier subject the official SARS blog is up! We called it... STERILIZED X; It's kind of blank right now as there's only one entry but we'll have more to come.

Speaking of SARS I'm not sure how I want to tell my mom that I want to get an electric guitar. I don't know if she'll let me. xOx; But I'll find a way... I have to, since I *am* the guitarist and without a guitar that's just kind of.... yeah. But I semi-overcame my fear of all things having to do with being a vocalist. I'll sing now, just not in front of certain people. Like my family. *cough*

Yesterday they were out so I just kind of started singing because I knew I'd have to eventually. BAKA ni Natta no Ni is fun to sing.

Chugaku made wa matta mo datta
matta mo datta no ni
Sanzan MURIshite BAKA ni natta
BAKA ni natta no ni

Haha. I love it. X3

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Saturday, September 10, 2005

Gahh I'm an Idiot

Okay first: The band website link messed up because I think I forgot a qutation mark. So

Visit the SARS official hp!

***

But yeah...

I killed my grade even more today. I wish my birthday were this Monday and that I could finish all the purses in an hour because then it would be okay to die and I wouldn’t have to worry about never seeing my Gloomy plushies and never sending out my Gloomy purses. But wait, I promised I’d take PuriKura with Sarah and I promised I’d help her with her Gloomy apron. Gaaaahh. Stupid promises. ;O;

I don’t think I’ll like sophomore year that much. Maybe I should have dropped Psychology. I really wish I just took 3D art like I was planning to at one point in my life. That might have made things better and less stressful and whatever. But it’s too late now and if I think about it too much I’ll just get depressed about it and end up being incredibly unproductive and I don’t want to do that since my grades are probably suffering enough already.

And I’ve already come up with a hexagon-related problem. Rokutanda has a myspace and found mine and wants to be my friend. And he’s going to IM me because I stupidly put my AIM up there. And I really don’t want to accept the request but I’m tempted to just accept and comment on his page telling him to stop bothering me. But then I kind of don’t know if I should do that since he would probably just comment on my page all the time. I could always block him or reject the request but I don’t want him to be mad at me because he’s scary enough when he likes me and if he’s mad at me then I think he’d be more scary.

He’s like practically stalking me anyway. He has my phone number and my myspace and I think he even knows where I live. And he used to take pictures of me when I wasn’t looking, and once he chased me around the school with a camera. Not to mention he seems to be really dense. Everytime I have to talk to him I end up talking about guys I like [Ryuu-chan, Aoi, L, etc] and he just doesn’t seem to get the hint. I’ve rejected him so much too! [But Kacchanon says I was too nice about it] Gahhhh why won’t he just understand?? It’s so... ehh. ;O;

...xOx; I really don’t know what to do...

***

Nothing has happened between Yuu and me, so the bet is still on, just not progressing any.

Yuu helped me make that purse and it looks kind of cool but I'm still short 3 purses and I can't make him make any more for me since that's just mean. ;O; But he wants to make more anyway, so maybe it won't be so bad. He also wants to make a Gloomy arm that we can go around and attack people with lol. XD; Not many people will get what I mean unless they know who Gloomy Bear is.

Yesterday we had talked online for a lot and we want to cosplay together. At first we were going to go for Gazette and he was going to be Ruki and I was going to be Reita but my lack of Reita hair detered me. So I thought maybe I'd be Aoi but the clothes seemed too hard. ;O; So now I don't know what we're going to do.

We ARE going to do decora though. With Sarah. At first Sarah just invited me to her house to dress decora once Halloween comes up. So then we invited Yuu to dress decora with us and we started planning a little today. We thought at first triplet decora but there wasn't enough clothes for that. So then we thought maybe couples decora (x3?) but then we thought couples would be weird since there's 3 of us. So... me and Sarah are doing twins decora and Yuu's going goth decora. XD;

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Friday, September 9, 2005

I just killed my Psychology grade. And my English grade. D:

I guess I should say something more about how I messed up my two essay questions and only had time for 4 paragraphs rather than 5 and how I didn't know what behaviorists would have to say about 9/11. I think the only part I got right was the essay about Freud. But I still only had 4 paragraphs. DDDDDDDDD: I hope I pass this class... As for English I lost the notes for my speech in the middle of it and had to go impromptu and didn't say ANYTHING worthwhile... Gahh.

* * *

Katherine better hurry up because I'm not going to last until Christmas, let alone the 8 months until my birthday. And I know she doesn't know how to resurrect me, so she might miss her chance to kill me like she's always wanted to if she doesn't act now. XD;;

But I want my Gloomy Bear plushies!!

Gahh. This is stupid. My entire purpose for living is in these two little Gloomy plushies. I must be so pathetic.

Oh wait. I'm living at least until I finish that Gloomy Purse for Kacchanon and Gekkoshi. Haha. Can't forget about that. XD; Sorry~ I can't believe I didn't realize that. Yuu helped me put it together. But I'm having trouble finishing it. If I have time, I'll just try again and let Yuu help me out with that one or something.

***

But anyway...

SARS? A... real band? No longer faux but actually a band?? Gekkoshi and Kacchanon say they have ideas... And that they can make it work.

Ahaha. But then I'd have to be vocalist for real? Oh my... I'll have to get over my fear of... everything having to do with being a vocalist. XD; Haha. I'll find a way. Kacchanon is drummer now, and Gekkoshi is bassist. So I'm still guitarist + vocalist. I'm hoping to get an electric sometime after Christmas. Because I've always wanted one, I just never bought one. This will give me a good excuse to get one.

By the way: Visit our official hp. There's lots of pages still under construction, but it's still up! :D

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Sunday, September 4, 2005

SARS is now

Secretly
Acting
Rather
Sadistic



_____________________

Kacchanon is now bassist.

Still waiting to hear from Gekkoshi if she'll still be the drummer.

I'm still guitarist but I might be vocalist as well.



_____________________

SARS website will be up later...







______________________

I have a cold. So I'm actually wearing a SARS mask for its real purpose.

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Saturday, September 3, 2005

I copied this entry directly from my Xanga. xox;

SARS is Kacchanon + Akenon + Gekkoshi

[o9.o1.o5]

face masks united ¢¾

***

Still looking for a better acronym though. Kacchanon, do you want to be our vocalist? Because I'm NOT doing that job no matter what. XD; Haha. Even though we won't really do anything we still need to "assign jobs." I want to be the guitarist. Okay? I have at least some experience... haha. Not enough to fit the position but then again who cares? Gekkoshi, want to be our drummer? Then when we type out your name you can look cool because you have (dr.) next to your name. :D

Wow. Even though this is fake, it's really fun. I almost wish we were really going to come out with songs and stuff. Haha. XD Nooo too shy for that. Haha. Not to mention the lack of lyric-writing skills. Although we could probably have used covers from other bands or whatever. Except I don't have an electric guitar. And I'm not that good. And I dont' know where I could get the tabs for the songs I want. Not to mention I'm like an hour by plane away from Kacchanon and Gekkoshi. And I dont' think Gekkoshi knows how to play the drums. Haha.

Well too bad. We'll just make fake magazine covers and pretend we're a band and steal Plastic Tree interviews and make fake articles and what not. Yayness. Gekkoshi and Kacchanon, be sure to send me your SARS mask pictures. XD Mine's on my myspace, but I have other choices in case that one won't work for our cover. And I can always just take more. xD Maybe I should change my clothes or something? Ehh. I don't have much that can be made JRocker-ish. ;O;

Oh, and Kacchanon, I command you to find our inside jokes in here. XD

I'm bored. So I'm doing a survey. I stole this from Mike's xanga who stole it from Joe... who stole it from Wendy... who happened to steal it from me. But that was a while ago that I did this one so I may as well do it again. [Yeahh... I'm that bored...]<br /> <br /> Name: Alina<br /> Nickname: Sou-chan; Sunako-chan; Akenon [yay~~ thanks, Kacchanon. XDDD]<br /> Single or Taken: SINGLE! Like Sunako-chan. XD;; I think. I haven't read the rest of the chapters yet...<br /> Sex: female.<br /> Birthday: 2005.04.13<br /> Sign: Aries.<br /> Siblings: My younger sister.<br /> Eye Color: Darkish brown.<br /> Shoe Size: 6 1/2 or 7, depending on the shoe.<br /> Height: 5'1''. I'm even shorter than Haido-san ;O;<br /> What are you wearing right now: Black t-shirt. Black jeans. And a surprisingly comfortable bandana on my face by "Tiny Studio" featuring little blue bunnies and hearts.<br /> Where do you live: California. <br /> Righty or Lefty: Lefty. Which makes me like Gackt... xox;<br /> Relationships: Erm. What about them?<br /> Who are your closest friends: Sano-chan and Kacchanon! [aka Neko-chan] <br /> Fingers: They're usually doing some sort of weird fob pose... ^o^v // RABU RABU xDDDD<br /> Breakfast: I don't eat breakfast unless my parents make me xox;<br /> Aftershave/Perfume: None.<br /> Favorite Cartoon Character: Hmm. L from Death Note I guess.<br /> <br /> <br /> Have you ever.....<br /> <br /> Given anyone a bath: No.<br /> Have you ever smoked: No. <br /> Bungee Jumped: No.<br /> Parasailed: No.<br /> Made yourself throw-up: NO, Katherine.<br /> Gone skinny dipping: No.<br /> Been in the opposites sex's bathroom: No.<br /> Eaten a dog biscuit: No. <br /> Got your tongue stuck to a pole: No.<br /> Loved someone so much it made you cry: How can I be Sou-chan if I cry? (=A=;;)<br /> Played truth or dare and Promise to repeat: The last time I did that I was like 9...<br /> Been in a physical fight: No.<br /> Been in a police car: No.<br /> Been in a sauna: No.<br /> Been in a hot tub: No.<br /> Swam in the ocean: No.<br /> Fallen asleep in school: No.<br /> Ran away: No.<br /> Broken someone's heart: erm.... *cough*. (=A=;;) Kacchanon knows all about this...<br /> Cried when someone you loved died: No one I was really close to has died. And again I wouldn't be Sou-chan if I cried. >>;<br /> Flashed someone: No.<br /> Cried in school: Ahahah. I have to be honest on this one. (xox;) Mr. Jett gave me a C- on my progress report since he lost everyone's notebook grades, and... yeah.<br /> Fell of your chair: No.<br /> Sat by the phone all night waiting for a call: No. Because nobody ever calls me. xDDDDD<br /> <br /> Saved MSN / Yahoo / AOL / conversations: Yes.<br /> Saved e-mails: Yes.<br /> Fallen for your best friend: No.<br /> Been cheated on: That's impossible... xD;<br /> Been to DisneyLand / DisneyWorld: Only Disneyland.<br /> <br /> First thing that comes to mind.....<br /> <br /> Red: Blood<br /> Blue: Suffocate [Those last two were from a Japanese ghost story about a man who asks what color coat you want...]<br /> Autumn: Brown<br /> Cow: Hotohori-san xDDDDDD<br /> Greenland: ....green?<br /> Cat: Kacchanon! ^o^<br /> Nickel: Money.<br /> Elbow: Arm.<br /> <br /> <br /> What is.....<br /> <br /> Your good luck charm: I don't really have one.<br /> Whats your room like: Small. And it has a Plastic Tree poster in it. :D [Still looking for a place for my Gazette, Fanatic Crisis, and MYV ones..]<br /> Last thing you said: "6:31" [Someone asked about the time]<br /> What is beside you: My psychology textbook, my iPod, and my Kera Maniax <br /> What kind of Shampoo do you use: Head and Shoulders... I think.<br /> Something that has happened to you this year: I took my first PuriKura<br /> Had Chicken Pox: No.<br /> Had sore throat: Yes. (xox;)<br /> Believe in love at first site: Maybe for some... but then again not really.<br /> Like picnics: Ehh.<br /> Like School: Kind of. Maybe.<br /> What school: CAMS.<br /> Loved anyone: Hahahahahaha... erm. yeah. That's not Sou-chan-ish! XD<br /> <br /> Would you.....<br /> <br /> Eat a live hamster: No. I dont' think I'd ever eat a dead one either.<br /> Go to a Hanson Concert: No.<br /> Kill somone you didn't know for 15 billion: No. Besides, Katherine's going to kill me first.<br /> If you were stuck on an island, what people would you want with you: Someone with a boat, and a good sense of directions. A map might help too.<br /> <br /> <br /> Who Was the last person.....<br /> <br /> You touched: I played ABCD with my sister. But she can't slap hard enough so it didn't hurt at all. :[<br /> You Massaged: No one.<br /> You yelled at: Eh?<br /> Who broke your heart: Hahaha. That's the most un-Sou-chan-ish thing possible in the world. XDDDD<br /> Who told you they loved you: My sister.<br /> Who is your loudest Friend: Inu-chan. XDDDD<br /> <br /> <br /> Do you/Are You---<br /> <br /> Do you like filling these out: I'm bored. When I'm bored, I like doing strange things. Like these random surveys.<br /> Do you wear contacts or glasses: I occasionally wear glasses. Although I can't do a proper Ishida pose. :[<br /> Do you like yourself: No, of course not. XD<br /> Do you get along with your family: Yeah I guess.<br /> Do you do drugs: No.<br /> Have piercing below the waist: No.<br /> Obsessive: Hahaha. Of course. GLOOMY~~~~ X3<br /> Anorexic: Contrary to popular belief.... NO.<br /> Depressed: Sometimes....<br /> Suicidal: I refuse to kill myself. Although I'm happy to wear the "I hate my live and want to die" T-shirt.<br /> How many people are you sending this to: Nobody.<br /> What have you been listening to while doing this: Plastic Tree [Tsumetai Hikari, BAKA ni Natta no ni, National Kid, Sanbika], MYV [Ashita, Genki ni Naare; Ashita, Tenki ni Naare; Freedom Fighters; Shindemo Boogie Woogie; POP is Dead]<br /> Can you do a front or back flip: No... Unless you want to see me fall on my head :]<br /> <br /> <br /> What did you do yesturday: I polished my revolver and shot my head. Like a rock star. XDDDD What I really did... was... studied Psychology.<br /> What is your favorite band: Plastic Tree :D<br /> Hated someone in your family: No.<br /> Got any awards: Yes.<br /> Have you ever gone streak: No.<br /> Want to get married: o_o; Why would anyone in their right mind want to marry someone like me?? XD<br /> What is your favorite Video Game: DDR. And Drummania because it has N.G.S. on it. And because it's fun to fail level 14 songs. XDDDDD<br /> If you could change anything about yourself, what would you change: My lack of Japanese-fluency. xox;<br /> Good singer: I never really sing, but Sano-chan thinks I am.. xox;<br /> Have a Lava Lamp: No.<br /> How many remote controls are in your house: 4. <br /> Are you double jointed: No.<br /> What do you dream about: I dream about when JRockers + Gloomy kill me! :D<br /> Last time you showered: This morning.<br /> Last movie you saw in the theatres: Charlie and the Chocolate Factory, with Sano-chan and Hotohori-san.<br /> Scary or happy movies: Hmm. Asian movies? XD; VOLCANO HIGH! Moon Child! Heee.... Arrr... haha.<br /> Root beer or Dr. Pepper: Neither. Too much sugar content. xox;<br /> Mud or Jell-o wrestling: Neither, but that Strange Fruit side comic was really funny with the Jello...<br /> Silver or Gold: Depends on for what. Silver looks cooler.<br /> Diamond or Pearl: Diamond.<br /> <br /> <br /> Sunrise or Sunsets: Sunsets.<br /> Phone or in Person: In person. Because I don't like the phone. >>;<br /> Oldest, middle, youngest or only child: Oldest.<br /> Do you want your friends to fill this out and send it back?: I like reading these things as much as I like stealing and filling them out.<br /> <br /> <br /> Final questions ~~~~~~<br /> <br /> ~When you look at yourself in the mirror, what's the first thing you look at? Whatever's behind me.<br /> ~How much cash do you have on you? $12.53. I think.<br /> ~What's a word that rhymes with "TEST"? Crest.<br /> ~Favorite plant? Roses. Yes, Kacchanon. Rose. Like the "My-clothes-have-no-blood-on-them-no-matter-how-many-people-I-kill" man with the creepy make-up! :D<br /> ~4th person on your missed calls list? I don't have a missed calls list -o-<br /> ~What is your main ring tone on your phone? ...no ring tone. -o-;;<br /> ~What shirt are you wearing? A black one.<br /> ~Do you "label" yourself? I'm... strange. xD<br /> ~Name brand of your shoes currently wearing? Umm I don't know what they're called. Just that they have little skulls on them.<br /> ~Bright or Dark Room? Dark. But I have a bright one. xox;<br /> ~What do you think about the person who took this survey before you? Wha? I don't remember this question. Haha. I think if he read this entire thing he'll think I need to pay a visit to the psychiatrist...<br /> ~Ever "spilled the beans"? No.<br /> ~What were you doing at midnight last night? Studying.<br /> ~What did your last text message you recieved say? ....I don't have text messaging.<br /> ~Do you ever click on "Pop Ups" or Banners? No.<br /> ~What's a saying that you say a lot? It's not really a saying, but "XDDDDDDD"<br /> ~Who told you they loved you last? My sister. XD;<br /> ~Last furry thing you touched? Stuffing. I wanted to try making a JRocker plusie. But I think that's too hard.<br /> ~How many hours a week do you work? I don't have a job... ToT;<br /> ~How many rolls of film do you need to get developed? None.<br /> ~Favorite age you have been so far? 3. xox; </FONT> </div></font><br /> <script language="JavaScript" type="text/JavaScript"> <!-- function MM_openBrWindow(theURL,winName,features) { //v2.0 window.open(theURL,winName,features); } //--> </script> <font size="1"><a href="#" onClick="MM_openBrWindow('http://www.myotaku.com/users/sou-chan/comments/?piece_id=534303','','scrollbars=yes,resizable=yes,width=500,height=500')">Comments (1)</a> | </font> <font size="1"><A href="http://www.myotaku.com/users/sou-chan/posts/534303">Permalink</A></font> </p></blockquote><br /><br /><p align="left" class="datetime">Thursday, September 1, 2005<hr size="1" class="hr"><blockquote> <p><font size="2"> <div style="width:500; height:500; padding: 5 px; overflow: auto; background-color: #000000; border-color: #265955; border-style: dashed; border-top-width: 2px; border-right-width: 2px; border-bottom-width: 2px; border-left-width: 2px;"> <FONT COLOR="#265955" FACE="Verdana" size="2"> ƒEƒAƒAƒAƒA�`�`<br /> <br /> ‚Æ‚Ä‚à–Z‚µ‚¢‚Ë�BAP Pysch‚Í‚Æ‚Ä‚à“‚¢�B<br /> <br /> Ž„‚ÍŽ€‚Ë‚Ü‚µ‚傤‚©�H�@‚¦‚¦�c‚Í‚¢�H�@ƒnƒnƒn�c<br /> <br /> ‚Å‚à�AŽ„‚Í‹‹Žd‚µ‚Ü‚·‚æ�c<br /> <br /> ƒOƒ‹�`ƒ~�`‚̃vƒ‰ƒV�`‚ɉ‚½‚¢�B’a�¶“ú‚É“¾‚Ü‚·�B�i��A���G�G�j<br /> <br /> ‚Ü‚½‚Ë�B<br /> <br /> �`‚»‚¤�[‚¿‚á‚ñ </FONT> </div></font><br /> <script language="JavaScript" type="text/JavaScript"> <!-- function MM_openBrWindow(theURL,winName,features) { //v2.0 window.open(theURL,winName,features); } //--> </script> <font size="1"><a href="#" onClick="MM_openBrWindow('http://www.myotaku.com/users/sou-chan/comments/?piece_id=532405','','scrollbars=yes,resizable=yes,width=500,height=500')">Comments (0)</a> | </font> <font size="1"><A href="http://www.myotaku.com/users/sou-chan/posts/532405">Permalink</A></font> </p></blockquote><br /><br /><p align="left" class="datetime">Wednesday, August 31, 2005<hr size="1" class="hr"><blockquote> <p><font size="2"> <div style="width:500; height:500; padding: 5 px; overflow: auto; background-color: #000000; border-color: #265955; border-style: dashed; border-top-width: 2px; border-right-width: 2px; border-bottom-width: 2px; border-left-width: 2px;"> <FONT COLOR="#265955" FACE="Verdana" size="2"> Felt is hard to sew with. Actually I think sewing in general is hard. Sewing the Gloomy Purse is painful!.....literally.<br /> <br /> I poke myself with the needle too much. At least I didn't bleed on the felt. ^^; And I can't get the ears to turn the right way. And I bet it's going to turn out ugly if I keep trying. I'll never be good at sewing. ;O; But my mom says she'll help me! So Neko-chan and Sano-chan, I'll try to make your purses as pretty as possible. And don't worry, the blood on his mouth will be felt, not real blood.<br /> <br /> If the needle were a knife, I could have died by now... hahaha. Well maybe. I don't think I would die just from poking my finger, so...<br /> <br /> Anyway, Kent's Japanese myspace comments confuse me. ToT; I read the last one but this one is hard:<br /> <br /> —Ç�Eshy;�@•ª‚©‚Á‚½‚Ë�B�@‚»‚¤‚»‚¤�A�@Šë‚È‚¢�@���@dangerous. —¬�Î�@–ΗY�B�@‚µ‚°‚¨�B�@‚ñ‚¶‚á�A<br /> <br /> The second sentence is very easy. The 4th sentence says "Shigeo" because Shigeo is "Nachan". The 3rd sentence I have a feeling is someone else's name but it's not Ippo's because he showed me Ippo's name in kanji once and it didn't look anything like that. But who else does he tease me about? Hmmm.<br /> <br /> By the way, I took pictures with the SARS mask. One of them I'm actually happy with. :D Neko-chan, I'll send it to you soon. Or I might just upload to myspace if I get bored. The SARS mask faux JRock Band still needs a name. And Neko-chan and Sano-chan, send me your SARS mask pictures. I need some inspiration. I think I'll go look at my old issues of Shoxx and Fool's Mate and Zappy.<br /> <br /> Lately at Asahiya, I haven't been able to find Shoxx and Zappy. They'll usually have Fools's Mate, and they almost always have What's In but no Shoxx... or Zappy! Those are the good ones too because they give you the poster... ;O;<br /> <br /> Well now I'm into my Those Poor Boyfriends phase or whatever and I keep thinking about that one guy in the front of the MYV concert. lol xD;;; He looks so bored/miserable and yet he's right in the front. That must be one really devoted boyfriend. The girl next to him looks like she's having the best night of her life. It's so sad. :[ Like I said before, if I ever go out with a guy, I'm never going to do that to him. Not that I'll ever have a boyfriend, but if I were going out with someone, I'd never be that cruel to him. Haha.<br /> <br /> I doubt that those girls were purposely thinking "I want to make my boyfriend's life miserable so I'm going to drag him to the MYV concert where I'll be so in love with MYV and not even notice my boyfriend" or something like that. Maybe they're just oblvious or maybe their boyfriends were so nice that they decided something like, "You should go to this concert because you like MYV so much, and I'll even come with you to show you I'm okay with it"... xD; Or maybe their boyfriends found out that they were going to go to the MYV concert and decided something like, "Noooo I can't let her go to that concert and be in love with some other guy and forget all about me".... haha.<br /> <br /> I don't know why I'm doing this. Analyzing a few guys who happened to be on the MYV concert DVD is just weird. Maybe I'm just extremely bored. XD Or maybe the hexagon thing is finally getting to me. x___x; I was dying when I was talking about it to Neko-chan. I think I accidentally made her worried about me. I hope I didn't because I don't want that. People shouldn't have to worry about me. I'd feel bad about it.<br /> <br /> Which is why I'm not going to have a boyfriend... kind of. I'd feel bad for the guy going out with me. >< Really, though, I'm probably more trouble than I'm worth XD And besides, I'll probably still listen to JRock and cosplay them and be envious of their thinness and nice skin and nice hair. Haha. If I were going out with a guy I wouldn't want them to be obsessed with like... Goto Maki... or Ueto Aya... or someone like that. So I bet it's the same from the guys' perspective. Isn't it?<br /> <br /> So today I found out that my friend has been cutting himself. Nothing enough to actually make him bleed or leave lots of scars or whatever but he's still doing it and I don't really know what to say to him. It's kind of scary because I don't want him to do anything serious, even though he assures me that it won't be more than just a little. 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