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Wednesday, July 13, 2005
Okay. Well I think I've just confirmed that Brian will reject me. Hopefully. I hope that's not cheating on the bet. Julien helped me plan it out. She'll be there with me when I tell him, so if anything goes wrong then she'll help out.
ME: "Brian, I'm going to say something to you. And you have to reject me. Or else it will ruin my plans. *points at Suanko-chan* I'm her, ok? *points at the guy* You can be him. 'I've liked you.. since freshman year.'"
BRIAN: "'I... hate ugly girls.'"
The only problem is if he's too nice to say "I.. hate ugly girls" or if he figures out just what my plan is.
But whatever.
I wouldn't mind if he didn't reject me. But he will. So there's no point in trying. Besides, like I said to Alan, it's better to willingly get rejected. If that's possible.
When I do get rejected, I'll probably still be disappointed whether I was expecting it or not. I suppose I really am hoping he won't reject me. But I've already gotten my friend to come with me so that she can make him reject me if he doesn't at first.
Even if I don't force him to, he'll reject me anyway. So, I may as well make him reject me. Since it will be easier on me if I convince myself that he rejected me because I asked him to.
It's not like I was ever expecting anything different.
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