Saturday, July 16, 2005

Cosplay, Pura, and General Insanity

listening to: 12012 - Aren't You Dead Yet?
feeling: Bored~~!

I'm still reading my second book.. of four. I don't think I'll finish in time... ehh I'm going to be failing English 3-4 before school even starts. ;o;

My mom says I have to get my hair cut, so I was thinking about cutting it a little above my shoulder, like Ryuu-chan used to have. But I've thought a lot about it, and I don't think I'll actually cut my hair short enough for L and Ryuu-chan. I'll just tie it back for cosplay purposes. >.>; I don't like big changes or what not, so I'll keep it long. XD But I still have to learn how to pose as Jrockers and Goth Lolis and hot teenage guys and... L [I don't know how to classify him XD]. Neko has to teach me when I get there. Or... someone else~~ teach me before I go! ^^; I know I'll be an awful Goth Loli. It's hard to look evil and serious but cute at the same time. And that shocked look that all the Jrockers have in the magazines is really hard to do and still look good doing it. Hot teenage guys like Takenaga... hmm... I really don't know how I'm supposed to learn to pose like that.. That could be... interesting. xD I'm not even a hot girl, how am I supposed to be a hot guy? o.O;

As for Marmalade Boy-esque stuff... Because I realized that I couldn't get rejected by Yuu since then the azn crew would force me to go out with Nachan, which I really, really don't want, I can't force Yuu to reject me by saying "I hate ugly girls" and win my 30 imaginary dollars from my friend, who seems to think I won't get rejected.. for whatever reason. Of course, if he rejects me anyway, which he probably will, then I have a new problem. x_x; I'm still expecting him to reject me. But this time, I can't force him to reject me. And you know... That really sucks.

The people who know about this think I'm weird for wanting to force him to reject me, but the way I see it... He's going to reject me anyway. But if I can make myself thing that I forced him to and he didn't reject me just because he wanted to, then maybe it will make me feel better. Like I told one of my friends, "It's better to get willingly rejected... if that makes sesne." So yes, my reasoning is probably a little different. But it works. Kind of. Execpt for the Nachan thing, which made me change my plans. XD; If it wasn't for that, I could probably just go through with my plan to shove a page of manga at Yuu in which Sunako-chan gets rejected by that guy, and be like "Hey, I'm her *points at Sunako-chan*. You can be that guy. *points at the guy.*" And then I could say, "I've liked you... since freshman year." And he could say, "I... hate ugly girls." And then after that, I could go tell my friend that I won the bet that he would reject me and collect my 30 imaginary dollars.

Right... well anyway... My mom and dad bought me a new DDR pad becaues my cousin kind of messed up my old one. The old one still works, though, so now I can start to play double mode. I'm still quite awful at it, so I can only play standard, but it's fun ^^;

Lately, I've been listening to Ž]”ü‰Ì a lot. I don't care what all the hardcore Pura fans say about it not being as good as their old stuff. When I first started listening to them their new album, �wcell.�x had just come out, so that's what I listened to. I had no prejudice against their new music and didn't know that they were becoming more pop than rock. And... I liked their new songs. Not to say I don't like thier old stuff, but I like their new music as well. But anyway.... The Sanbika music video... Everyone calls it "disappointing" or "only okay," and I admit, it's not as good as Tsumetai Hikari or Tremolo, but still... It was a good video. As someone said in a forum, "Even though they're only playing thier instruments and singing, and there's not a story in the video, it's not a bad PV. They're doing what a band is supposed to do." Or something like that. I can't remember the exact words. When I watched it, I wasn't extremely impressed with it like I was with Tremolo, but it was nice to watch. And is it just me or did Ryuutarou get... hot? O.o;;; haha. My friend told me she thought he did, too. He changed somehow, but I can't quite figure out what the right word for it is. Before he was always too.. innocent to look hot. But now he looks hot, but still has that same type of innocence he had before. o.O; Haha. I'm confusing myself now...

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