Sunday, July 17, 2005

iPod, Marmalade Boy, and Cosplay

Keeping up with 4 blogs/sites is hard. Seriously. I have my blog at FT.org, which I update frequently. Not to mention Xanga, deviantART, and myOtaku. o_o; Maybe I should slow down a bit...

Well anyway.

I get to have PURA stickers! :D I just need a big enough image, and some office label sticker things. So..... Neko, we have to go to Office Depot or something when I get there XDDDDDDDDD Now, where will I get the right size image? The one I have is only 50x50 px. But maybe that will work. The stickers aren't going to be that big...

Okay so no cutting my hair for cosplay purposes, I need it long if I'm going to cosply Takenaga (well in that scene anyway). Of course, I still have to figure out how to have L's hair.... hmmm.... If you can teach me, I'd really appreciate it. Maybe a wig. XD; But where am I going to find a wig that looks like L's? Lots of pins like Neko suggested maybe? Eck sounds... hard. Hmm... The rest of the cosplay is so easy.... but the hair is so... not.

And I still need to learn to pose. I tried posing like L and it didn't look that great, so maybe I'll just have to practice it. I don't know how to pose like a Dandy Gothic (and I still need a top hat). And I've lately been watching the Tremolo PV and looking at pictures of Ryuu-chan...eckkkk I'm going to make an awful Ryuu-chan. T.T Maybe it will look better when I'm in the outfit with my skeleton wings (which I have yet to figure out). As for Takenaga poses, Neko told me: "But for the hott Wallflower d00ds, we'll have to travel onto the dark sides of posing our bodies." o_____O;;; Oh.. my... this could be... very... interesting. >_< Lucky for Neko, she gets to be the guy who has to pose like a girl. XD

Oh and... This Marmalade Boy thing is really... ehh. Nachan called me yesterday.....! Gahhh. He was offering to buy me mangas while he was at the bookstore or something. I think. I had to sit there and politely tell him, no, thanks, but it's ok. [I mean, I would have liked to get some manga, but I feel weird about accepting stuff from guys who like me >>;] Or soemthing like that. My parents were sitting right in front of me too. >___>; And people wonder why I don't want guys to like me. As for Yuu, I still plan to get rejected, even though the effects of that would probably be worse. But I don't plan to get rejected by forcing him to anymore, since there's still maybe a 0.0000000001% that he won't. So he'll just have to reject me of his own free will. -o-;

Why couldn't I just shove that page of manga at him, say, "Read the guy's part" and force him to reject me? I mean if he's just going to do that anyway... It's not like I'll die if I don't go out with him. And I'd rather force a guy to reject me than get rejected just because he doesn't like me or something. **strange logic** The only reason I'm not forcing him is because my friends will force me on Nachan if I get rejected. x_x; And that's probably the last thing in the world that I want to do. Gahhh it's all Nachan's fault~~~! ToT No, I can't say that actually. And I don't think I should blame it on my friends either. It's my fault for actually liking Yuu.

I shouldn't like people. And guys shouldn't like me.

I was perfectly happy with my JRock crushes... and without all this drama. -_______-; And to think, all of this at a *nerd* school. I thought, "Surely, there would never be anything like this here." And now look at what's happening. o_O; I'm just going to get rejected and be all depressed about it and things will be awkward between us and then... gahhh it's not worth it. I shouldn't say anything at all. But then... there's that miniscule chance that something will happen and I can't help but hope that it does. *sigh*

I can imagine how it will turn out. When he rejects me, I'll ask him, "Since you rejected me, could you reject me like this? *hands over the page of manga*" And he'll look at it and ask me why. And I won't want to say anything about the bet or Suanko-chan or anything else, so I'll tell him, "Just say it." So he'll look at me kind of in an odd way, and say, "I... hate ugly girls."

But for now, I think I'll move on to a different topic. No use in dwelling over things, right?

So anyway, I've finished importing the last of my data discs onto my iTunes, and it's almost ready to be put into my iPod. I still have 4 more audio discs that I want to import, but that won't take too long. By now, I have 895 songs, which adds up to about 2.6 days of music. And I still will have 25 GB of space left on my iPod. o_O;

The whole playlist thing isn't working out, but I'll make a playlist later on. I'm willing to share music with anyone, so long as it's not too big. It's hard to send things when you're on dial-up. x_x;

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