Friday, July 22, 2005

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Hahaha... I can't speak/write Japanese for my life. XD I wish my parents had sent me to Japanese school when I was a little kid. Sure, I would have hated it, but who cares? *sigh* I want to know what my grandma says about me, and what my mom says on the phone [Although I can kind of understand now]. And I want to be able to talk to the people at Asahiya and not be like a mute when I buy the Gothic Lolita Mooks there. xD; Actually, I haven't bought any of them yet. But I want to. I'm kind of afraid of what my mom might do to me if I do. ^^; She doesn't even like the fact that I wear black all the time, so I can imagine she'd not like me to wear black, gothic clothing.

Right, so anyway...

ELLEGARDEN is becoming a new obsession. Fast. The I'll [CKBC] songs are my favorite. I think I like Kaze no Hi better than Migite, but I like them both. It's too bad there aren't more English fansites. ^^; But whatever. I'll get my information from Katherine, she knows more about JRock than anyone else I know.

Yesterday, I was listening to Shadows Temple, by Moi dix Mois. I'm wondering if the voice I heard really *does* belong to Mana, or if Shadow X is some other random guy. I remember this song from when I put it on my old xanga. Yuki told me the song scared him. And now what did he do? Went out to Japan and bought the album. o_O;

There are certain songs that make me think of events that happened around the time I was listening to them.

bravery by L'arc~en~ciel makes me think of when one of my friends almost jumped off a building... It was right about the time of IDP [the biggest project of the year... besides the rocket racers] and I sat there in the college library when no one showed up for our meeting worrying about him... It was really embarrassing sitting there with all the college students so I went outside but I started crying. x.x; So I stayed out there because I didn't want to go into the college library with all the college people there, especially if my eyes were all watery and whatever. And it started to rain. So I sat underneath the stairs. XD; It was.. awkward to sit there. I had to kind of crouch and sit at the same time. But it was ok I guess. Better than inside with all the college students. I felt so out of place. ^^; They were all studying and doing papers and whatever. And I was just sitting there wondering if my friend would be alive the next day, and if our powerpoint would ever get finished, and what happened to the other group members.

Melancholic by Plastic Tree makes me think of right after I bought my first issue of Zappy. It was actually a couple days later, and my friend told me she wanted a sketch of one of her character ideas. I wasn't sure what I should draw for her based on his personality, so I decided to use my magazine as inspiration. I flipped through the pages, saw "Plastic Tree" in big letters at the top of a page, and looked at the band to see what they were like. Ahh, that was the first time I saw Ryuu-chan. X3 I modeled her character after Tadashi, though. ^^; And then I went online to songjapan to check out the song they were talking about. Which, of course, was Melancholic.

Sanbika by Plastic Tree makes me think of the last week of school. Ahh, good times. lol. XD; The last day of computer applications, we were allowed to do whatever we wanted. It was like a big party. Our teacher brought us Gatorade and Cookies. While everyone was chatting or whatever, I downloaded the Sanbika PV since it was too big for me to download on my own computer. As I watched it, I realized... "omg... Ryuu-chan got... hot. o_O" XD There was something about him, I don't know what. He just seemed hotter.

Shallow Sleep by Hyde makes me think of... The Ring. Haha. The manga version anyway. When the guy is thinking that everything is solved now and everything's ok, Sadako comes out of the TV and kills him. All the while, he's thinking stuff like, "But we solved the mystery!" It was sad. And this song makes me think of while I was reading it. ^^; Haha, maybe it's because in the PV he's got that blanket thing over his head (in Moon Child as well xD) And it makes Hyde look like that character who got killed. The character who got killed has like a big cloth over his head as he appears to his ex-wife and points to the video tape so that she can save her son from dying. So maybe I made some sort of connection. Hyde = The guy with the blanket on his head. XD

Love Letter by Moon Hee Jun.... makes me want a boyfriend. It's such a cute song. I found the translation of it and it made it even cuter. And it makes me want Yuu to not reject me... haha. But I don't think that will ever work out, so I'll stop thinking about it before I get my hopes up. ^^;

Shooting to My Eyes! by RUN&GUN.. makes me think of.. watching popjapan.tv. ^^; Haha. And Revolution. The first time I saw it, I thought, "They look cool, but what does 'Shooting to My Eyes' mean?" ^^; I ended up developing a huge obsession. But I couldn't find any info or pictures, until I found Run&Gun Paradise by some girl in England. It was never updated enough though. I used to like Akira. And then I decided that I liked Ryuchi more. XD But yeah, I think it was because Akira dyed his hair back to black with this weird blonde streak and I didn't like that. RUN&GUN was my first idol group. Actually, they were kind of my only idol group. I've never heard that much by w-inds, or Lead, or FLAME. So yeah... ^^;

Hello by Hyde was one of the first JRock songs I ever listened to. I saw him on popjapan.tv. My mom didn't like him at all. But I thought he looked kind of cool. And thus, I began listening to Jrock...

Haha. That's all for now. Can't think of anything else to write, so I'm going to go finish my essay for school...

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