Saturday, September 10, 2005

Gahh I'm an Idiot

Okay first: The band website link messed up because I think I forgot a qutation mark. So

Visit the SARS official hp!

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But yeah...

I killed my grade even more today. I wish my birthday were this Monday and that I could finish all the purses in an hour because then it would be okay to die and I wouldn’t have to worry about never seeing my Gloomy plushies and never sending out my Gloomy purses. But wait, I promised I’d take PuriKura with Sarah and I promised I’d help her with her Gloomy apron. Gaaaahh. Stupid promises. ;O;

I don’t think I’ll like sophomore year that much. Maybe I should have dropped Psychology. I really wish I just took 3D art like I was planning to at one point in my life. That might have made things better and less stressful and whatever. But it’s too late now and if I think about it too much I’ll just get depressed about it and end up being incredibly unproductive and I don’t want to do that since my grades are probably suffering enough already.

And I’ve already come up with a hexagon-related problem. Rokutanda has a myspace and found mine and wants to be my friend. And he’s going to IM me because I stupidly put my AIM up there. And I really don’t want to accept the request but I’m tempted to just accept and comment on his page telling him to stop bothering me. But then I kind of don’t know if I should do that since he would probably just comment on my page all the time. I could always block him or reject the request but I don’t want him to be mad at me because he’s scary enough when he likes me and if he’s mad at me then I think he’d be more scary.

He’s like practically stalking me anyway. He has my phone number and my myspace and I think he even knows where I live. And he used to take pictures of me when I wasn’t looking, and once he chased me around the school with a camera. Not to mention he seems to be really dense. Everytime I have to talk to him I end up talking about guys I like [Ryuu-chan, Aoi, L, etc] and he just doesn’t seem to get the hint. I’ve rejected him so much too! [But Kacchanon says I was too nice about it] Gahhhh why won’t he just understand?? It’s so... ehh. ;O;

...xOx; I really don’t know what to do...

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Nothing has happened between Yuu and me, so the bet is still on, just not progressing any.

Yuu helped me make that purse and it looks kind of cool but I'm still short 3 purses and I can't make him make any more for me since that's just mean. ;O; But he wants to make more anyway, so maybe it won't be so bad. He also wants to make a Gloomy arm that we can go around and attack people with lol. XD; Not many people will get what I mean unless they know who Gloomy Bear is.

Yesterday we had talked online for a lot and we want to cosplay together. At first we were going to go for Gazette and he was going to be Ruki and I was going to be Reita but my lack of Reita hair detered me. So I thought maybe I'd be Aoi but the clothes seemed too hard. ;O; So now I don't know what we're going to do.

We ARE going to do decora though. With Sarah. At first Sarah just invited me to her house to dress decora once Halloween comes up. So then we invited Yuu to dress decora with us and we started planning a little today. We thought at first triplet decora but there wasn't enough clothes for that. So then we thought maybe couples decora (x3?) but then we thought couples would be weird since there's 3 of us. So... me and Sarah are doing twins decora and Yuu's going goth decora. XD;

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