Thursday, September 15, 2005

Well Brian said earlier today when we were talking about the lack of couple-discounts at Autumn Formal that "going to a dance with a group is more fun" so I don't think I'll ask him, if he'll have more fun in a group anyway. Some of the fangirls seem to have backed off except for Max, who still seems... well like a fangirl I guess. Katherine has decided that once again, I need a boyfriend if she's going to kill me, and I have to provide her with a cat. Haha. I don't know how she comes up with these things. XD As we were walking out to the bus, she mentioned if I wanted to die by falling, and I didn't know, so I told her to maybe drown me. And Brian said that if she killed me then he would kill her. O_o; Haha... they're funny. She said, "I might kill her on the bus and then you won't know" and then I said, "I'll get Deyannah to say something so they don't wonder where I am in class the next day," so then Brian said, "If you do kill her on the bus, wear that necklace and then I can choke you with it." Ahh, CAMS students are weird. But funny. XD;

Anyway... Friday is my last day to switch out of Psychology... I was considering going to CAD or 3D Art, but it's kind of too late now and I'd be like one month behind everyone else in whatever class I would switch to, so I don't think I can do that. It's a rough load, but if I end up getting a 5 on the AP test, then I'll have 5 college credits and it will all be worth it... I think. Spending the entire weekend writing notes better be worth it in the end. Not to mention my hand feels like it's going to fall off everytime I walk out of that class... it's the most intensive note-taking I've ever seen in my life. xOx; The homework is all taking notes. Classtimes is all for taking notes. I think the only time when we *don't* take notes is during our exams. >>;

But at the same time, sometime's I'd prefer to spend a lifetime in Psychology than to go back home. Things have been kind of rough with the family, so I prefer school to home at the moment. My dad doesn't really like me, but I don't blame him because if I were him I wouldn't like me either. He doesn't like that I'm always on the computer, he hates my music, I don't clean up enough, and I'm not as happy and enthusiastic or whatever as my sister. And my sister tries to be really cheerful around me but I don't like her overly-cheerful-ness so I always end up getting mad at her and then my parents get mad at me for that. I actually get on with my mom well enough, but she still gets mad at me sometimes because I spend too much time on the computer and I don't spend enough time with my sister. I really don't see why they try to go about it as if there's nothing wrong because it's so obvious that they like my sister better and wish that I was just like her instead of how I am. >>; But I'm not going to be too depressed about it because it's only the truth and there's nothing I can do about it, so there's no point in being sad from it.

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