Birthday • 1990-10-09 Gender •
Male Location • echols county ,ga. Member Since • 2005-09-17 Occupation • student Real Name • jordan
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Achievements • biggest anime fan in echols county high. Anime Fan Since • 1995 Favorite Anime • all i get my hands on Goals • eliminate the pain in this world Hobbies • anime Talents • trvial knowlige
myOtaku.com: soul-bandit-bebop
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When I see her eyes all I do is hide the pain of another broken soul scaring my heart. As I hide in the shadows waiting to kill the evil we can pain if only she would hear my screams to say it just will not end this way. I am the guardian with blood drenched wings saving the angel on earth. Her mask broken her skin torn with the kind words of a burnt man. Felling the whips of her words as she is sad feel the joy when she is glad. I wait in the darkness to find another blow taken another day wasted. a smile forced on a mask once again placed on the face of the guardian with the blood drenched wings. till the day she came to say the three words that broke it the words a person longs to hear no matter what they say. maybe it was love or maybe she was shocked by a guy so kind. which ever it be I pray she is happy let her soul fly free. the soul of the angel with the guardian with the blood drenched wings.
that was my poem for furubarin may they find her. i thank all for lending a kind ear to this short tale of love and loss. may you all find what you search for i have found it in everyone here. the joy of many people just for being a friend well now that i have made a fool of myself i must swallow my wishes and dreams and say good bye furubarin always know i am here for you. and i love you^^ i guess they are my last kind words to you. peace -with a tear running down the mask place on my face i leave wishing you the best- peace Comments (13) |
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Wednesday, April 12, 2006
FurubaRin i want to give you something before you go.
i am going to write something that will sake the world of my writing just for you. and tomorrow when it is done. i will post it here so keep an eye out for it. oh and to everyone else you may have noticed i have done some -alot- of stuff for
FurubaRin well it is just i will not get to talk to her that much or at all so well i would do the same for you. sorta of a good bye for now thing. peace Comments (7) |
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Sunday, April 9, 2006
haha look what i found on my door step
her name is Ichigo
um...sorry furubarin i wrote this after reading the email
you tried to get me to say good bye. there's one thing that well ever make me say those words that deal the pain to my heart. that's for me to part from this earth. i just want you to know i am always here for you. no matter what is wrong i will help you through. i told you the mask was gone the abuse i could take but what seems to hurt is that you are leaving me. Just another broken I tried to heal passing by my glance. you thought i was upset cause what you told me was false all i did was smile and hope you would forgive me for the sadness i caused. i want you to know i will always be here to take away the pain if you would let me know. it seems you said your mask was broke but here inlays the problem the skin underneath still hates me. I want to be there to help you through but I still am left to pick up the pieces and move on. that's why I wrote whatever this will be called. Please don't forget I will help your broken soul mend and fly again till that day I must wait until you come to see me again.
today
ok so today i had to go to the mall so my sister could try on some swim suits. so my mom wanted to be fair so i got the new bleach and beat mangas and the new shonen jump. after that we went to the base but no new animes on sale. and tonight i am copying over some old vhs's animes so i can sell them the vhs's that is. i don't botleg. peace oh and yoko if you read this pm me i need help on the story and have sent you a few pms Comments (4) |
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Tuesday, March 28, 2006
well ok to get you up to speed. my ma has had a light dental surgery and is now on bed rest my sis has redied her hair twice and it is still screwed up. my dad is still away and will not be back till may. well that is it for now. oh and yes the poem was for a friend she is part of this site so please go there. and i am so sorry Savannah i read your poem it was great no less then what i thought it would be. peace Comments (3) |
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Thursday, March 23, 2006
Its happiness that I was missing that day just no way to get away from the pain. I saw her again she smiled as she walked by as if nothing had happened at all. I wish when I closed my eyes I could only see the dark but all that I see is the pain how I wish she could see what she did how she made me feel as if I was the one who did wrong. As I close my eyes to escape another crimson tear falls down my face. It’s just the pain. For that moment I felt it pass and it was gone then the sun shined down and showed me it was all gone. So now my face shows the smile of the mask barer whose mask has snapped I am free and now it is just me.
Hey furubarin this one is for you. Poems don’t have to rhyme at all. So just let it flow and write your own poems. No one will laugh if you poor yourself into it. That’s my poem and my view peace
Take this kiss upon the brow!
And, in parting from you now,
Thus much let me avow-
You are not wrong, who deem
That my days have been a dream;
Yet if hope has flown away
In a night, or in a day,
In a vision, or in none,
Is it therefore the less gone?
All that we see or seem
Is but a dream within a dream.
I stand amid the roar
Of a surf-tormented shore,
And I hold within my hand
Grains of the golden sand-
How few! yet how they creep
Through my fingers to the deep,
While I weep- while I weep!
O God! can I not grasp
Them with a tighter clasp?
O God! can I not save
One from the pitiless wave?
Is all that we see or seem
But a dream within a dream?
this is one of my fav. pomes. i wanted to saer it with you all. peace Comments (3) |
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darkness
in the darkness i hide looking for the soul that is hunting for mine. her face glowing like the sun in this technocolored nightmear. i pray she finds peace and one day forget this soul in its human form. as i lie down for this flesh to burn. hell calling my name for my sins i most pay. but to she her smiling face in heaven my body lies
ok i know there are misspellings. but i wanted to write. well peace Comments (6) |
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