Sunday, May 21, 2006

Life
Life.
live it the way you want to
for you may never get another chance.
fall in love with someone, that you can't
live without, take chance's in life.
For you may never know if you will
get that chance again.
Get over what happened in the past,
And live for the future.
Get over being sad, and be happy,
For in life you have no time to be sad.
AS much as you would like to die, don't.
For you will die later on in life.
Why die faster when you just die later on?
Life live the way you want,
For you may never get another chance.
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Tuesday, May 2, 2006

   He did get it
He did get it. But he never did anything about it. He probably won't do anything about it. I've been waiting for so long just for him to find out. But now he won't do anything. Maybe I should try and move on. I tried to move on before. But it didn't work out. Why do I suffer so much people ask. If I knew the answer, I would try and stop the suffering. But I don't think that is ever going to happen. I think I will suffer for the rest of my life. Unless I, somehow move on.
I am worried about my friend, haven't heard from her in a while. I hope she is ok. She is probably wondering what is happening to me. Since the last time we talked. I was suffering alot.
Anyways, Do you think I should move on?
Anyways, I am going to go. Hopefully I will move on.
Have a nice day, or night. Bye
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Tuesday, February 14, 2006

   He still doesn't get it!
He still doesn't get it. And he probably won't ever get it. I should just move on, yet it is very hard to move on when the person still has your heart. Why does he have to have it? Why can't it be someone else? Greg told me that he thought it was him. I, of course asked why he thought that. He had said because it sounded like him or something. Which I answered to that it wasn't him. And then he asked me again who it was....I said Ginter, and he got confused, for Ginter does know that I like him. Though I didn't say anything else to that. But he doesn't get it...Whatever, I'm going to go post on my other site before I say something else, and make Greg think it is him again. Well Bye.
soul
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Saturday, February 11, 2006

   He doesn't get it
He doesn't get that he has my heart. He doesn't fucking know! No matter how hard I try to show him, he doesn't see it! I can't believe it! He doesn't get it at all! Why?! I should just take back my heart and give it to someone else. But can I? Evil, what is wrong with me?! Why am I like this way now?! I don't want to love, I don't want anyone to have my heart but me! Yet he some how took it from me. Why do I feel so sad when I'm around him? Maybe because I know we can never be together? Maybe because he already has someone? Maybe because he won't ever like someone like me? Why can't I take back my heart? Why can't he just give it back? He doesn't even know he has it. He never will. Why do I feel so sad now? Greg told me to smiles. He said it sounded like I was sad. It's probably because he doesn't realize that he has my heart. Everyone else knows yet he doesn't...Why is this happening to me?...Why can't I have my heart back?
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Tuesday, December 6, 2005

   Had a crappy weekend.
I had a crappy weekend, cause i spent it all with my father and my brother. I like my brother's wife, yet my brother is acting more like my father, yelling at every little thing. He took away all my money and said it was to buy my father and mother gift, yet I was planning on buying my mother something else also but no! the money was for this thing only! whatever. I can care less, At least I got Greg a Gift. I do hope he likes it. It didnt really cost alot, but yet I was surprised that I even had the money to buy it. Well I really hope he likes it and everything. Well I am trying to get a job, so I can get some money and Give it to my mother so she can go somewhere and relax. Since she always does everything, since my father wont do shit. HE WAS SUPPOSED TO PAY FOR FUCKING HALF OF MY BROTHER'S SURGARY OR WHATEVER! BUT NOOO! HE SAID HE WASNT GOING TO! SO NOW MY MOTHER HAS TO PAY ALL FUCKING 498 DOLLARS! OR SOMETHING LIKE THAT!...sorry people just had to get that out...anyways, I have to go back to work. and evil...i will say this one last time...stop trying to get people to get me someone. I am happy. I dont need anyone, I have Greg as a good friend. and thats all I need. Well I have to get back to work. byebye.
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Saturday, December 3, 2005

   I am sick...
Being sick sucks. I am sick and I no like it. Well anyways, I saw evil's ex bf...the one who got her pregant, he was wondering how she was doing. and how long she was. I told him...and then started to yell kinda at him that he should be there with her...that she needs him even though she acts as if she doesnt. I told him that the lil ones needed their father when they are born...I just plain told him "to go bakc to her and forget abotu whatever reglion shit he is in." He told me he cant. I just screamed "yes you fucking can and now do it." He than said."fine i'll think about it"
Anyways, I hope he does go back to her. anyways, I am sick and yeah...I have to go xmas shopping tomorrow with my family..which sucks cause i no want to...anyways i gotta go...i shall talk to you later. bye
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Wednesday, November 30, 2005

long time people....
how are all of you? its been a long time...and yeah...its late..i shall post again later...Evil...I miss Peace with all my heart....bye...
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Friday, November 4, 2005

   I am happy!!!
I am happy!!! for some reason I am happy and yeah..I am at BJ's place and yeah...I gave greg the note to give to ginter...I wonder what he would say about it...well for some reason this whole week I have been happy, and no one made me not happy. nothing can make me not happy. I am happy cause I got greg to tell Rachael off, cause I always could never do that...well I gotta go now...bye...evil hope ya are ok....bye...love ya evil...hope the twins are fine...bye
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Monday, October 31, 2005

   hey ppl
hey ppl, how are all of you? long time since i have writen on this site, well its cause I already have a new one and all, and yeah, i dont really got nothing to say other then that my cousin had a baby girl yeserday and all. well i better go, i got to stay after school cause i missed to classes. well bye.
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Wednesday, October 12, 2005

Hello...
I know my brother reads this...so i shall not write in this site anymore...pm if you still want to talk to whatever...otehr then that...good-bye...
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