Wednesday, August 31, 2005

   scred? shitty? worried? song?
Hey people? What's up? How are ya'll? I'm bored, shitty and yeah. OHHH!! also worried cause Evil hasnt phoned me back yet...and she hasnt talked to me in a while...I want to know how she is and the lil ones...if you havent guessed yet. she's gonna have twin's. And yeah, I'm worried...

I'm also shitty cause my arm hurts from Rachael's son of a bitch friend punching me cuase i swore! Now I got a bruise cause of her! I'm fucking happy that i aint her friend anymore! But fuck! she thinks I'm still her friend! I just wanna get my shit back from her! Like hell am I gonna let her wear my stuff..she says shes gonna wear my stuff no matter what I say! I'm like what the fucking hell? Hell no! and she wants me to wear fucking none baggy shit! same with my mom! fuck! I can wear what I'm happy with. Dont like it then go fuck yourself's! Like I'm probably gonna wear baggy shit even if my mom gives me shit that aint. unless its black cause I'm gonna wear black all year and no one is gonna stop me. dont like it then dont look at me. I really dont give a fuck anymore.

I'm also scared outta my mind...why ya'll are asking...is cause he is back...no one knows who I am talking about probably. But since this is my site where I just type anything that's on my mind...I'm scared for my life and for other's if they found out...wait shit greg reads this...oh well dont give a fuck. he probably woulda found out anyways...I...I...I'm scared and yeah...fuck my chest hurts...I got more then just one bruise from that bitch...I got others...from him...Fuck why cant I just stop typing?? I'm trying to but I cant seem to stop...Im thinking about what he said...he said soemting like...him or adam...he said I better pick him cause if I dont....I wont ever see adam again...and no one will ever see me again!...he said soemthng like that...all i know is if greg trys to help me...i'm gonna get it worse...so dont help me greg....as much as you want to...dont..

here is a song....then I am going to go...hopefully get some sleep tonight without pain...good-bye....

Artist: Seether
Album: Karma And Effect
Title: Diseased




Leave your mark under my skin
Oh my how strong you are
And feast your eyes on my disdain
And hope this one won't scar

I will never belong to you, again
I will never belong to you,
Push if you still need my pain
Cause I will never tell
So scream if you still hate my name
Cause I'll be where I fell

Come sit close to me,
Let me feel your neck
Come sit close to me
Hands around my neck
Come sit close to me,
Let me feel your neck
Come sit close to me, close to me, yeah

I will never belong to you, again
I will never belong to you

If I decide that I am alive

Than I've diseased and ungrateful
And if I confide that I am a liar
Than I am alive and I'm diseased and ungrateful
Push in 'til it breaks, if it bleeds then I'll be okay

If I decide that I am alive
Than I've diseased and ungrateful
And if I confide that I am a liar
Than I am alive and I'm diseased and ungrateful
If I decide that I am alive
Than I've diseased and ungrateful
If I confide that I am a liar
Than I am alive and I'm diseased and ungrateful

Come sit close to me
Come sit close to me
Come sit close to me
Come sit close to me
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