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myOtaku.com: soul-survivor


Saturday, October 1, 2005

Dont tell me you love me when you dont love me with your heart...Dont tell me you want me when you really dont...
If you ever tell me that it will make me even more sad then I am right now. The cut is getting deeper, the blood is coming out faster...soon I shall be a corps...soon I shall be dead...who I once was is now gone, I am just a body with no soul...I know I should fight yet I cant. Some ppl say that I am strong, yet I'm not. I'm really just weak. I may seem strong, yet I'm not. I'm nothing. I"m just a body without a soul.I am nothing that soon shall be dead...

I wish I could go out today, yet I have no where to go. I have no friends that want to do something with me. I dont even know why I even have them as friends if they never do anything with me...I should be alone in this world. I should have never talked to anyone. I should have just killed myself long ago...I so damn want to go out today...I really want..but i highly doubt i will...

I'm kinda single cause I told my "bf" that I wanted a break...yet I know i shall always be alone cause I cant get a bf or whatever, no one likes me and I am to scared to talk to anyone cause of my past...evil wants someone that I know in person to set me up with someone...i doubt that will even happen. oh well...

I got to go now ppl. I need to get some sleep before the big thing or whatever, I really dont care. I just wish someone would be there for me...I wish someone would ask me to hang out with them just so i dont have to go there...well I have to go. I should be back online by 1pm or so. but if you ever need me before then, just phone me if you got my number...or if you want to hang out or whatever just phone me...i got to go...bye..
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