Saturday, June 24, 2006

   Satan's Got Your Nose!!!
Ever feel that way? Like Satan's got ya by the nose? I do, like today; Demetria's a whore, and, I'll never ever date her again, Sapphyre's a raging phsycotic bitch who needs to quit obsessing over me, and Maddie's a another whore and I don't ever want to talk to her again. Lance is a pussy who won't ask me out, and, this new guy Kenneth is a sweetheart, but, I think he likes me because I'm hot and that's it...Then, there is this one guy who called me a slut because I am bisexual, what an ass...And, ummmm...I think that's about it...OH! And I'm getting my hair cut, dyed, and layered today, so, that'll be fun! I'm going to have bangs again, yay and all that jazz...
Gah! I've got to go, talk to you people laters!!!

_~Savannah~_
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Wednesday, June 21, 2006

   Outlaw Star!!!
If you're a BIG anime fan, you know what I'm talking about. Outlaw Star was THE show back in 2000, but, stupid Cartoon Network doesn't know when to keep a hot show going!!! Grrrr...Note to self: KILL CN!!! Okay, anyways, I thought you guys might enjoy a little flash back to the good ol' times...So, here is episode 1 of Outlaw Star!!! WORSHIP MELFINA!!! SHE'S HOT!!! (Note: She's the robot chick...Idiots...)



W00t! That's it, friends!!! Tehe, hoped you enjoyed it!!! And, REQUEST SOME ANIME FOR ME TO PUT UP!!! Cause, I'm running out of things to talk about...Nothing's really happening anymore these days!!!

_~Savannah~_
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Monday, June 19, 2006

   ElfenLied!!!
ACK! OMFG!!! ElfenLied is the coolest!!! YOU MUST WATCH IT NOW!!! ^_^; Soooo, seeing how I love it sooooo much, I'm going to leave you this short post with the VERY 1st episode of ElfenLied. It is in Japanese, so read the subtitles...And, there is some nudity...So, if ya like nude chicks, this is your show! Also, if any of you find out who sings the opening song, lemme know...I love it!!! Oh, and it has been cut into thirds, so, watch them in order!!! Anyways, here it is, remember! READ THE SUBTITLES!!! Unless you speak fluent Japanese...





There! That's it...Comment back on wether you liked it or not, or, request another show that you want to watch and I'll try to find it and post it up for you guys!!! ^_^; Much love and laters!!!

_~Savannah~_
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Sunday, June 18, 2006

   I Must Be Insane...
ARGH!!! I'm a whore, I'm a slut, I can't decide who the Hell I want!!! GOD!!! Why can't people just NOT be attracted to me?! Why can't I just NOT be attracted to them?! UGH!!! Sapphyre, she thinks that she loves me...And, I've been thinking, and, I don't like it when I think...I think that maybe, just maybe, a shred of me misses her...BUT I DON'T WANT HER!!! I DON'T UNDERSTAND WHY I CAN'T MAKE HER GO AWAY! GET OUT OF MY HEAD!!! This, this is just too much for me...I love Lance, or at least I hope I do...Because, when I think about him, I think about marrying him, spending the rest of my life with him...And, I want him to feel the same way...But, I don't wanna get hurt again...You know what...In order for you, my friends, to understand this situation, you've got to find out about a secret that I never, EVER talk about...Because, it's bad and makes me freak out, and, get scared, everytime I think about it...
When I was 10...I got raped, by my best friend's boyfriend...I WAS 10 YEARS OLD!!! That fucking bastard cheated on my best friend with me and he told me that he loved me and he would get rid of my friend, just to fucking have sex with me and lay me!!!
I HATE MEN!!! No offense, Jordan and Ryan, but, I do...They tell you anything and everything you want to hear...And, I hate it! This guy has been tormenting me...And, I feel like when someone tells me they love me...That all they're thinking about is sex...And, I don't want to! Not for awhile...Not until I'm sure!!! And, I'm freaking out...Mattie thinks that she isn't bi...And, all this time I thought she was my perfect girl...Guess not. WHY CAN'T PEOPLE JUST LOVE ME AND ACTUALLY MEAN IT?!?! I'M SICK AND TIRED OF FUCKING LIARS!!! I DON'T WANT TO GET HURT ANYMORE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I've got to go, I have got to go and, like, I dunno...Think...Again...Until I've got something that doesn't scare me...Until someone means that they love me and it isn't just to get into my pants...I think I'm just going to shrink away and forget about love...Maybe that will work...Bye...

_~Savannah~_
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Saturday, June 17, 2006

   Neh...
Well, me and Maddie are breaking up...She's thinking that she might not be bisexual...And, now I'm all depressed because it's reminding me of Demetria...And, that's something that I've been trying to keep from happening again...And, me and Lance had a fight...He says that he loves me, but, I'm finding it hard to believe...Maybe it's just the meds that are making feel like shit...But, well...I asked Lance if he really and truly loved me...And, he said that he did, so, I'm happy that he loves me, he said that he would even marry me, but, minus the church part, he's a Satanist. So, yea, I dunno...I've just been outta it a lot lately and I'm hating these damn pills!!! But, I have to take them, so, I do...Well, that's pretty much all I wanted to say...So, love you guys and laters!

_~Savannah~_
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Wednesday, June 14, 2006

   Tehe, Depressed Poetry...
Did you miss it? I bet you did...Since I'm "depressed" I thought I'd write some "depressed" poetry! And, well, be EMO!!! So, YAY! I'm an Emo kid!!! Lol. Anyways...I wrote this because I found something out today that I really didn't want to find out, but, I asked for it anyways, and, well...I got my answer, though, I was hoping for something better...This poem I entitled "Why?" because I ask that a lot in it. So, yea...Here is "Why?"

Why?
Why? Why do I end up in these problems that are neck deep? Why can't I keep the tears from spilling down my cheeks? Why does my heart shatter every time I think of you? Why can't I realize that I'm in love with you? Why do I wake up at night, with thoughts of you in my head? Why do I think that "I love you" is what you said? Why didn't I realize that you don't care for me? Why couldn't I see that you don't love me? Why do I think that you ever will? Do I tell myself everything happens for a reason? Do I whisper to the dark that every love has it's season? Why can't you wake up and face me? I have these feelings and they want you to listen to me. I don't want you to leave me, I've been heartbroken before. But, this time, this time I thought that maybe I had something more...

There. I know, I know, it's sooooo sad, well, I was crying when I wrote it, so, basically, it was meant to make you cry...Sorry if it's a downer, buddies, but, you know how I am, I like to write my feelings! ^_^; Laters, and, I love you guys, you've been good to me...

P.S. Again, I feel all Emo-ey...Ewwwwww...

_~Savannah~_
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   Anti-Depressants...
Neh, guess who gots pills? -Shakes bottle irritably- If you guessed me, than you're right...Aparently daddy thought I wasn't myself lately and talked to my old buddies down at the loony-bin and asked if I could take a few psych tests to see what's wrong with me. Apparently, I have Manic Depressive Disorder...It sucks, cause now I've got to take Lexapro. Oh whopee!!! Goody, goody! Anti-depressants can bite my ass!!! I don't want to take them, I've been happy all week, and, now, I'm just, like, bleh...I dunno, outta it, I guess...So, yea...I've learned that my meds might make me a little weird and cause random things to happen, like, muscle spasms and stuff...So, yea...If somewhere in my post there is a misspelled word, forgive me, the meds made me do it...Laters.

P.S. I feel all Emo-ey and stuff...It's scarey...

_~Savannah~_
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Sunday, June 11, 2006

   Random Post of Insane, Untold Boredness...
I'm bored...(Short and to the point, no? ^^;)

_~Savannah~_
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Thursday, June 8, 2006

   There's A First To Everything...
Okay, today was a day of firsts. Well, for starters, I went to my FIRST ever Amusement park! I love the amusement park here! It's filled with goths!!! Then, I rode my FIRST rollercoaster, it was called "The Rattler"...I didn't like it too awfully much, it shook when you went faster. Then, today, I apparently grew some balls or something, cause, I flirted with the guy who was running one of the rides, which, like spent around and around, and, uhhhh...Me and my friend, Mel, went on the ride 6 times in a row, JUST to flirt with the opperator...It was sad, because, in the end, I got his phone number...And, yea...GO ME!!! But, then me and Mel, like, rode the ride 20 more times, again, just to flirt with the opperator! I was sick!!! Oh, and then, Mel is like this REALLY skinny little blonde ditz, but, man, she can scream!!! We went on this ride that looked like a huge rolett wheel, and, yea, they asked everybody to scream, me and Mel screamed like chicks. Then, they asked that all the guys screamed, there was only 2 guys on the ride that screamed, it sounded sad. They then asked for the chicks, again, I screamed like a girl. Then, again, they asked for the guys, me and Mel decided to scream like a bunch of drunk frat boys, we did, and, well, we sounded more like guys than the GUYS did...That's sad. Then, me and Mel are all like, "Omg! We should start a heavy metal band and like, be, lead vocals!!!" And, that sooooo rocks, cause, yea, it just does!!! But, okay...I'ma go...Because, like, this is REALLY long...So, yea..Buh-byes!

_~Savannah~_
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Wednesday, June 7, 2006

   I Think I'm In Heaven!!!
I found my ex boyfriend, Lance, on MySpace...Along with my Kitty Kat, Kati. And, I'm soooooooooooo HAPPY! I haven't been happy in FOREVER!!! It feels, like, well...I'm SOOOOOOOO HAPPY! And, yea...Me and Lance have never, EVER kissed in our life, and, well...We never did anything really, plus we only dated for, like, 8 months...But, a couple nights ago...He told me he loved me, even though we never, EVER did anything...And, well...It's sweet...And, my Kitty Kat, she told me that she was crushing on me when I lived there, and was GOING to ask ME out, but, I moved away before she got the chance. Sad. Well, I'm happy to see them, and talk to them...Lance wears eye-linear and he SO rules the look, it's soooo cute on him! Tehe, I've become weird, no? Well, much love and laters, freinds!!!

_~Savannah~_
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