Monday, March 27, 2006

   Boredom!!!
Nobody talks to me anymore! -Sniffle- I miss you guys tons and nobody talks to me (Well, comments or whatever). Oh well. I told Demetria that I still like her and might have gone a bit farther, not dirtily people! I kinda let the 'three words' slip, you know, the ones that express a certain emotion that I should never, ever possess. Ugh, if you don't know which 'three' I'm talking about, get into a relationship people! They say it plenty of times. Now then, I was, like, going over my archives of posts, cause, I was bored, and, well, I noticed how much I've changed. Um...Jordan, don't hate me, but, ever since the past happened, you, like, sparked my inspiration, you know, after the past, I got more into my poetry than ever before. So, uh, like, thanks Jordan. -Hug and kiss- Anywho, as for you Saint, miss ya buddy! -Hugs- Oh, and anybody else, don't feel bad if I can't remember your name, it's not you, it's me, but, yea, I miss you guys, too, and wish you'd visit me more! Okay, changing subject. Yea, I just got a librairy card and, well, I checked out 10 books on Saturday, and like, I've already finished three of them (Not in any way related to the 'three words' people!). I'm so proud of myself, such a bookworm. ^^ Oh well. Also, in memory of MyCrimsonRegret (My sister), who just shut down her site because she is moving, again, I downloaded all of the Foamy The Squirrel scripts! So, yea, if you're a Foamy fan and want to get the scripts to the episodes, either go to illwillpress.com or you can PM me with the name and episode number, and I'll get it to you. Omg, I've become comfortably numb! Lol, sorry, I've been sitting in an uncomfortable chair all morning, so I think my buns have fallen asleep on me. Well, this post is weird, and really long, so, yea. Laters. Saint! IM ME! Oh, and you too, Jordan! Laters, lol!

_~Savannah~_
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Saturday, March 25, 2006

   Miss Me?
Okay, I know, I know, I haven't been on in, like, forever! But, well, I'm on now! And, well, you guys suck! No one commented on my lovely poem, I'm heart-broken. I really wanted to know if I should keep up my writing or what, but, well you people just don't seem to care. Plus you guys didn't even tell me what's going on with you people, and that's just rude, you know? Well, I guess I've learned my lesson, don't ask people here questions in your posts, they won't answer them in their comments. -Sigh- Well, anyways, did you guys know that in Germany frogs are exploding? Omfg, they are, no lie. I saw it on BBC, and omg, it freaked me out, I love frogs! So squishly, and gutsy, and explodable. Lol, oh, and I've got glasses now, I look like a librarian, and turns out, people actually find them attractive. I never would have thought conservation ever worked. Oh, and my hair is black, just in case I haven't told you guys yet, it's awesomes. As for the boyfriend that I've got, he's sick as hell, and I mean mentally. He felt me up when my dad, brother, and a neighbor kid were in the house. What an ass! Now, I'm contemplating breaking up with him...I want to go back out with Demetria, but, all my friends are telling me to stay with the perv...Ugh, only in my fucked up life. I know, I'll ask you guys! What do you think, date the perv and become a whore or date my ex gf who is hot and, well, hot and looks like a whore? Did I mention she's hot?! Well, this post is insanely longer than I wanted it to be, so I'ma post up later, kay? Peace.

_~Savannah~_
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Tuesday, March 14, 2006

   HEY!!!
Hi buddies!!! -Gasp- Guess what?! I'm back into writing and stuff and well, I RULE!!! Lol, sorry...Yea, well, I'm writing a story about Vampires and it soooo kicks ass! ^.^ Man...I can't wait to publish it!!! Okay, breathe...One step at a time. -Deep breath- Okay, I'm good...Anywho, how's it going, buddies?! Lol, I'm serious, you better tell me what's going with you people! I love all my buddies and I wanna know what's happening, you know, I've been outta the circle for like, umm...Ever! ^^ So yea, well...I haven't got much to tell you people really, I mean, yea, there just isn't anything really happening, so yea...I'm going to leave you guys with a poem by me!

SURRENDER UNTO ME

A broken soul, do they ever mend?
When my times comes, will you be my end?
Slit my wrists and my throat
Watch my blood stain all your hopes
A porcelian face, masked by pain
I hear your voice again and again
Suicide in the house of desire
Tears of rage mark you a liar
Never thought I had it that good
Never thought what I willed I could
Burn, mourn, I wish you the end
Hoping, praying, I will my heart to mend
Seas of sorrow, take me away
Away from this land, it wills me astray
Seductive words whispered in deaf ears
All the bloodshed, shed for my tears
I heard Death whisper, "You are not of this life."
Take me, make me, I am your wife
Blood red seducer, man of lies
You watched me burn, surrounded by flies
I'm just another obituary suicide
Lost in emotions, I create my own homicide
Surrender your soul to me
Surrender your might, your will, surrender now, unto me.

Okay, okay, I know, dark, depressing, disturbing, but well...I wrote it and I like it! COMMENT!!!
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Wednesday, March 8, 2006

   All Alone...
-Sniffle- You people don't care 'bout me anymore, huh? Only my ex visits my site...So sad (No offense Jordan) but gosh! I finally get out and I'm trying to get back to having a normal life, and what? I can't talk to all my old friends?! You guys are a shame (Not you Jordan)! -Sniffle; hugs teddy bear- I got asked out by one of my friends this week...His name is Westly, and yea, we're dating...He's really sweet and, well, if ya wanted to know...Well, I guess I'll see you guys around, hopefully...Laters, fellow freaks and geeks!

_~Savannah~_
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Tuesday, March 7, 2006

   New S/N and AIM name for those who care...
Okay, for those of you who like want to talk to me on AIM, here is my two S/Ns RedMoonAriya and xLvngxDeadxGirlx. Okay, so yea, if I wanna post anything else up I'll do it later, so yea, well peace fellow freaks and geeks!

_~Savannah~_
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Monday, March 6, 2006

   HEY!!!
I'M OUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! -Insert big cheesey grin- I gots out for good behavior, that's kinda why I haven't been on in awhile...But yea, be happy for me!!! I'M OUT!!! Wahoooooo!!! -Insert raging party- Lol, anywho, how's you guys been? Missed you peoples bunches!!!! -Hugs everyone, yes even strangers who are just visiting- Anywho, again, uh...Well, I'm out? Lol, okay, okay, I'm serious, well, seeing how I gots out last week, I kinda joined the talent club at Kennedy and stuff and well, I'm singing a song I actually wrote and stuff, so yea, nervous, but okay. Yea, love you guys lots and you should, like, comment, seeing how I haven't been on in, like, EVER!!! ^^ Laters!

_~Savannah~_
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Tuesday, February 21, 2006

   Neh...
I dunno what to post, but I'm positive that you guys want to hear from me, so, uh, yea, HI! What's up people? Neh, nothing here really for me, but, yea. Um...I've got a VampireFreaks page now! It's so pretty and gothic! ^^ Missed the black man, but anywho, anybody who has a VF can check me out, it's xXxFinalSinxXx. So yea, go check me out! Oh, yea, my brother got one too (Directed mainly at Destie), and yea, you guys can check him out too, his is x_Creeper_x. Yea, so have fun fellow freaks! ^^; Well, ummm...Nobody has really gone to check out my sister's site, and yea, come on!!! If ya love me, you'll be nice and check out her site!!! ^^ if ya don't, remember? I'm gothic AND insane, so yea, I won't stop `till ya dead! Lol, I'm only kidding. Anywho, well, uh, go check out those sites, people, ya know I love ya guys. Laters!

_~Savannah~_
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Sunday, February 19, 2006

   Okay...
I LIVE!!! Lol, HI! What's up people friends of mine? Sorry, I stole jello this morning, so yea, hyper active! Anywho, today was church day, cause, yea it's, like, Sunday, and yea, I hate church, lol! ^^; But, with jello, church is hillarious!!! I threw like 10 spoonfuls at the preacher dude, it was SWEET!!! You shouldda seen the back of his blacky thingy, it was kinda wet and green. And, omg, that's freaking dirty!!! Lol, wet, green, omg, I've got issues. Anywho, yea, eat more green jello!!! Yea, it was green folks, green, wet, and slimey, and pretty, and ugh, that's so dirty sounding!!! Anywho, how about a change of subject? Okay, ummmm...My sister has a site on here now, her otaku is awesomes, and, yea, her name is MyCrimsonRegret, go check her out! I COMMANDETH YOU!!! I AM GOD!!! Lol, sorry, the precher dude made us all imagine we were God for a day, so yea, I'm God obey me!!! Lol, FINALLY!!! I get to be the mean kid with the magnifing glass and ant hill!!! Weeeeeeeeee!!! Lol, jello is awesomes, folks! EAT MORE JELLO!!! Okay, that's enough of random rants, though, it is quite hillarious to do, and to watch, lol. Well, yea, I'ma go throw-up in my tiny bathroom with my best friend, Nurse Margey!!! Lol, she's that fat lady I told ya guys about earlier! Lol, shhhhhhhhhhh...And no, that's not a confession of annerexia!!! SHUDDUP!!! Lol, laters peoples!!!

_~Savannah~_
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Wednesday, February 15, 2006

   Random things I miss...
I miss icecream, my friends, my family, and drawing
I miss talking on the phone, seeing the world, living a life
I miss staying up late and listening to my heavy metal music
I miss crying in my mother's arms and staring up at the sky when we drive in the car
I miss watching the sunlight dance on the hardwood floors
I miss my bed, my teddy bear, my whole damn life
I miss my bestest friends and helping then out when they're down
I miss having someone to talk to when the sun goes down and having someone to talk to me

Well, I know that sounds like a downer, but, that really helped to get that all out. ^^; Thanks guys for listening! Laters!

_~Savannah~_
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Sunday, February 12, 2006

Depression Pills SUCK!
These anti-depressent pills I'm on have made me, if anything, worse. I'm no longer hyper and happy, just pissed off and annoyed. I keep on thinking I should just get outta this place already, you know, jump the 'fence'. It sucks in here, I miss my family and my friends, but, well at least I've got you guys to talk to. ^^ Not that lonely anymore. Hey, just wondering waht's up with you guys, I've been being such an ass, talking on and on about myself. So, why don't you guys tell me what's up with you? Maybe I won't look so selfish if you do comment back on what's going on. Well, hope you put SOMETHING down. Laters.

_~Savannah~_
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