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Wednesday, December 28, 2005

   Love and Pain...(Personal Post)
Despite the pain that has moved into my heart, love still lingers there for Jordan. I know if he reads this he wont want to even be friends anymore, but its true. I thought for the longest time that death was the only answer, then i found out there is love. People who can actually understand me, people like Jordan...He may not love me back anymore, but my heart still aches for him. I miss him dearly and right now, life looks pretty bleak. A knife, a gun, a damn razor blade, could end this all so easily, but then...I'd forget about Jordan, and my life after death wouldnt be as grand as i thought it to be. I know this post sounds like what i put up about Deme on my old one, but im not changing names again just to ease my pain. I dont want it eased, because inside i know that pain is nothing but cloaked love, shattered and torn. But if there is one thing ive learned, hearts can be mended...Hearts can be put back together, no matter how many pieces are missing, no matter how many pieces its fallen into...They can always be mended...Jordan, if youre reading this, dont kill yourself. If you die...I just might have to jump off that bridge with you. Pain is a beautiful thing, people, it reminds us of what we HAD. What we wish we still HAD, when in truth we know that our hearts will forbid us to ever have it again. Im sorry Jordan for any pain i may have caused you and Stephanie...If i had known, i wouldnt have dated you...Again, im sorry...Love you forever and always...

~~~Savannah~~~
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