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Friday, January 6, 2006


   Im So Sorry...
DAMMIT!!! -Cries- I dont know what is wrong with me anymore...Ive finally hurt someone and cant stand it!!! I guess im just fucking human or something...Yesterday...I almost did the Black Curse on Jordan, but couldnt bring myself to finish it...No matter how much I told myself that he deserved it, I couldnt do it...Instead I broke down and cried...I still love this guy, I thought about him all day today, i couldnt stop thinking about him...I dazed out in Band and nearly screwed up the whole ensamble...I was embarrased, but still I was thinking about Jordan...Thinking about how I could reconcile with him...I still dont have the fainest idea of how to apologize for trying to kill him...Im just a monster!!! I dont deserve to live and wallow in pain and greif and every other human emotion...Jordan, this is all I can say...I love you, I cant stop thinking about you...Most of all though, I miss us...Im sorry, friends...But I had to get this out...It was started to break me down and I dont want to cry anymore...I dont think I can...Thank you all for listening...And Jordan, Im sorry, over and over Im sorry...

_~Savannah~_

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