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Monday, January 16, 2006

   Fuck The World...
Life has lost it's fun, I'm tired of it's fucking games. What I wouldn't give to end my life, what I wouldn't do to end my pain. This world is fucked up. So mnay times I wanna just give up. Why are we made? Why are we here? Can't God just shed a tear?! Show us that he really cares?! What's this life gonna be like when time itself stops? What would happen if I killed myself? Would anyone care? Would my father be there? Would life after death be just like it is here? Why the Hell do I have to put up with this world? Every morning I wake up and just hurl! I have no meaning, no point, why can't I just die? Every breathe I take, every moment I live, it's nothing but a lie! Death would be welcomed, anything over this eternal hate. Why must I go on? Is it all planned? Is this my fate? This world is filled with lost souls, dead and alive. Sorrow builds up till we can't see through our clouded eyes. Choke us to death, maybe it'll be better. Damnit mom!Just let me write this letter! I know you are scared for me, but I'm not even scared for myself. This is the end and I can't hold back, just let my fucking neck snap! Let me fall, let me break, let me slit my wrists before I wake! I don't want this world and it doesn't want me! Some one end this, end this please...

_~Savannah~_
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