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Monday, April 3, 2006


   I Think I've Hit The Bottom Again...
I don't know what it is this time...And that's what scares me, but, right now, all I can think about is suicide. I don't know why. And, I wish I wouldn't think about it, it makes me do things, things I don't wanna do. Last couple of nights I've been staying up late with blades and slitting my wrists. I'm scared, you guys. I don't wanna go through this Hell again! I've had enough of it! But, I can't stop myself...I'm scared. Well, enough of that, how about I catch you guys up on what's been going on lately? Firstly, I'm not doing my song that I wrote for the Talent Show, they said the lyrics were 'too deep' and what not. I broke up with Wesley because he is short and a major ass perv. Demetria's a bitch (as always) 'cept this time, it was kinda my fault. I told her I loved her, and well, she flipped on me. Then, we kissed and afterwords she told me she had a boyfriend, she could've told me that BEFORE I kissed her! Ugh, what a teasing ass bitch. Oh, Sapphyre, I'm not sure if I told you guys about her or not, but she is my ex and she asked me back out, I think, I'm not sure though. And, yea, I haven't given her an answer yet. Oh, I'm singing an Evanescence song, Going Under, at the Talent Show with my gay guy friend Aaron. And, well, ummm...My school band (which includes me) is going to Festival this week, so, yea, wish us luck! And...I found my calling over the break (we just had spring break) and it's photography. I do alot of artsy photos of mainly gay couples, or stances and the like. Such as, I had Aaron sit in a cradle (well it looked like a cradle) made of dead tree limbs and put his hair in his eyes, and look down at the ground, he was awesomes! I love him, he's a great friend. Well, that's about it, my buddies...Hope to see ya laters...

_~Savannah~_

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