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Friday, April 7, 2006


   Disregard Post...
DISREGARD LAST POST!!! Yea, I found out that I was only slitting my wrists to make sure I was still alive. I felt dead inside and what not. Now then, the festival...Wasn't so good. WE SUCKED ASS!!! We got a 3 out of 5 on the concert and a 4 out of 5 on the sight reading! WE SUCKED!!! I almost cried, I'm that much into my music. But, yea, Wesley and me are still friends, but I don't think I'd ever reconsider dating him again. As for Sapphyre, I asked her back out, and, yea, she said yes, so yea, no more slitting my wirsts!!! I was sooo happy! Then, I got home and my brother beat me! You know, fist on my back, arms, legs, face, everywhere! Ugh! I hit him back then ran from the house crying. I was going to go to Aaron's, seeing how he lived so close, but, yea, I didn't make it. I broke down crying in the middle of my apartment complex and screamed. It was a very fucked up Thursday. Oh! The, today, our band director gave us this huge lecture on how we let him down and stuff! Like we weren't feeling bad enough already! I couldn't even lift my base guitar to do the performance for the incoming 6th graders today! I felt horrid!!! Oh, Jordan, and anyone else who cares, I finally developed my pictures, so, yea, they will be up soon. Ummm...That's about all my feelings right now, I think. Wait! I almost kissed Aaron today! He was, like, crying and stuff, cause he saw me and Sapphyre together, like, hip-close, and stuff. And, yea, it reminded him that he would never be able to cuddle and be close with his internet boyfriend, Sebastian. So yea, I felt horrible, and almost, ALMOST, kissed him. Yea...Shhhhhh! Don't tell Sapphyre about that! She'd be heartbroken! Okay, I think I've shared enough...Saint, when ya get the chance, PM me when you're going to be on, cause, I like, miss ya buddy! Laters...

_~Savannah~_

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