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• Starring in a play.... and Junior Cert: 2 As, 4 Bs, 3 Cs....
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• Pokemon hit Canada
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• To become a (proffesional) actor
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• ........well, for some odd reason I seem to be good at acting




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Saturday, November 5, 2005

Okay, so maybe not rock bottom, but I can certainly see it from here....
Well, today was....a debacle. I was going to drama in Athlone, and I saw the girl I like when I was crossing the bridge. She and I started talking and she was like "oh, I have to go meet someone in four minutes" and I was like "Oh my god, that would sound so wrong in Dublin" ("meeting" is a slang term in dublin for making out) and she was like "yeah, but as I'm actually doing that, it isn't wrong" I was like "wait what?" but then she headed off...so I gave it no more thought. Later on I was talking to my friend, and someone else came up and was like "didn't she (the girl I like) break up with her last boyfriend" and my friend was like "yeah" and then the other girl said "she's holding hands with that guy out there!!" and I felt my heart drop through my stomach....so much for "taking a break from guys". She has a new boyfriend....and whats worse, she still thinks I think of her as just a friend, because we were all talking and Kestra mentioned that I'm always depressed. And the girl I like told me that I shouldnt let what people say get to me. And Kestra corrected her, that its my lousy opinion of myself that has me depressed. And the girl I like told me that if I feel that way again to call her and we can just talk... great... the thing I'm most depressed about I can't talk to her about... I feel like I'm living in a teen drama....the irish answer to the O.C. I really must be having an allergic reaction to the universe....Seth is so wise...
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