Thursday, February 17, 2005

   So....
Not much going on right now. Lalalala. Watching the Scarlet Letter in English and playing on the computer because my teacher doesn't care. Props to her!!!! Gives me some space to get some stuff done. Haven't posted in a while I know, but I've been busy and blah. BLAH.
Actually, I've been thinking about Christianity a lot, and wondering about it. I mean, I go to church sometimes, but REALLY becoming Christian seems a big thing(only because it is). Any thoughts?
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Sunday, December 26, 2004

   Songfic
I'm taking my time
I'm trying to leave the memories of you behind

I flirt with another guy at school, but my gaze keeps darting towards where he's standing

I'm gonna be fine
As soon as I get your picture right out of my mind

I shake my head to clear his image from it; it doesn't work. I smile sadly at a picture in my room. I daydream, and can only see his face.

I wanna feel the way you make me feel when I'm with you

I laugh without being able to stop. His words weren't even that funny, so why am I laughing so hard?

I wanna be the only hand you need to hold on to

He grabs my hand and pulls me up from where I'm laughing on the ground.

But every time I call you don't have time

"Sorry, I'm babysitting." "Sorry, I'm going out." "Sorry, got Boy Scouts." He shrugs and lets the screen door slam.

I guess I'll never get to call you mine

I walk away.

You're nothing at all

I wonder why in the world I would like someone so arrogant, someone who doesn't even like me, someone who's not even that smart, the only one who can make me feel so bad about myself.

I know there's a million reasons why I shouldn't call

I know he'd rather be anywhere but here, but I want him here desperately.

With nothing to say

His meaningless IMs pop up. My mind races, searching, but neither of us can think of anything to say.

Could easily make this conversation last all day

We stand down at the bus stop silently, because none of the words running through my head make sense; they all sound stupid.

I wanna feel the way you make me feel when I'm with you

Why do I let him make me feel bad? Is he even trying to? Why do stupid things come out of my mouth around only him?

I wanna be the only hand you need to hold on to

Another girl grabs his hand. He starts, but lets her, and I turn away with that image stuck in my stomach.

But every time I call you don't have time

He doesn't show up again. I know that if he really wanted to, he'd find a way. But what's the use of thinking? Illusions hurt a lot less.

I guess I'll never get to call you mine

I reach out to touch him, but he jumps back. The laughter that comes from my mouth doesn't sound humorous to me, but if I'm that good an actress, more credit to me.

Another lesson
I didn't get to learn

How do I stop him from hurting me? No one else can. How can I stop the words that flow? I wish I didn't say them.

You're my obsession
I've got nowhere to turn

At least I have other things to think about, but none of them hurt as sharply, or give as much pleasure.

I wanna feel the way you make me feel when I'm with you
I wanna be the only hand you need to hold on to
I wanna feel the way you make me feel when I'm with you
I wanna be the hand you need to hold on to
But I guess I'll never get to call you mine




Oh my...Oh my god, what have I done.I put this up, that's what I did.
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Friday, December 17, 2004

Roleplay!
Okay, people.If you would like to do the roleplay, first we gotta take a vote.I need you all to comment on this post and tell me if you would rather roleplay as a fave anime character, or make your own.Kay?

Also, I'm more of a katana person, myself.But sais do sound fun.

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