Monday, August 29, 2005

[Life's Updates (good bad ugly)]

[Playlist and Snippet] - "" - - - This is a song about a whale. . . NO! [We're All Gonna Die. . .] Ok, maybe not you "Nawthuners" but us folk here in southern Louisiana have a hurricane coming down on us (or should I say up on us?) This one's called Katrina. . .sounds Russian (or Itailian). . .I'm waiting for hurricane Jerome or hurricane Leeroy you know what I mean? ". . .and Hurricane Leeroy be comin all up in dat a$$ in a couple of days. . ."

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Wednesday, August 24, 2005

   --[Life's Updates]--

[Playlist and Snippet] With the stillness of the night there comes a time to understand to reach out and touch tomorrow take the future in our hand We can see a new horizon built on all that we have done and our dreams begin another thousand circles 'round the sun We go on to the joy and through the tears We go on to discover new frontiers Moving on with the current of the years We go on moving forward, now as one Moving on with a spirit born to run Ever on with each rising sun To a new day We go on - "We Go On" - Gavin Greenaway, vocals by Kellie Coffey - Reflections Of The Earth - Such beautiful memories. . . I know I know, its been forever since I posted something (I hear that the dinosaurs went extinct. .Sita wants to sacrifice herself in the place of the dinosaurs too .. .what a great person,) so I have here in my hand an update on my otherwise boring life (its a very small card, trust me:) [Work] Work's pretty good, I'm making pretty good money too, and average hours, which is fan-f*cking-tastic being as how we've all been raped of our usual schedule since business is slow. I'm starting to work parties all alone, thus reaming all of the tips in all by myself. In two nights of parties, I've made over $200.00. Well I officially know that I'm being trained to take over parties and eventually replace the Maitre D' Fred when he retires. BUT its not just me undergoing the training, SALLIE is also learning how to set up/work parties as well, because she's just as reliable as I am when we're needed. So things are finally paying off. . . Rae (my old supervisor if you didn't know) called me just out of the blue, which I found sweet. . .then odd (because she was feeling lonely) and THEN Sallie gave me some important information as to why she doesn't bother with Rae. I couldn't believe what I heard but Sallie wouldn't lie to me about something like that, and Rae has proven herself to be a liar with the "smoking incident," so I don't think that I can keep the same relationship I have with Rae anymore. . .I just wonder what she says about me behind my back. . . [School] School's just not happening for me. Because of my lack of understanding the "financial aid fiscal system," my aid would have never come in time when school started. . .hey, theres always next year; I'll just continue to work as hard as possible until then. [Social/Personal] Socially, I've been making a little progress, but not too much. I hang out w/ Scott like I always do, and now I also hang out w/ Hunter, Brandon, and Derek, playing Counterstrike and the like. We're such a buncha dorks, yknow lol. I found out that Naomi has a crush on me, but she wants "friends w/ benefits" and I don't play that game. I don't see myself liking/having a crush on anyone other than Thuy, and not too much hope for that either. [Well Being] Not so good at all.

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Sunday, August 14, 2005

:\\Weird Dreams again::\\

I had this dream (just just now while I was napping) that I was walking back from CBS w/ this girl (which included going through an obstacle course WITH her) that I was going to finally (yes, finally) have sex with. When we started, Brandon P (Teefus) was at home loafing around, eating our food, doing that Teefus usually does here, and he walked into the room and saw us. He beamed w/ pride(because, like Darren, he too had been waiting a long time for me to have sex with someone lol) and mouthed out to me (so she wouldnt know too that he was in the room) "she got you draggin'," and I woke up. I can't seem to understand what the dream means nor do I understand what the thing he said means. . . .

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Sunday, August 7, 2005

   ::[Back Again]::

[Playlist and Snippet] In a dream, I can dream You are not far away Anytime, any place I can see your face You are the special one That I've been waiting for And I hope you're looking for Someone like me In my dreams I can see you holding me In the night Everything's so clear In your arms I feel There's so much inside In the nights Dream delight I want to see you standing there In the nights Dream delight I found someone who really cares In the nights Dream delight I want to see you smile again In the nights Dream delight You are the one I've been waiting for - "Dreams Dreams" - Artist Unknown (Sega Enterprises) - NiGHTS Into Dreams OST - If you havent played this on a Sega Saturn . .I feel sorry for you. I'm back. Been alot of crap goings ons lately, but like every other time, things are leveling out once again. The computer crashed when I tried to put a more powerful processor into the motherboard. I had a gigabyte board w/ an AMD 1200 processor and we all thought that I could put a 2200 into there and everything would be alright. . . well the processor AND motherboard (we think the mobo too) burnt, and I went FOREVER (or it felt like it) w/o the computer. Right now I have an MSI board and im STILL pissed because I can't play any directx games w/o the computer losing its mind, causing me to restart. So I'll have to get ANOTHER board, and I'm considering buying my friend Hunter's dual processor board for an outrageous $300.00. It DOES come w/ the 2 AMD MP processors and 1 GB of RAM, but the price is out of this world since I could get cheaper and better on ebay (He's got dual 1.5Ghz processors and I found TODAY 2 2.0Ghz processors w/ 2 gigs of ram for half the price. . .but my accounts out of money.. ) but I'm sure it won't be around when I get paid next monday. I can't wait to tell people, though, "Yeah I'm pushing dual 1.5Ghz w/ 2 gigs of RAM," hell I could make up stuff here in Louisiana since not too many people are tech savvy.

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Monday, July 25, 2005

::[Changes. . .So Far]::

[Playlist and Snippet] - "" - - - Well, Chris is still doing her job as manager AND as a supervisor. If I were her, I'd be getting two salaries, but I don't think she cares. . .as long as she gets both jobs done. Everyone also has 3 days off instead of two. I get Sunday, work Monday, and get Tuesday AND Wednesday off. Today's my Sunday off, and I've declared it an official dork day; I've spent the entire day playing/modding Unreal Tournament 2004, downloading gigs and gigs of mods to make the gameplay more interesting. Some friends DID call and ask me to go eat out w/ them, but they just don't understand that its not good to call me the week that we DONT get paid. I really wish they'd understand that LOL, because I don't LIVE IN LAFAYETTE, where they all live, where its conveinent for them to eat out, but not for me lol.

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Saturday, July 23, 2005

Hoolee Crap

[Playlist and Snippet] - "" - - - Rae walked out of work. Short case of chaos now settled. Chris (the manager) is doing everything until further notice. This is NOT good. . .

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Thursday, July 21, 2005

::[Halfway Point, well, Quarter Point]::

[Playlist and Snippet] - "" - - - I'm at what I thought was the halfway point, but turns out is merely the quarter point, being as we have another week of parties AND the futurity races, races w/ MASSIVE purses that determine what horses go on and race in the more expensive races.

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Monday, July 18, 2005

::[Weird Dream. . .Some Boys]::

[Playlist and Snippet] - "" - - - [Lauren, Dead People, and Air Conditioners] I had the weirdest dream. I'm may write it in parts because I want to write as much as I can before I forget it. Once again, I was running from some sort of virus that makes people undead, and it all started w/ my cat LOL! We went all around town looking for people. I also remember a sub(mini?) dream about the store, Backstop (now D and C.) We had some black owners who had recently made over the back area of the store (if youre familiar w/ D and C, its the place where the betting machines are.) Well the fools took their air conditioner, which was mounted in the wall, and moved it to the CEILING, and THEN the darn thing BROKE. Of course I decided to be the good guy and help fix it. I also remember from this sub dream that I saw LAUREN (of all people) BUT there was a weird twist because she looked like CHRISTINA, which is based on the unclear picture of her face on her myspace Christinas Myspace, but it was a given by her appearance and personality that it was her. There was another girl I know, but I really can't remember who. I DO know it involved a black Mustang, and Lauren was in the passenger seat. . . I already know that the only reason why Lauren was in that dream is because she caught me off guard and actually decided to send me a message after for-freakin-ever. I guess the nerve was still lingering in my mind. [Most Boys] "Most boys think its cute when you say the wrong thing." - Sita Rose Sita had the NERVE to call me 'nasty' and 'a b*stard' because I said, "Guys like Winn think that women are f*cking stupid when they say the wrong thing, and are not worth his time." LOL, I still don't know how to react to that. She shouldn't be the one who's upset, and anyway, she's still following that crazy "most boys" crap LOL. Maybe things are different in Canada, but here in America its useless to follow such things, I mean, "most boys want to get in your pants," and "most boys consider relationships a game," or my newest topic of debate, "most boys see girls as p***y, and nothing more," so who cares if I don't agree with most boys who think that its cute when girls say the wrong thing? You'd think that I'd get a little respect for it, but apparently, I "don't understand what your messing with" (Sita again.) Sooooooooooooooooo p***y is p***y I've learned yesterday, when the "oh so suave (or so he thinks)" Chris told this to our new (and oh so hot) bartender, whom he's been bragging wants him (he's 19, she's 26,) like he does for EVERY OTHER girl we work with LOL. Keep in mind he's w/ Joni, my ex (in her MUCH purer days) and Broderick's "baby momma," and EVERYONE knows it. Somehow we got on the topic of how were all connected, him, Broderick, and myself, and he was like, "well it ain't the first time I been w/ ma boys girl (he must be talking about Broderick,) and she was like, "how can you get with, much less do anything with your friends girl?" He says, "hey, p***y is p***y." She just looks at me, but I've been grinning ever since he STARTED digging the hole, and I laugh and say, "HEY, I have nothing to do with this guy, baby." I really wish I could understand that frame of mind that the majority of guys have. . . .no wait, no I don't LOL! To Sita: I'm really sorry that I want a girl who demonstrates intelligence, and not someone who always says the wrong things like every other guy.

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Sunday, July 17, 2005

::[Long Week Behind Me. . Longer Week Ahead Of Me]::

[Playlist and Snippet] - "" - - - - Analysis on co-workers: PENDING!!! [A Week's Worth Of Coffee Drinking] It's been a long week. . .working more than just my floor has drained me a little since I'm getting back into the loop of things, so I haven't had the energy to even sit down and type a little here. Unfortunately, I have an even longer week ahead of me. I won't get another day off until the next Sunday rolls around. On the PLUS side, business is rolling when it comes to private parties, w/ more parties the next week than you can swing a chafing dish at (I do when I'm agitated!) It takes manpower, though, and there's that cost of being "the best," so I have to work MOST of them, and hope that the various values of the parties put a big ol mountain of cash on my paycheck when I get my gratuity.

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Wednesday, July 13, 2005

   [\\:PENDING!!!:\|]

[Playlist and Snippet] - "" - - - Internet's back online, and now Windows™ XP is reinstalled (stupid System Bus Management DLL. . .,) so I will post again (even though no one reads or comments anymore) on some subjects: - Stress at home, affecting work, making sick: Well, my stress has stacked itself to the point that its making me sick. She recently started spazzing out about the cable going off (they were doing maintenance, EVERYONES CABLE went off,) blaming me and the fact that I paid in cash instead of a money order for this month. I didn't talk to her for two days after the cable came back on later on that day. I missed my friend Danielle's birthday party because I had to get out of the house. . . . - Scanner back online, started scanning pictures of Heather again, talked to her online, coming down friday w/ a friend: Well, now that I've reinstalled WinXP, and I can't possibily make any sense of it, but the scanners back online, and I've resumed scanning pictures of Heather for archiving. . . I spoke to her online for a good while, and she told me that she's coming to Louisiana (whoop-de-doo?) Friday with a friend for the day. . . .I don't see it as a wise decision to see her, because she's no longer a top priority over anything in my life anymore. Maybe if I have the time to spare, it would be a nice thing to do if I saw her. . . - Christina, thoughts and worries: Well, shes not getting any better. She's gone back to the hospital. . . I hope they find whats wrong w/ her quickly and fix the problem. Christina's really a sweet person, and it makes you wonder. . of all of the ppl in this world, why someone like her??? - Talked to Dad, missed the opportunity for the "perfect?" girl. . . I gave Dad a call getting out of work yesterday. - Got to see Thuy after long day: Did I get lucky or what? After my long day going to Houma, I went to the store to gas up my truck, only to be greeted by Thuy! I'm happy that after such a long day, I got a chance to talk to her.

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