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Sunday, June 19, 2005


[\\:Pessimistic and Appreciation:\\]
[Playlist and Snippet]
Perfection
Of your own
You Alone
O so incredible

Each atom
Sing to me
"Set me free
From chains of the physical"

O free me, O free me

The mirror melts
I'm somewhere else
Inside eternity

Where you on
Outstretched wings
Sing within
The Garden of Everything

Where memories
Call to me
Backward dreams?
Or phantom reality?

Call to me, they call to me

And so here we are
Lovers of Lost Dimensions
Burning supernovas of all sound and sight
Every touch, a temptation
And for every sense, a sensation
- "The Garden of Everything" - Maaya Sakamoto - Rahxephon Movie OST - BEAUTIFUL song. . .



[Pessimism and Appreciation]

I'm naturally a very pessimistic person. Combine that w/ the fact that I'm paranoid, untrusting, bitter, and I make up one really f*cked up Capricorn. Darren recently had a conversation w/ his ex, and he mentioned, "it's just win is a brother 2 me but in the same way he will judge ppl by what they do." It's one of my more cold blooded qualities that I don't let people notice, but my brother (best friend) knows me way too well. I know its wrong, but its just how I handle things, and determines how I handle people, based on heirarchy. There's actually a nice slice of the "Winn pie" that no one really sees, that I try not to show. But when it strikes, its bad. Maybe tonight or tomorrow, I'll post some of my more horrible qualities. . .


[Con and Helplessness, Christina and Appreciativeness]

Con's been going through so family problems, and its been troubling me. Oh how it hurts my heart to know that she's depressed and/or crying. I really wish I knew how/could make her happy. I do what I can from way over here, y'know, and I'm sure it helps a little, but it doesn't have the same effect as if I were standing right next to her. She says that I seem so genuine. . . .wow that's got to be THE sweetest thing I've heard in a looong time, and it makes me really happy that she appreciates my concern for her.

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