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Friday, November 25, 2005


   I Remember What Love Feels Like
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[After so long.. .. ..]

Lauren and I got in a slight argument tonight. I went with them (as in her and her cousins) to play tennis, but well.. .. .. I don't play tennis so I used the time I had to talk on the phone with friends and family. I also sat in the truck pissed because we argued about me standing alone instead of joining everyone else. On the trip back, I tried to explain to her why I don't like hanging out with her friends/cousins, which is because they're all really religious and like to talk about God, and the bible, and I don't. It makes me feel uncomfortable, and like and like an outsider because not only am I the only non-religious person in the group, but I'm also the only person who isn't Pentecostal, and I still have the mentality that I get from being around Scott and his friends (as you well know, they're the bad breed of Pentecostal.) So we didn't speak pretty much all of the night, and then suddenly she asked me what I was doing (which was listening to music for its sentimental magic,) and why I was in there (for its sentimental magic,) while I was putting something away and going to the bathroom. Well, when I got out, she was in the kitchen (where I pass through to get to the den thats connected to this-here computer room,) and she pulled me to her while I was passing by and gave me a hug.. .. ..a real, from the heart genuine hug. That minute, after so many sluts and so many heartbreaks and thinking that I'd never know how to feel what love was again, I felt it towards her, in addition to feeling really sorry for arguing. It's the only thing I have to show for my day.. .. ..its the only thing I have to talk about my day, but its also the height of my day, maybe even the best thing to happen since I've been in Florida.. .. ..

P.S.: As you well noticed, I'm trying to leave the habit of putting single space single dots for pauses, and using better looking single spaced double dots. Doesn't it look cooler than single dots????

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