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Vitals

Birthday
• 1985-01-17
Gender
• Male
Location
• Opelousas, LA
Member Since
• 2005-03-25
Occupation
• Wait Staff/Soon-to-be student
Real Name
• Winthrop (first name lol) Paul Julian Chavis

Personal

Achievements
• None, haven't found my purpose in life.
Anime Fan Since
• I first laid eyes on Dragonball Z (now long forgotten) about 6 years ago.
Favorite Anime
• MS-Gundam Wing, Ghost In The Shell, Bleach, Cowboy Bebop, The Big O, Love Hina, Ranma 1/2
Goals
• To find that person who will give me purpose in life. . .
Hobbies
• Anime, Manga, Shopping, gaming, bustin slugs, poppin caps, offin "po-po's," being straight-up-gangsta no limit fo life! UHHHHHHHHHH!
Talents
• Arguing with people, DOS Literacy (godd*am pro), Windows literacy (intermediate level), Linux literacy (novice level), Mac literacy (n00b level), BASIC programming literacy (intermediate level), Instruments(Clarinet, Soprano Saxophone)

myOtaku.com: Spaceboy2501

Saturday, November 26, 2005

Wow, weird dream again. . .

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[Wow.. .. ..WEIRD]
Well, I had yet another interesting dream this morning (it wasnt last night because I was lying awake for most of the morning.) Ok, it was like living a movie. Now, this movie is starring Lil Bow Wow (yeap, its funny lol,) and at certain times I'm him, and at others I'm someone who is next to him. The movie/dream starts out showing this older man and his grand child playing in front of his house. I'm (this time BEING Bow Wow) walking down the street with someone. I see this man and I'm filled with rage and grab my gun and shoot at him, and at the time I don't understand why. So then, after he's all good and shot, it goes back in time to when we were all younger and I learn more about him. It seems that he was this bad crime (boss? I'm still not really sure) but he killed so many people including mine/Bow Wow's own family. It goes through almost everything aspect of his/my life, right down to when I shot him the first time in right outside of a supermarket. We were planning to get him back when he went inside so we acted like we were shopping and crap. When he got out, he wasn't surrounded by too many of his people so someone (I wasn't Bow Wow then so I think it was him) shot him in the legs to disable him and took out one of his buddies, who was taking out his gun. I run up to him, and at the same time the authorities arrive, and they want to take him in because they have enough evidence to lock him away for a time (obviously not forever.. .. ..) and I point my gun to his temple and decide that I'll let them handle it (not to mention that someone riddled him with bullets already, and banged his face up while he was on the ground. I wasn't JUST with Lil Bow Wow, but I never really got good looks at any of the other guys.) After that part, I see him about to get out of wherever he was (prison, rehab, idk?) and with his face still beaten and disfigured, someone's suggesting to him that he gets reconstructive surgery.. .. ..and suddenly I'm back to the beginning of the dream, and it hits me hard that this man playing with his grand child on that beautiful afternoon is the same horrible man that got locked away (though he DID have the reconstructive surgery, he still has features that help me realize who he is,) that I didn't kill even though I really wanted to. For some reason, when coming to that realization, I cried. I don't know if its because of the horrible things he's done, or the fact that he's changed and has a new life that I cant take away from him, but I cry, and unlike the beginning of my dream, I decide not to shoot him. Upon making that decision, everything fades white until I'm surrounded by white light.. .. ..and I wake up.

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