Thursday, September 17, 2009

Hello frustrations! Bring on the decisions!
So I'm sitting in the choir room now...... LOL this is so weird updating during school hahaha! I'm so lame ^_^

So, a minute ago I got to see a friend of mine whom I haven't really seen that much of lately, so I guess it's nice to spend a minute to talk lol. The thing is, I'm in an emotional flurry about him. I don't know what goes through my mind when we're together. I know I don't like him in that since. While he is mildly attractive, and while there could be something between us I would feel a little guilty if there was because my Bester? Yeah, he hates the guy. Why? I really don't know, but it's all good. I guess I feel a little guilty about Sorta being into him.... especially when it started while me and Sekou were getting close..... I hate dealing with this kind of thing. UGH. So annoying. I always feel bad when that happens. Getting close to someone while you're talking to someone else. So frustrating. But that was last year, so out with the old and it's time to look ahead to a dating-free end to my high school career! ^_^

I'm trying to debate between homecomming and Seussical. I've been ushering at every show. This is the only football homecomming of the year. What to do?

~Marissa
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Wednesday, September 16, 2009

Life.
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Monday, September 14, 2009

Backmasked Songs, Easin' on Up, and the Boulevard of Broken Dreams
I started looking on the internet for some backmasked songs 'cause my friend told me that's what they were doing in psycology. All I have to say is this: The Beatles were high all the time.... Their music was great, but backwards? Just a little strange.... I'm encouraging all of you to look up backmasked songs on youtube, k? 0_o

I actually had ALOT of fun in Sequins today.... that's really weird, because normally I"m complaining about the high levels of estrogen, but today, I guess that's all I needed was a little girl time! -_^ Right now, they're actually a hell of alot better than Blast, so I'm having fun with them! ^_^
In Blast, the last person you'd expect to be power trippin' is the only one doing so! WTF?!?!?! Apparently, he's mad because his title wasn't "formally" introduced at the first rehearsal. NEWSFLASH: Everyone already knew that! Now he's being THE biggest ass in the history of asses. What's even sadder is that we just reached and established a "quid pro quo" relationship. Right now I'm scratching his back, and all I'm getting is HELL. Just saying. Somethin' ain't right here.

So I guess alot of that doesn't even matter, because our dick of a principal has decided to enforce new policy regarding trips and tours: you can't leave the state. WHAT THE HELL?!?!?!?!?! I bet if any of our sports teams ever got good enough to compete in nationals, they'd be able to go! THIS IS OUR NATIONALS!!!!!! How the hell can he do this? This is so unfair...... We've been working our asses off since my freshman year, and now it feels as if all our efforts have been in vain. This means no Show Choir competitions, so Blast is pretty much useless; and most importantly, NO SPRING TOUR!!!! NO HERITAGE FEST!!!! We actually WON last competition, and now we can't even go to defend our title? What as ASSHOLE!!!!! I understand as a new principal, that you're under alot of scrutiny, but how the hell do you expect to gain any respect form us if the first thing you do is take a nice long shit on the arts department? "Let's all exault our terrible athletes, but put our winning arts programs out of business!" Bassically, what he's doing to us is just as metephorically powerfulas doing away with all sporting events. They still practice, but for what? The school doesn't give us but two-hundred, maybe one-hundred-fifty dollars a year. That's enough for almost one song for our choir. It's not like we're costing the school money! We pay for EVERYTHING. The busses, the fees, our costumes, our music, our hotel, EVERYTHING! This is like an honest athlete in the olympics being stripped of their title. Might as well be what's happening to us! This is SO unfair! We've worked so hard to get where we are, always having to start over every year. I don't think we've ever been in such a great spot, and now you're basically ripping the earth right from under us and sending us into the firey core of earth. You just want us out of the way so your precious atheletes may rain supreme once more, but guess what? THEY SUCK! What's the band going to do for all their competitions? MOST OF THEM ARE OUT OF STATE! They have their own trophy case bacause the one in the lobby that accomodates every trophy any athelic group has ever won is too small. They have so many trophies! They've won so much! And you're going to take that away from us? You bastard.

^_^ I feel a LITTLE better now....
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Friday, September 11, 2009

I feel as if I'm drowning in a sea of uncertainty..... that is the most unpleasant feeling of all.... I feel like if I blink then everything is going pass me by.... There's just so much going on at once.

I need a vacation.
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Sunday, September 6, 2009

Unorganization, Unessessary Preparation, and Boredom
The woman who was supposed to call me never did, so I guess I don't have any appearances to make tonight...... That really annoys me when she waits till the last minute....

That also means that my scrambling for a dress, shaving my legs for said dress, and sleeping in hair rollers was all for not. That's okay. On the flip side, in all my late night prep, I got to see the Bleach movie! ^_^

I am so bored. I want Philliam and Quilcy to come over and chill with me..... I guess I should call and tell the to haul it over asap lolz

^_^
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Friday, September 4, 2009

Conspiracy, Soul Searching, The State of the Union
Deception! Disgrace! So the cast list for choir is the biggest hock of bull that has ever made its pleasure to grace itself across my eyes! >:( Exactly. The list pretty much pwnd EVERYONE.... just sayin. First of all, Quilcy should have been the Scarecrow and Dorothy SHOULD NOT be who she is! UGH. I'm not hatin' or anything, but EVERYONE in the room held there breath for 2 of the six girls that got called back. Noth the one who got the part. I imagine it's all apart of some plan the we won't ever understand, but it's all good........ whatever happens will probably all turn out to be for the better.... I hope.........................
On the flip side, I got cast as Evilene. That's right. I, once again, retain my title as the ever sensible comical relief for the evening. ^_^ .......no @_@

I did some soul searching the other day... that was nice. I had two and a half hours to kill after auditions yesterday, so I thought about the depth of my friendship with my bester. I turned up some very interesting emotions..... that was very much appreciated......

WE ARE GOING TO KICK SO MUCH ASS THIS YEAR!!!!!!!! I can feel it. I just know we got a good group! ^_^

I'm Marissa, that was my first post in a month! ^_^ see ya!

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Tuesday, July 28, 2009

The Next Five Days, My Bester, and PILATES!!!!! ^)^
So, I'm still in North Carolina, and I'm very anxious to get back home...... I'm missing two fundraisers and I think we pushed back the date that we're leaving. sigh. I don't know what to do! The year hasn't even started yet, and I'm FAILING as president....... Now that takes real talent. lol

Last night was the first time in nnine days that I spoke to Phillip...... It's not until you talk to your Bester after so long that you realize that you're just a tad home-sick because you miss him. I'm not really home-sick, I just miss him like CRAZY! lolz I'm just glad that he's managing to handle his section duties and his choir duties (even though they haven't quite started yet) without getting burned out. I hope he stays this calm, because if he gets all burned out, then I'll get burned out because my source of productive energy will be empty! UGH..........l there's just too mkuch to think about.

I'm going to do pilates tonight!!!!! ^)^ that's SO exciting! I did some last night and I didn't realize how out of shape I was! hahahaha I'm trying to be dance captain?" I think I just FAILED! hahahahahaha!!!!

Well..... ^)^
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Thursday, July 23, 2009

I don't really understand why I seem to be the only one that any of my sibblings can get along with. I HATE how everyone always walks around with these terribly pissy attitudes! >:( It get's pretty sad when you can't even go to sleep without there being murder attempts. We're not even at our own house! Can't they just PRETEND to love each other???!?!?!??!?!my hair don!

We're supposed to go to the salon tomorrow.... I'm kind of excited. I need to get my hair done.... lolz

I really need to finish my story..... All I need is the drive to type it up, and I'll be good! The sad thing about that is that I can't stand to sit and type it all, when I just want to be IN the story. I want to run freely beside the Phantom and Melos and Luminous and Caos! I want to, if only for a moment, live in that wonderful realm of my own imagination. That way I don't have to daydream about it! lolz ^_^

I don't really know what to expect for this next half of my trip...... I guess I'll just lay back and watch the cards of fate play themselves out.

Till next time...
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Monday, July 13, 2009

Crapola, The Future, and Fried Eggs.
I've been dealing with MOUNDS of crap this summer! LOLZ! I'm going to North Carolina on saturday to visit my aunt and help her pack so se can move to live with us while my dad takes a job in Arkansas. (mouthful, much?)

I got president for this upcoming school year, so I guess it's a good thing that I learned how to balance my choir activities, that way I can be even MORE busy this year! (yay!) Now I'm hoping that I'll get the coveted title of show choir dance captain! (as if I need anything else to keep me busy! lolz.

I've spent damn near my entire summer with Phillip and Tyler..... need I say more? lolz I really don't see them that much anymore, though.... Phillip is busy with band camp, and Tyler is busy being busy and occipying Phillip's time whenever he's free..... I've been here. Babysitting. Alone. Without a sweater. *sighs* It's whatever, though.

I'm Marissa, this place is dead, and I guess I'll see ya when I see ya! ^^'
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Saturday, April 25, 2009

*sigh*, *SIGH*, and *sIgH*
Drama.
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