Sunday, April 12, 2009

   Growing, The Future, and DRAMA!!!!!!
I think I've out-grown the name "spade alchemist"...... Just feels a little weird now..... eh. It's whatever.

I have a lot of planning to do for next year. I'm about halfway through. The reason being I can only plan for what Fonza lets me know about.... Everything for next year is a surprise.... dang... that's really incovenient.

There is no drama. My life has been drama free this semester. I'm not as pesimistic as I used to be. The world seems brighter when you refuse to let yourself get caught up in the struggles of life. ^_^ Okay, yes. There is a boy. This one is not a sneaky-lying-toy-with-your-emotions-because-it-makes-me-feel-good-kina-of-bastard of a guy. He's a real genuine gentleman and I'm not gonna let myself get taken away in all of my frenzied teenage hormones. lol!

I'm Spa--...... Marissa(?), that was refreshing, and this is goodbye!!!! ^_^
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Monday, February 2, 2009

   This week, Looking Back and Ahead, Back to Regulation! (Almost!)
There hasn't been much going on this past week.... there was no school all week. We had to cancel a performance. That is just a LITTLE irritating..... jk it's QUITE irritating. At least Blast rehersal went well lol.

Today on Facebook I participated in this random 100 question survey.... 'twas quite interesting..... lol it really makes you think. oh, the memories....

I'm really looking forward to school tomorrow, considering the fact that we'll probably have to go straight to second block! lol I LOVE it! ^_^ That means I don't have to take my Honors Wold Civ test! yay!!!! I guess being in third block shelby singers is finally paying off! lol

I'm Spade, that was an uneventful series of words.... anyways, bye! ^_^
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Tuesday, January 27, 2009

Drama, Blast, and All That Falls..... Relatively Unrelated?
There has been an amazing amount of drama going on lately. It's kinda depressing, actually..... I don't even want to get into it now. I just know that when we go back to school (IF we EVER go back...) something is going to happen..... I don't know what.... (I'm not involved this time! sorta... ^_^)

I LOVE MY PARTNER!!!!! I honestly think I got a pretty decent end of that bargain..... lol.... okay. So, the story goes like this:
*the position for dance captain is up in the air
*good friend wants it. talks to me ALL THE TIME about how badly she wants it
*people think she's arrogant and don't listen
*99.7% of the group thinks i should lead next year
*that would count as me going against her (which is bad, for she doesn't enjoy competition
*if i get lucky fonza will give it to a senior (Shayla, the only one capable)
See what I've been dealing with? lol jk... Also the rankings for next year have been laid out quite nicely... curious indeed.

We've been out of school ALL WEEK due to snow. Normally I wouldn't mind, but we were scheduled to have blast EVERYDAY THIS WEEK THAT WE'VE MISSED SO FAR AND TOMORROW!!!! (which we will also miss.) Me and Derrek are scheduling a rehersal....

I'm Spade, I still have no life, and this is blah!!!

P.s.
I would've started talking about my guy drama, but there aren't enough characters to do so....(sad, i know.... lol)
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Tuesday, January 6, 2009

School, Rehersals, Not-Awsomeness
Five of the Original Seven are in my first block (counting me.) The Original Seven consist of a small clique of sophmores who are dedicated life and limb to Blast Show Choir. This Group consists of:
Me (Marissa)
Phillip
Quinten
Kaelan
Anne
Katie
Sweasy

Rachel is in my second block, and Ivana is in my fourth. A very unexpected plus to whos all in my fourth block is that i'm in there with Bryton and Kelsey! ^_^ how awsome is that?!?!?

I'm missin two very important rehersals today... Treble singers and the first rehersal for Dorthy meets Alice......

I think I may need a Tonsilectomy....... this is geting ridiculous, because i can't even go to rehersal!!!!! GRRRRRRRRRRRRR

I'm Spade, that's life, and this is buh-bye...
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Monday, December 22, 2008

   Wishes, Kisses, and Phillip
I wish that it could feel like christmas..... it really bothers me that it doesn't....

I give kisses to all those who are deep in the holiday spirit.

Phillip says post this message ^_^

Christmas is almost here.

yeah right ?

well,
im here to remind everyone what Christmas is truely about.

it's not about how many presents you get.
or
the amount of money put into it.

Christmas is about much more than that.
Christmas is about celebrating the birth of Jesus Christ.
and being with
the people you love, and care about.

too many ... Read Morepeople have forgotten the true meaning of Christmas.
its ridiculous.
you shouldnt care about the gifts at all.
they shouldnt matter.
though they are pretty freaking fun to get!

its called CHRISTmas for a reason.

and please,
let's not forget

we are very fortunate,
and there are several kids who will wake up
with nothing on
Christmas morning.

Just here to throw that at your conscience!
MERRY CHRISTMAS!

I'm Spade, Happy Holidays! And tthis is goodbye for now!
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Sunday, December 21, 2008

   Rubies, Life, The Best Straight Guy Friend A Girl Could Ask For
Ruby is such a BITCH..........

Life is interesting right now... it slowed down, but whatever.... it's nice...

Phillip is the best straight guy friend a girl could ask for. He's the only thing that is keeping me smiling right now. ^_^

I'm Spade, EFF MOTHER NATURE, buh-bye! ^_^
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Sunday, December 14, 2008

   My Love Life, Something to Think About, and FINALS!!!!
Me and Sebas are really going somewhere with our relationship. It's really..... XD ..... since i don't know where to start with this one, i'm just gonna continue to squeal and move on.

Grandma Nancy is comming to town....... yay or ney.....

OMG!!! THEIR TOMORROW!!!

I'm Spade, he's amazing, and this is goodbye!
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Thursday, December 4, 2008

   Adopting Children, My New Official Position, and My Amazing Current and Former Partners (as well as my kick assassistant!)
Tomorrow is adot-a-child, and I'm SO excited! I can't wait! My kid's name is William! ^_^

I've been appointed Captain of the Male Ensemble (officially). What this means is that whenever there is a male ensemble rehersal, I'm expected to be there to help to keep the boy's in line! *shakes finger in Bryton's face*

Today was Derrek's birthday. i didn't get him a present, so I'm making him a picture with his name in Katakana. He's so cool! He gave me candy today... yay! Phillip bit me. Hard. The weird thing is that I kinda enjoyed it.... -_- tell me that's not weird. Sheehy is my assistant for this upcomming concert. I'm so excited! Because of the awkward layout of songs and performances, I'm supposed to lead the guys in from stage left and stand on the top stair behind Sheehy, who, at the end of part one, takes ny robe so I can immediately go to sing with the concert choir. Shipley does the same thing, but from stage right, and Chase is her assistant.

I'm Spade, I promise I'm being good! Buh-bye!

Ps
I'm getting my schedule reshaped to look as follows:

1st: Lawson
2nd: Ford
3rd: Fonza
4th: Oether

it's way more convenient that way...

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Wednesday, December 3, 2008

   My Knee, Let's Poke Fun, and Authority
My knee still hurts... I think I'll go to the hospital tomorrow.... When we got our spots for the christmas show, fonza had me in the back, and I didn't like that too much. I wa in the VERY back. But then she moved my row to the pit, so I was especially happy! The only down side is that we have to run down the aisles to get where we're supposed to be. Knee + Running = no bueno! -.-

Derrek thought it would be fun to pick on me about the comment I made about his.... "male part", so whenever we do that part in the main song where he's supposed to pull me closer we immediatly look at each other and he LAUGHS at me! I can't help what is felt during the choreography process......

One thing that really pisses me off is when people undermind the authority that I have. I know I'm only a sophmore, (and that by itself should say something), but YOU (not you) voted me into authority! I'm Fonza's assistant for the male ensemble, so that means when Fonza can't reherse with the guys (and even when she can) you respect my authority! When she's not there, I'M IN CHARGE,DAMMIT! When she is there, I'm second in command! I know I'm a girl, but RESPECT ME! >:( ^_^ the only person giving me a hard time is my older brother, but he's just one person and he's not used to listening to me, so, fuck him.

I'm Spade, that was interesting, and buh-bye!
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Tuesday, December 2, 2008

   Oh Shit, Anticipation, and, What to Do?!?!?!?!?
My knee has been giving me some trouble lately..... it just got worst, like, an hour ago.... I've got Blast tomorrow, so I'm freaking out right now.
Q- "Why not go to the doctor?"
A- The only time my mother is offering to take me is tomorrow... AFTER SCHOOL!!!! (See the problem?)
I think I'll just tough it out until the nest offer rolls around. I think I might possibly be able to buy a brace at wal-mart, but I don't have any money and aparently i have to pay for it myself! >:( Is my dedication obvious, yet? lol

I can't wait for competition! I can't wait for the dance! I'm so excited! I heart Derrek as a partner! ^_^

He asked me out again.... I don't want to be mean, but I'm gonna have to be if he can't get it.... this makes me so sick...... I can't keep telling him that this is a bad time, because eventually it won't be. I'm just not interested. Grrrrr

on a not important side not: John Flowers is Awsome!

I'm Spade, shit, shit shit, and Buh-bye!!!

<3
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